lynnethom's Journal

Jan 2009
6:19 PM WEST

all getting to much

Well i feel depressed the last few days, everything is really getting on top off me. tried to take the little man to the docs as really need to air my concerns about him and being a working mom and him playing up at nirsey the doc refused to see us as we were 14mins late. really annoyed as he usually makes us wait a 20min period before you get seen!!! i can't help traffic, nursey staff and the litttle mans temper. we are all getting concenered about his beh and development plus we are so broke we can hardly feed the kids. i'm working so hard latley and it ain't paying off. to top things off the lazy b off a hubby is treating me like crap and ain't working. he got paid off 8wks ago but is refusing to try and look for a job in anything but his field, bu there is no building jobs about the now. been mucked about with getting a house swap as where we live is hell. you can't sleep because offf the noise and seirens plus the people are mostly mental. i'm so isolated here and so is the kids. life is really sucking the now and i'm hardly seeing the kids and when i do i'm tired and crabbit, really begining to think they might be better off without me!! i'm so tired mentally don't know how much more i need to do before things can get better, need to do exta shift in my only day off this wk as the wee man needs new shoes, his other ones are now burst!!

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Username: lynnethom

Gender / Age: Female, 41

Location: United Kingdom