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What I regret ab last yr is the problems that my fiance and I had last year.. and the falling out that we had to go through to get back together..but it was all worth it,, we were only bf and gfs at the time and we got back together and now were ingaged ans we have a 1yr old little boy now too...

What im going to do this year , is to make sure it will never happen again .. Im going to school to get a good job to get a great� to help support my family and my son so we can have a great future!

Dear Journal,

I am so sorry! i havent wrote in a long time�i guess after Disney i was focused on the rest of the summer but guess what? School is in like 2 days eeeppp! I mean im so excited yet nervous cause i dont wanna have classes with breanna i'll die! I mean her face makes me wanna throw up! But otherwise that im good lol uhmm.. i got my schdule but it only showed like 5 classes so my mom classed and they bitched so they didnt send it yet so theres a good chance i have to get it tomorrow at the school which sucks balls. I was talking to josh again a few hours ago and he showed me pics of when he was at work he looked like�a 50 year old dude.. I was like umm g2g peace ttyl! But i feel really bad for doing that but i dont know he still likes me after 3 years im like dude leave me the fuck alone. I went to jessicas for like 2 and a half hours which was kinda fun we were telling each other really embarrassing� moments in school and we had a fun time we laughed about it and almost peed in our pants

Yeah.. so tonight is my last night to sleep late so im gonna try to like make the best of it. Im dyeing my hair black tomorrow i cant wait oh my gaa!!! lol dont ask today i said oh my ga and i cant stop [sorry random moment]. I remembered how i used to play cartoonetwork with bre and we would play for hours and hours till it was like 5 in the morningg but im gonna play a game so peacee!

�xo xo BR!ANABAMM

I just don't understand how people can just assume that they will know how they feel in the future about something, someone or anything for that matter. How do we know ? Yor emotions and values can change especially if you are an undecisssive person. Peopl go on beleieve that sometime from now there friends will always be there friends. That one day something might happen and their not your friend or that the one you care about it always going to be that somebody in their heart when sometime down the road it could likely change. For some people this may occure faster some others may take more time on how theri feelings change. Although you may not change your mind frequently if ther people around you change the opinion and impressions change of that person to in alot of cases. This causing you to change how you feel about something or someone. we need to just sit back relize that nothing is for sure and just hope for the best by merely trying our best. Enjoy what we have and appreciate it good things never last !!

ughhh.... i'm soooo confused right now. for some reason i keep thinking about drew. even tho i like never talk to him anymore i just cant stop. but then there is brandon who i do really like, and he really likes me or at least he says.but he is 19. i know age is nothin but a number but i mean he is 19 he can do so much more. i'm still in school will be for awhile. we will never see each other. and were 5 years apart. it would be better if it was drew i really liked and and if he really liked me cause he is 15. but its whatever. i'm not going to try to make anything happen. i'm jut going to let things happen. its prolly way better that way. i just am really confused and i dont know what to do at all. :(:(:(:(:(