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��������� Okay so my Voyager broke..Like a long time ago. And I've been living with it. It's just my inside screen. So a few days ago my Dad called it in� to get another one. Well they said it would definantly going to be here today or we get our money back. Well the lady on the phone said she was gonna send me an even better phone. No charge. So I was like SWEET! But what in hell is better than the Voyager ( minus the iPhone) ??? So I'm flipping out waiting for the stupid Fed Ex to get here!! AGGGGH!

Yesterday I went to Matt's grandma'a house. I got there about 3:15, which is pretty early for me. I got a ride form a woman named Nicole who asked me if I need a ride. She was very nice, I won't forget it.

When I got there, I let myself in (which, at first I hestiated because I wan't sure if it was right, but remembered Matt telling me not to worry.

When I walked in, I took off the sweater I was wearing and jacket and my walking pants. I wan't sure on what to do because I didn't know if Matt was slready naked and under the covers. I walked to his room and saw him on the bed (with clothes on) sleeping on the covers. The TV was on and I didn't really know how he could sleep with it on. I debated with myself if I should kiss him awake, crawl up by him, or just let him wake up on his own. I decied to let him wake up, so I sat on the floor and I noticed I could text him and see if he would wake up. I went back to the door where my coat was and got my phone. I texted him that I was here and watched him as his phone went off. He let our a moan and moved a little bit, but he fell right back to aleep.

Well, I lied down on the floor right next to the bed and watched Star Trek Voyager. It wasn't that bad. Then the house phone rang and I kind of jumped. I was hoping Matt would answer but he slept through it LOL. Right after the house phone, his cell phone rang and I felt the bed move as he answered it. Someone must have asked if I got there yet and he said no I didn't. I gently touched his leg from the floor and said I was here. He got a little surprised as he changed his answer.

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Ayoo:] I have so much to tell you well i like this kid Griffin and he's like unbelieveably hot and i mean like he's the hottest thing i've ever saw. My friends tell me he looks at me when i enter the lunchroom but, that's just a look nothing else. Well, in one of my classes which is called Great Books. We were assigned a powerpoint project. The bad thing was the teacher picked the partners. My friends Taylor was with Drew[not so bad] and my other friend Nikki was with Jason which was really bad. But, I was paired with Griffin and that killed me. I was soo scared i couldnt believe it. And we would have to work the whole week together and his friends are in that class and they look at me like im some....loser:[ But im not im so cool to be around with. The only disadvantage i have about myself is my shyness. My shyness sucks im so shy. But once you get to know me i'll make ur heart jump like it was on cocaine. LMFAO:] At the end of the week we were supposed to finisht he powerpoint and present it to the class. Well, this retarded kid[no offense] Herodis started singing and dancing. He got the teacher so pissed off it wasnt even funny. So, we all had to write essays about respect which was REALLY GAY. Then, Friday we didnt present our projects cause we wre writing essays omggg my luckk:].Well, later on friday i saw a movie called Cloverfield. People told me it was stupid but when i saw it it was madd scary it was ohh mann..! I screamed so loud and i hid myself in my friends jacket. LOL thats how scared i was. I can see any scary movie unless it has zombies or ghosts im cool. My favorite scary movie is Disturbia:] xoxo. Totally love that movie like whoahh. I saw that movie with my friends and than Taylor was so scared that she had to go to the bathroom and wait another 15 minutes until the movie finished. I personally love scary movies. My friend Jessica is terrified of them but hey i dont blame her i would want people to respect my fear ya know im sayin'? Lol well todays Saturday and in a few minutes im gonna go to my friends house to hangg:] Yeahh:. Well ill write in yu tomorrow

xoxo Briana:]

So i am a first time user. I just signed up today, and i think this little online journal will be fun.

So here i am, now that i have a journal i am speechless, how stupid is that, before joining this site i would have had plenty to say.

Hmm, I suppose i could talk about how this past week was. Well this past week wasn't the best. Me and my boyfriend split up on Monday, Tuesday we talked about possibly getting back together and well it didn't happen.But Wednesday things got a bit better. I had to cheer for him at his basketball game though, that was kinda tough. But i love cheering, so i went out there forgetting all the bad stuff, and cheered my little ass off. Thursday i was sick. And well Friday was great, i started to finally get over the split up for good and started talking to some other guys. And then Saturday was just plain old boring. Stayed home, and relaxed.

So that was my week. If i have anything more to say, i will be back on later.

Love, Emily Renea

DEDICATED TO SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL (YES YOU Ä")

Today is the beginning of my new life.

I am starting over today.

All good things are coming to me today

I am grateful to be alive

I see beauty all around me

I live with passion and purpose

I take time to laugh and play everyday

I am awake, energized and alive

I focus on all the good stuff in life

and give thanks for them

I am with peace and one in everything

I feel the love, the joy, the abundance

I am free to myself

I am magnificence in human form

I am the perfection of life

I am grateful to be

ME !!

Today is the best day of my life

EVERYDAY !!!!!

With love yr friend Dangles.

Dear Mom and Dad

please I want you to go to school

we're going to the town to the grocery stores on saturday

going to the Spokane, WA. on february 4th

today I Learned About money

and telling time

and to write in online journal.

last night I wanted the movies with Digimon Vol. 4

A month ago I woke up and my word came to a shattering hault as i looded upon the face of a breathless 6 month old baby girl.� Once so full of life, and movement, I saw only stillness.� Then came the panic, the fear, the saddness and anger all crashing down one me.� It is so strange, after a flood of almost every single emotion, to not feel any joy at all.� In fact, I cannot fathom joy.� Only pain, and lonliness.

Hey all u blogers here is a tip, if ur uncle dies, ur dad starts to drink, and ur mom doesn't act like she used to, then that means someting is up.

Ok so i am sad, but how do u think my cozin and the rest of my family are feeling. They've all cried at least 1 time, i've tried to cry I just can't do it. I am extreamly sad about it but i just don't know how i can be crying in front of every1 eventhough i want to so i can finnaly feel as sad as my sister.

Well this is goin kida smooth, not really, but i've had my ups and downs this week.my mom is takeing me and my cozin to the park of MOA and i asked this guy if he wanted to go wit me. He's really cute and really funny, so i think tht my cozin would want him to go. But my only consern is that he'll act all bad around my mom and i'll never get to invite him anywere anymore. witch is really sad. WAIT, i forgot to tell u his name. His name is eric. Its funny, i had a bf in preeschool named eric, but i know tht its not the eric that i like.

But theres this other guy too. HIs name is Andrew L. He's also really funny and cute. I basicly sit by him in my school hrs from 1st to 3rd, then he goes to other classes. after 3rd hr it goes right back to eric (bc he sits by me in 4th hr math). well this is getting to be really long so log on to see my other stories on gurl in big world.

Dear Journal,

Well, let's start off with today is my sister's birthday and she's 20 oh my god:] my sister i used to play gold fish, talent shows, barbies, and barbie computers games with is 20 fucking years old. Life's going by so fast i remember when i first moved here in 3rd and now im in 7th omg. it's already been 5 years. Well, i got a cat Shadow in october and guess what hes a black cat and dont say hes bad luck because he's not . I read online if you let a black cat into your house it's good luck. Anyways, my teacher was on the news today it was so cool. A 9th grader at the highschool but her in a headlock i was like whoahh!

today in school my crush was in the hallways and he looked at me so right now your like wtf? he looked at you big woopdie doo stfu it's good for me. Im not that type of girl with naturally straight hair and perfect skin. I have curly hair and I have to straighten it for like 5 hours every week . I take showers I just put a cap on so i dont damage my hair. there is so much judging at my school and it's not even funny. Well, anyways i missed religon yesterday cause i didnt feel like going i was SO tired it wasnt even funny. Saturday, we might go to red lobster to celebrate my sister's birthday i cant wait we're having cake in a few minutes yayayayayay! ITS ICECREAM CAKE OHH EMM GEE. Well, i better go before my mom and my sister start eating . LOL

Lovee,

That Spanish Girl:]

"My people have committed two evils: they have forsaken me, the fountain of living water, and dug out cisterns for themselves, cracked cisterns that can hold no water" (Jer. 2:13).

As I was sharing with someone what the Lord had shown me about approval, he showed me more. The scripture above says it all.

There is one source of all approval - Him. Any approval (blessing/declared to be satisfactory) that comes to me through others has its source in Him. And the fact is, we usually seek approval from those we esteem. I have a tendency to seek it from those I consider better than myself or higher than myself. All of this happens subconsciously, of course - but it happens nonetheless. And it affects my daily experience and relationships. The truth is this: that God alone is the source of my approval. Anytime I think a person is the source, I will be disappointed and hurt. God, in his mercy, has stacked the deck and cornered the market on approval. Thanks be to God!

i have no confidence!!!

helllllp

i know people say that, but seriously...

Its beenso long! Like seriously! Wow. Oh well I am back again. Alot has changed these past few months. Sam and I broke up for good. He has a new gf now. I must admit I am a little jealous. But hey what ever happens happens for a reason. And I will tell you now I know the reason: I am engaged! Yes engaged! I am so happy and the guy I am to marry is amazing! His name is Cody Hughes. So I am now Heidi Hughes. Call me Heidi Ziegler and I will be very mad. Lol. So ya he lives in Texas and I cant wait to see him. We met online and we plan to meet for the first time in August. I cant wait! Well�I am off more later.

Wow-2nd entry this week, I'm on a roll.� Wasting time again-because I can't sleep.� I'm hoping I keep writing or surfing long enough to become exhausted and fall asleep.�� I have a lot going on so I can't seem to stop thinking about everything which is keeping me awake.

I went on an interview today-finally, it sounds promising, I'll keep my fingers crossed.� Swicthing jobs will help alleviate some of my mind wandering, so will my classes being over for the semester.� I've practically been ignoring my kids so I can write my papers and study for exams.�� this is why I should have finished college before getting married and having kids.� But-no use in thinking about what I should have done because it won;t get me anywhere.�

Learn from the past, live for today & don't worry about tomorrow!��� really what else can you do?