I have lost someone very close to me she was a student and a friend. I know that she is in a better place but it still hurts to think that she went before her time. I feel lost knowing that I can never talk to her again, Laugh with her when she comes up with a prank and talks me into helping her.....this next year will be the hardest one for me because she will be gone.�I live each day not knowing what to expect but then again I can't live like this forever....soon the pain will stop I just don't know when.