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i am so so so bored....i need to do something

yah i want to be off already but i'm gonna be here till probably

i'd say 6:30-ish hopefully earlier and NOT later

but i think most likely later...sux

idk going home this weekend finally haven't been there in like a while

i don't really go home that often since i'm alwayz with my boyfriend

i know thats bad but i can't help it....i like spending time with him...

he really is AWESOME...but idk

i guess i'm just gonna end this since i don't really� have much to write

and i don't know what to write really...alrighty then PEACE

I HATE ALLERGIES!!!

I don' t even actually have them! I just have allergies like symptoms! I know it sounds odd but thats the diagnossis.. .. diagnostic.. .diagonally.. ..

So my drawing abilities have gone through the roof. Or... thats what my mom says. I believe my drawings have made a great improvement since I started to take drawing seriously. I'll scan some more of my work in on the computer and put it on victoriousmaiden.deviantart.com .My book isn't getting anywhere though because my writer (my sister) isn't writing it because she wants to hang out with her boyfriend. How self-centered is that?

So I watched the movie ACROSS THE UNIVERSE and I freakiing LOVE IT! The music is arranged differently but not too different so that we don't know what the song is.

If anybody who is reading this a Beatles fan, WATCH THE MOVIE!

Thats all for now I guess.... Bye

�}Y{- Nichelle

Today was actually not that bad. I was able to read, write, and enjoy my time with people who came over. It didn't start until right before dinner. I walked to the basketball courts to get my two pain in the butt brothers for dinner. That way they didn't get in trouble for be out. My mom has this rule about missing dinner (sometimes and she was already in a bad mood!) Anyways my brother Michael was being his usual annoying self. My sister likes to call him an insufferable git.. (which I think is funny because she don't know what it means) Again anyways so, during dinner I tried telling my dad that our neighbors friend that was over said sorry about the paint balls. So my lovely brother decided to start yelling at me and calling me stupid names because I had no idea what I was talking about. I retalliated with some not so nice words myself (nothing vulgar mind you) but none the less we got in trouble and my dad blew is top much as the same as last night. I got yelled at for them being too loud with their friends and I needed to get them to shut up because he didn't want to get out of bed. anyways with hte way my dad has been these couple of days is just WAY too stressful!!!!

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THE COLORS ARE SO PRETTY AND BRIGHT,

IT'S SO AMAZING,

HOW GOD CAN PRODUCE SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL AND RIGHT.

I REMEMEMBER BEING LITTLE AND CHASING THEM WITH NETS AND THINGS,

TRYING TO CATCH A CLOSE GLIMPSE,

AT ALL THE COLORS ON IT'S WINGS.

SEEMED LIKE I WOULD BE BUSY FOR HOURS,

RUNNING OR SKIPPING HERE AND THERE,

CHECKING ALL OF THE FLOWERS.

I WANTED SO BADLY TO HOLD ONE IN MY HAND,

BUT THEY WERE SO QUICK,

WHY I WASN'T FAST ENOUGH, I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND.

ONE DAY, I FINALLY CAUGHT ONE AND IT BROUGHT ME SUCH JOY,

I NEVER STOPPED TO THINK,

THIS BEAUTY GOD CREATED WAS NO TOY.

I ACCIDENTLY BROKE IT'S PRECIOUS WING AND STARTED TO CRY,

THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO,

BECAUSE OF ME,IT WOULD DIE.

MY MAMMA SAT ME DOWN AND A STORY SHE TOLD,

SHE SAID A BUTTERFLY NEVER LASTED LONG,

IT GOES THROUGH IT'S STAGES OF LIFE AND QUICKLY GROWS OLD.

MY HEART ACHED AS I PUT IT TO REST,

MAMMA KISSED ME ON THE CHEEK,

TOLD ME NOT TO FRET,NOW IT'S HEAVEN'S LITTLE GUEST.

AS I LOOK BACK TO THAT DAY,

I KNOW THERE WAS A PURPOSE,

OR THAT LITTLE BUTTERFLY WOULD HAVE SURELY GOTTEN AWAY.

IT WAS GOD TEACHING ME HOW QUICKLY EVERYTHING CAN SLIP BY,

NOT TO TAKE A DAY FOR GRANTED,

THAT LIFE CAN BE JUST AS FRAGILE AS THE WINGS OF A BUTTERFLY.

Hey, I started this journal up mainly because I was bored (it's the school holidays) and because Livejournal kept freezing my computer up >_< it's dumb!

Anyway, I'll start with a proper entry tomorrow�

Wow-2nd entry this week, I'm on a roll.� Wasting time again-because I can't sleep.� I'm hoping I keep writing or surfing long enough to become exhausted and fall asleep.�� I have a lot going on so I can't seem to stop thinking about everything which is keeping me awake.

I went on an interview today-finally, it sounds promising, I'll keep my fingers crossed.� Swicthing jobs will help alleviate some of my mind wandering, so will my classes being over for the semester.� I've practically been ignoring my kids so I can write my papers and study for exams.�� this is why I should have finished college before getting married and having kids.� But-no use in thinking about what I should have done because it won;t get me anywhere.�

Learn from the past, live for today & don't worry about tomorrow!��� really what else can you do?

Sometimes you put walls up,

not to keep people out,

But to see who cares enough to break them down...

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I thought that was a good one.

ONE YEAR WITH GUILLIAN-BARRE

Ron continues to make progress, moving his arms, now legs more!� He is working hard daily in physical therapy and occupational therapy to become stronger.� Please continue to pray for Ron's strength and continued progress.� ONE year ago, he was put on the ventilator for his condition.� We are so thankful that he no longer needs it and look forward to this next year having continued progress.

today on my way home from dinner with my family.. as i sat in the back seat of my car... i was thinking about all my problems.. i could almost hear the background music they put in movies when the girl fights with the guy and they both look out the window at the rain.... so i started thinking... and none of that is true... so many lives end everyday without a happy ending... the stories in popular romantic songs are not true...life is just not like that... ever since i was little movies like cindirella and other disney productions have had me thinking that no matter what happens love always finds a way... and that it is so full of great surprises.. well at least the last part is true. except that the surprises are not always good ones... actually they are almost always terrible... and prince charming is dead... and chivalry died with him.. men in our generation expect to get a maid when they start a relationship.. at the beginning they can�t get enough of you... the little by little they start to show the real side of them... and let me tell you its not pretty.. my boyfriend and i (yes we�re still together) are gonna be 5 years old as acouple.. in may... and now.. i know men are jerks.... and most of the reason that life is not�a fairy tale is because of them.. all girls expect to find a prince waiting for them.. and all the guy needs to do is make that simple wish come true.. is it too much to ask for a guy to open the door for us... to hug us and give us their jacket when we�re cold... to kiss our pains gently away.. i think not... and its hard enough trying to keep the flame alive while the guy is being a total jerk sitting infront of the tv. watching football� withough them treating us so bad.... i for one. plan not to cry for a guy ever againn.. imagine.. if he treats me bad NOW... imagine if we got MARRIED!!!�

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