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2/16/08

I am now back in Virginia but only to visit friends and family. I really want to move back here but i dont want to leave my boyfriend Patrick in New York. I love him sooo FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!! I would do anything for Patrick just because i love him sooo much and i would die for him. my day was okay but Chris came over to jonathon's house and OMG did drama start. At first my day was starting out awsome until chris came over and didnt go home until 9:30 ugh!!! He was getting sooo FUCKING ANNOYING!!!! I really miss Patrick i just want to run up to him and makeout with him while i am hugging him and i would never let go lol. I miss him sooo much!!!! Now im waiting for him to get back on aim so i can talk to him because he doesnt have a cell phone and i dint really know his house phone either. i know that with me being his girlfriend and all that i should at least remember his number by heart but i dont and feel bad about that and just between u and me i dont even know his last name. i feel so ashamed!!! i am so freaking tired so im going to bed. peace out!!!!

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Today Madisyn is exactly one month old!! last night she fussed so much i barely slept. Today im a little cranky from lack of sleep but i guess ill be ok!! i have an amazing mother as i may have told you before she got up with maddi this morning at 6:30 when she started crying! My mom is terrific any time i need her to get up with maddi she does it helps me so much!! she lets me nap during the day when i need to.. she is just totally amazing!! im truly lucky to have a mom as wonderful as mine.. she means the world to me!!

MOM,

your trully amazing and you mean the world to me.. i wanna tell you how much i love you tho i think you already know!! I love you so much.. as a mom, as

Dear Journal,

Well, let's start off with today is my sister's birthday and she's 20 oh my god:] my sister i used to play gold fish, talent shows, barbies, and barbie computers games with is 20 fucking years old. Life's going by so fast i remember when i first moved here in 3rd and now im in 7th omg. it's already been 5 years. Well, i got a cat Shadow in october and guess what hes a black cat and dont say hes bad luck because he's not . I read online if you let a black cat into your house it's good luck. Anyways, my teacher was on the news today it was so cool. A 9th grader at the highschool but her in a headlock i was like whoahh!

today in school my crush was in the hallways and he looked at me so right now your like wtf? he looked at you big woopdie doo stfu it's good for me. Im not that type of girl with naturally straight hair and perfect skin. I have curly hair and I have to straighten it for like 5 hours every week . I take showers I just put a cap on so i dont damage my hair. there is so much judging at my school and it's not even funny. Well, anyways i missed religon yesterday cause i didnt feel like going i was SO tired it wasnt even funny. Saturday, we might go to red lobster to celebrate my sister's birthday i cant wait we're having cake in a few minutes yayayayayay! ITS ICECREAM CAKE OHH EMM GEE. Well, i better go before my mom and my sister start eating . LOL

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Hey all u blogers here is a tip, if ur uncle dies, ur dad starts to drink, and ur mom doesn't act like she used to, then that means someting is up.

Ok so i am sad, but how do u think my cozin and the rest of my family are feeling. They've all cried at least 1 time, i've tried to cry I just can't do it. I am extreamly sad about it but i just don't know how i can be crying in front of every1 eventhough i want to so i can finnaly feel as sad as my sister.

Well this is goin kida smooth, not really, but i've had my ups and downs this week.my mom is takeing me and my cozin to the park of MOA and i asked this guy if he wanted to go wit me. He's really cute and really funny, so i think tht my cozin would want him to go. But my only consern is that he'll act all bad around my mom and i'll never get to invite him anywere anymore. witch is really sad. WAIT, i forgot to tell u his name. His name is eric. Its funny, i had a bf in preeschool named eric, but i know tht its not the eric that i like.

But theres this other guy too. HIs name is Andrew L. He's also really funny and cute. I basicly sit by him in my school hrs from 1st to 3rd, then he goes to other classes. after 3rd hr it goes right back to eric (bc he sits by me in 4th hr math). well this is getting to be really long so log on to see my other stories on gurl in big world.