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cutieemuffin 34, Female, Ohio, USA - 6 entries

Aug 2007
3:31 PM EDT

Well today was the first day of school and i thionk it went ok its just i dont wanna graduate cause i have no idea what i wanna do after and i no if i take a break im prolly not gunna go back.... i just dunno everythings just so confusing... and lately ive just been so stressed..... see we were helping a friend move and i just got paid so i had all this money and this guy stole it but hes like denying it so i just dunno we called the cops but wehat are they gunna do about it ya no... it just bothers me cause i really need the money i have to pay for my school when i decide what i wanna do and i was planing on helping my mom with my school clothes cause she dont have a job anymore and then all this shit happens..... o well i just dunno and im having a really hard time dealing with everything

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kitty 60, Female, South Carolina, USA - First entry!

Aug 2007
10:33 AM C

Hey i am new here.

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VyVy 31, Female, California, USA - First entry!

Aug 2007
8:12 AM PDT

My "finest moment" was when i was with my friends, that's it, until a couple months ago!!! When i first came to U.S, i didn't have any friends and did not understand the language, it was when i met T. She helped me with a lot of things and i thought we were good friends. When i brought her home to introduce to my mom, mom told me that she thinks T. wasn't a good friend and i should keep a distance from her, but i didn't believe my mom. I thought she was just being overprotective like most of the parents do. Then, we went on to the next school year, we met a whole lots of new friends and made it our small army. At first, everyone talked to me, asked me for advices, said they couldn't do without me, etc..... Then, T. took over. She was now the center of everything. She shanged from a serious person to the kind always acted dumb enough for people to think that she's cool!! I was okay with that. I mean, i never really care about being the center of anything. All i ever care was that i don't want to be left-out. Then, after T. changed, i made friend with another girl, H. At first, i thought she was a good friend, but she'd proved me wrong, but i was stupid enough to believes that she'll change for me because i was a good friend to her and eventually she'll notice that. But no, she betrayed me lots and lots of time. Then, as our freshman year was about to end, everything broke out. T. led her little group of friends into bullying me and H. was the one who passed her all the information about me at the time when i thought she'd stick by me. After i'd found out the truth, i felt like a biggest fool of the world. Betrayed by my own best-friends, left with miserable and grieves. Throughout everything, i've learned not to trust anyone anymore. I'd poured out my own heart to them, but what did i get in return? BETRAYALS!!! Now, my "finest moment" has become my "saddest experience"

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Chello 46, Male, Virginia, USA - 3 entries

Aug 2007
6:38 PM EDT

We all have our weakness (some we hide better than others) and we all have our strengths (some we flaunt better than others).� My goal in life is to exploit all my strengths to the best of my abilities to make a positive difference during my visit.

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rubierachel 29, Female, Utah, USA - 4 entries

Aug 2007
11:46 AM MDT

well, it's oficall, (my spelling stinks lol) my bff is moving...*sob* i cna't beliee ur moving to highland JJ! i just can't! who is gonna ride biks with me to artic circle? who's gonna tease me at church? who's gonna gonna be al the way in highland? :*(

i dont want u to move JJ!!!! ur the only real bff iv'e ever had! u get along with my wacky family soo well! i mena becasue of ur mom, ur brother (D) is now in laiten...:( and he looked soo cute in his kilt! :*( i just can't believe ur going away! i always thought it would be me moving away from my friends, not my friends moving away from me! i just can't picture u moving away! and some one living in ur house. :***(

Tags: i just cant belive it!

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maskbeforeme 43, Female, Arkansas, USA - First entry!

Aug 2007
7:04 PM EDT

well... it is late, tired, long day. I have a lot of experiences and emotions built up. while checking some things out I found this place. FINALLY, a place where I can say what I want and what I feel and no one really knows who I am!
I dont people I know about my personal life, even though I have already let a lot out there. my soon to be ex husband has had affairs and just talking about them with people you know makes it very uncomfortable!
after 7 years of marrige this happens, Im still pissed. I forgave but can not forget. the things I have went through the last year with him, my daughter and many guy and friend experiences are enough to knock anyone on their feet. but instead, I have to hold it together. be a single mom and work full time. show my daghter the amount of love I have for her, and want somewhat of a love life.
sometimes when I see me ex remember the love we shared and it feels like we are back in that moment. then I pass the place where he had an affair. or I see a baby boy that looks lke the age of his kid that he had in one of the affairs and all these hurt feeling resurface. on one hand he is an amazing, caring guy who was so in love with me and then there is the other hand... if he still loves me so much how can I even consider getting back with him? if he was SO in love with me and worshipped me like he did before and did what he did and I had no idea then how can I make a marriage work? UGH! aggravation!!! I feel like a failure some days. a faliure as a wife, a mom and a person. so much to say...

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abrown155 36, Female, Texas, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2007
2:28 PM CDT

I expect from others, is everything. I expect people to show me respect- love-courage-fun-passion. Everything. I guess that is why I get so disappointed all the time. I give everything I have to give, and I get nothing or little back from other.

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misskrissy85 39, Female, New Hampshire, USA - 6 entries

Aug 2007
5:55 AM EDT

every one has had something come from it.

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Pushing0the0Throttle 33, Female, Connecticut, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2007
6:41 PM EDT

so yesterday i was out shopping. which really sucked cause its not my thing but it's for clothes so i needed to go. any way so i'm at the store and some 32- 37 year old woman with short hair highlighted and spiked ( nice cut) started talking to me. now it you have ever been to PTown Cape Cod MA then you know what this women really looked like. i know that is stereo typing but that is the only way i know to describe her. now getting to my point she started to flirt with me and then hit on me and so like the idiot i am i go and kindly flirt with her. so now i am 24 hours later even more creeped than i was before. what is stranger is that it was enjoyable to be flirting with her even though she even said that she was from out of state i still dont know. ok bed for me and early rise i have and must concur.

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aerohottie2525 41, Female, Virginia, USA - First entry!

Aug 2007
4:21 PM EDT

Omg today was okay. I made the migits team i know that sounds wierd and everything but idc. I have my first practice tommrow at 6:00 pm to 7:30 pm. yea me !!! i have so got to go i am way to freaking excited. peace out

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