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Well this is new for me, I've alway's wanted to keep a journal, but never made the time to do it, so now here I am 23 years oldmaking the time. Sometimes so much goes on in my life, I need to vent, but sometimes there is noone to vent to, or thing's I don't really want to run to family and friend's about, so I figure this will be a good way to relieve myself of holding it inside.
It's back to work tomorrow, which to alot would sound silly, but I'm kinda of relieved to be going back tomorrow, I've been dealing with alot latley with having migranes and blurred vision noone can explain, and going to the doctors, and having cat scans arranged and ect.. that I can honestly say, I thank God for helping to heal the migranes and bringing the vision back. Although I'm still not taking the situation lightly, Im still going to go to the eye doctor and Nurologest and have myself checked out to make sure I'm okay.
I've been in a struggle with myself latley, I've been thinking about my life, where its going, and what I really want out of it....(maybe thats why the migranes kicked in).
I'm still not sure, which is sad, I'm 23 years old, and I should have some kind of goals for myself in life, something to work towards, to better myself...and I'm still confused, I mean I've had speratic moments where I say "Oh I think I should do this" or " I want to go to college", but still I've done nothing but waste time.
I know I need to pull myself together and figure it out now....but life is complicated sometimes, and it really can be stressful, oh what I wouldn't give to be 12 again or younger, no cares in the world.
Don't get me wrong, I have a decent life, compared to some, and I am thankful, but always wishing for more or wanting more is not such a bad thing, we all have our dreams.
Well I guess this isn't to bad for a 1st time journal entry, atleast my mind has freed up a little more space. :)

A few years ago I had a nightmare. I still remember it. It was about I was running away from my apartment. I was running to the store. Then these strangers kept chasing me. I ran all the way home, but when I got there no was home my sister wasn't there and my mom and dad weren't there either. Then I woke up and I was so relieved that it was a dream. It might not sound scary but when I had that dream it was terrifying!!! 2 years later I just get better dreams. I lived happily with my family.

heyy, this is my first journal and i am warning you of the crazy things you mite hear bout and the things i mit tlk bout in my journal and i am having a super strange day! so yea anywayn i will type l8r!
ttyl!

~fashionistachica26

Hey Ya'll

Today was gewd I guess... LoL

Tonite I have Youth Group!!! YaY.... I hate my Life Sometimzz... IdK Why I just get stressed out on Gay Things.. But God is here with mee No Matter What!!<3 Meee!

As We grow up,we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken Probably more then once and its harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures. Laugh to much. And love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

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I have lost someone very close to me she was a student and a friend. I know that she is in a better place but it still hurts to think that she went before her time. I feel lost knowing that I can never talk to her again, Laugh with her when she comes up with a prank and talks me into helping her.....this next year will be the hardest one for me because she will be gone.�I live each day not knowing what to expect but then again I can't live like this forever....soon the pain will stop I just don't know when.

I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!

OMG!!!!! I HATE MY GOT DAMN,

CRAPPY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!