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    RollerCoasterLove  39, Female, California, USA - 2 entries
09
Aug 2007
4:12 PM EDT
   

Sometimes i just dont understand what ive done wrong. one day he acts like he loves me, the next he acts like i annoy him. im trying to become a better girlfriend, but hes not trying to be a better boyfriend. it doesnt help that all his friends are younger and more immature and dont have serious girlfriends to understand his situation. i think when he gets around them, he changes. into this "single" guy who doesnt give a fuck about me. im always tryna talk about our problems and tryna resolve it, but just randomly outta nowhere hell make it seem like he dont wanna try. when just yesterday he told me "i love you" "i miss you" "im thinking about you". and today i say "am i ur girlfriend" and he tells me "not really." and i say ur throwing me off telling me u love me one day and the next im not ur girlfriend. and he tells me "u threw me off when you moved out". is he tryna make me feel guilty? is he having money issues? financial problems stressing him out? and he blames me? i wanna work things out but how can i with someone whos not willing to try...instead i think to myself why dont i just walk away from all of this. just say fuck him and end it all for good... one day were okay. the next it seems like its all over. its this up and down roller coaster. ive try to change.. ive been making him dinner, avoiding issues i would usually argue about that upsets me... but i guess he doesnt see it. hes too stubborn to see where im coming from.. i kno theres a lot hes done, or hasnt done,to upset me, but im tryna see from his point of view and quitting all the "nagging", the fighting, the arguing.. im tryna do things for him to remember why he fell for me. but with him.. he just doesnt see me as something fortunate to have.. what do i do? i love him.. i dont want all this to end.. i just want everything to be okay again
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    jen18  26, Female, South Dakota, USA - 5 entries
08
Aug 2007
8:58 PM A
   

sure whatever
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    lilmama  31, Female, South Dakota, USA - 4 entries
06
Aug 2007
4:10 PM EDT
   

To my dad,
Daddy I love you and I miss you so much ma said your court date is comin up soon so good luck. Dad there is so much I wanna tell you but I cant cause I'm scared you'll tell ma and she can't know not now anyway. Dad me and Cory are going to get married, we decided if you can't be there when it happens Jerry will give me away (that is if he wants to) cause hes the closest thing I have to you right now. And I told Cory when I turn 18 we are going to come to the cities for the weekend and I'm going to come see you, cause thats all I want for my 18th birthday, and yea I know its still a while away shit 4 years but still just thought I would let you kow now cause only god knows when I will get to tell you this next, but I g2g before so one reads this Love ya 4life daddy
Love Always,
Daddys lil Girl
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    ptwsparkles  27, Female, Massachusetts, USA - 14 entries
03
Aug 2007
11:32 PM N
   

well today nothin much happened. yesturday i got a shot/needle in the top of my arm. IT HURT!!!!!!!!!!!! but im ok now. just about to go out to walk the dog wit grandma be back. i will right tomarow. k bye
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    roxxxxxi  49, Male, United Kingdom - 4 entries
03
Aug 2007
11:28 PM EDT
   

OmG I Am gOiNg sHoPpIn 2DaY
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    jmw  39, Female, New York, USA - First entry!
02
Aug 2007
10:06 AM EDT
   

hey everyone my name is jenn i live in elmira heights ny w/ my husband im starting a journal b/c it will help my control my emotions and be a better person to control my attitude i dont handle stress very well and i really need to control that. so let me tell you a little about me i am 21 yrs old but i will be 22 this month on the 21st of aug ( Happy Birthday to me) i graduated from waverly high school in 2004 and i went to ebi for business but i never finished school bc my car at that time the engine dropped out of it and didnt hv a car.But now i am going bck to school this october for paralegal. I love bowling w/ my husband and my friends and i love going to the movies and just chilling at home. I do wrk but i rather not tell you where i wrk bc i might have to cll you one day and i dont wnt to be put in a awkard position . i absolutely hate drama and dont want to be apart of it in no means. im not looking for a relationship on here bc like i said im married. people may not like what i have to say be thats just me i'll be straight up w/ you. oh yeah by the way i ABSOLUTELY HATE LIARS..... alot of ppl say that im stuck up or a bitch but honestly i have high standards and i really stick to them. i dont judge anybody or talk about anybody bc there is no point of it it's stupid. My theory is always keep a smile on your face bc it makes them wonder what you're thinking.. but i do have a bad attitude and i will let you know if you piss me off. im not a person to be walked all over and that will never happen well everyone i have to go if you want to tlk or have anything to comment leave me a message

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    nitinp  49, Male, India - 21 entries
01
Aug 2007
8:50 AM I
   

mandatory
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    aug171995  29, Male, Michigan, USA - 2 entries
31
Jul 2007
6:24 AM EDT
   

Omg has it been long since i've wrote in this! this is so weird now!

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    need4nos  29, Male, Austria - First entry!
27
Jul 2007
2:41 PM EST
   

2day i got my diary licence and helped the van helson twins.
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    giovani74  49, Male, North Carolina, USA - 21 entries
26
Jul 2007
3:09 PM EDT
   

The wedding has been postponed due to financial issue. The bank approved us but Dani and I didn't want to be overwhelmed. I guess I can continue writing til our wedding date is met.
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