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    jazzsoulp  39, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 32 entries
28
Oct 2007
6:10 PM EST
   

...Wow...A lot has gone down since my birthday. I quit my wonderful job because I got admission into graduate school. I am more in Love with Babe than I have ever been...It's wierd...Like I Like Him more everyday. He's abroad now, and I'm nervous because He's so much closer even though we are still far apart. School is kicking. I'lll be getting my midterm grades tomorrow, so hopefully they are good ; )

I lost my God-father 3 Sundays ago. I miss Him and I hate knowing I wont be able to talk to Him ever again.
I really pray that my 4 girlfriends find true Love mehn...It's eating at my soul that they are lonely and unsure, but I'll keep praying for them. They have just got to experience this high...It's unexplainable.

Live in Love and Peace in the World...Much Love,...Me
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    journalist  31, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!
28
Oct 2007
3:13 PM EDT
   

dear sweety, baby its not your fault nore is it mine.god said lets go and you went! baby girl momma will always love you never forget.i know i put the leach on ,but you ran toward the light.iam so glad your in a better place. where you have a better family and are safer.i know you love me too.oh ,yeah dont fight with boots!!!
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    Phoebe4  47, Female, Minnesota, USA - 4 entries
26
Oct 2007
1:10 AM CST
   

Interesting how live changes from one moment to another. In reading an old journal I realized how in 4 months so much of my life can turn around. 4 Months ago all I wanted to to was to be alone and experience life- on my own. Bitter, jaded, and unhappy has now turned into positive, joyful, and simply happy. It is truly amazing how one person can change all of the in a very shory time.
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    amenard89  35, Female, Rhode Island, USA - First entry!
25
Oct 2007
3:39 PM EDT
   

For four years
For four years I struggled
I wrestled you night after night
And you were always stronger
And every morning
I covered the bruises
And made the best of my muses
I healed best the bones that had broken
For four years
I was alone
But at the same time
I was still alive
But yet feeling destroyed
Ready to self-destruct
The distinction between heaven and hell was know a blur
For four years
There was what you called tough love
I thought it rough
For everyday, for all the years
I tried to try and fell and failed
I tried to write...this is all I got
I tried to sing, but this is how it sounds.
But after all was said and done
You were now in the true place known to hell
With dripping pipes
Solid steel bars
Concrete coffins
And food that will turn your insides out
And one morning
I woke up and for the first time
Noticed the sun
I felt the beat of my heart
It was like a piece of art
I started to cry
Forgetting everything I had tried
Leaving everything behind
Because guess what… I survived
And where are you today?!
Because I'm exactly where I want to be!!!
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    HiddenScars  35, Female, Louisiana, USA - 7 entries
25
Oct 2007
4:18 AM CDT
   

Well there really is not much to say there is alot going on in my life and I dont really know what to do about all of it...I am back to cutting and that sucks... I have had a few slip ups in the last few weeks which is not good.. But its okay..Me and kris are doing okay.. and all of viv's puppies are growing up to be beautiful! I love my vivvy... and now we have star trigger anna bell bear and trey... all of which I will have to sell soon... but I think that scott is going to get to keep trey... He is really excited especially with me and kris moving out soon!!! I HOPE,,,, Mom kicked us out agian but as normal she was all Im sorry by the end of the day... I love my kris kris but we are fighting alot lately.. I dont really know what to do about all that.. I have tried talking to he that doesnt really help any..just makes her mad that seems to be what I am good at... I really dont know what to do anymore... But it is okay we will work through it like we work through everything,, I know we will.... I am starting to talk even if it will make her mad.... i am at the point that if I have something that I want to say I am going to say it... I really am getting better... i dont really know what to rant anything else about so I guess Im gonna go ahead and get off of here...atleast everyone knows i am kinda sorta alive... LOVE YALL....

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    garryageez  61, Male, United Kingdom - 14 entries
24
Oct 2007
11:11 AM GMT
   

Lets not forget Burma.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

BURMA LETS NOT FORGET.
Current mood: worried
Category: Life

Since the oppressive government of Burma have severed all contact with the outside world, through a ban on tv, radio and internet media, It can easily seem to those outside that the terrible oppression that the people of Burma are suffering is over, but far from it. Reports leaking from the Country suggest that things are still bad and getting worse. Here is what Amnesty international have to say on the matter.

Burma crisis - Stop the bloodshed

Violent crackdown on protesters continues

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A heavy military presence on Burma's streets, combined with mass arrests, has stamped out the massive protests of the past week. Huge numbers of troops are visible on street corners across Yangon, the focal point for the demonstrations, and fear is widespread.

The flood of reports in the city of alleged brutal killings, disappearances and arrests is causing major concern for the people of Burma and those watching the continuing crisis.

52Watch footage of protests in Burma (RealPlayer)

Background

Amnesty International has long documented Burma's appalling human rights record. This includes widespread and systematic human rights violations:

  • The holding of more than 1,160 political prisoners in deteriorating prison conditions. Detainees include most senior opposition figures
  • The use of torture and other cruel, inhuman and degrading treatment, especially during interrogation and pre-trial detention
  • The use of child soldiers and forced labour
  • Laws that criminalise the peaceful expression of political dissent
  • People frequently being arrested without warrant and held incommunicado
  • Judicial proceedings against political detainees that fall short of international fair trial standards
  • Defendants being denied the right to legal counsel and prosecutors relying on confessions extracted through torture

Act nowto protect peaceful protestors The Governments hope is that through the meassures it has taken through the media ban, the world will forget their peoples plight, We must not let them succeed in this endeavour. The problem we face is that the media of the western world are there to make interesting tv, and if there is nothing to report the situation is put on the shelf until something terrible happens. Lets not wait for that to happen to remind us. Lets act now, by writing to our governments, and the chinese government demanding that they act to stop these crimes against humanity. Look out for any protest that are taking place that we can attend.. Also you can do what i have done and bring the situation to peoples attention by writing an entry in our blogs and on our comments on myspace etc. We all have the tools to be able to do this and this seemingly small act can reach so many and do so much. I thank you all very much for your attention on this matter and hope and pray you all have the love and compassion in your hearts to act NOW. With Metta (LOVING KINDNESS) Garry D. AKA SOOPANOVA.



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    missktina  40, Female, Alabama, USA - First entry!
22
Oct 2007
6:14 PM EDT
   

i'm 23 years old and I finally realize that it is perfetly fine to live alone fir the rest of my life, I came to tis conclusion after i dated one of my friends He took up all of my space and I got to thinkging do i really want to be in a serious relationship or get marred. Right now I don't think so. I just want to live a nice lif in solitude. When I want company I know how to seek it out. I just can't deal with someonr constantly in my face, it just annots me. While I would love to have my deam wedding, I don't think that I am really ready for what comes afterwards. I think that I wil just live aone and when it comes time for me to reproduce I'll just find someone and there is always the sperm bank. Hey, it is better than being stuck with someone that you can't stand. I really enjoy my single life. I think that we sometimes take life and the things that we have for granted. I just want to enjoy my life and I don;t ever want a divorce so hey why risk it. i'll just date and do things the modern way. I just hate getting lonly but then I think, there are many people who are maried and yet still living alone. I just thank thr Lord for giving me the mind that I have, Hey, all end up alone ayway, Either by death or divorce, Why risk it? From now on I declare that i will live my life freely with no reserve, I realize that I was born alone I will die aloneand I don't need any man to define me, i'm good as a matter of fact I'm great, Why do I need a reationship? Why do I need a man? I've got everything that i need. But right now i eed to pay my bils. So from now on i will not mope and cry about living alone ir not having a boyfriend. Who needs one as a atter of fact i don;t want one.
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    potatoenigma  55, Female, Kentucky, USA - 13 entries
22
Oct 2007
2:57 PM EST
   

I have it.. my seven year plan... well if you knew me you would know this is a huge step! I am normally not able to keep my thoughts, dreams or desires going for a minute with out changing to something else. Yes I fly by the seat of my pants. I have decided that I am going to complete my dream. First I will be graduating from college in December of 2009 with two associate degrees( Human Service & Communication), and THree bachelors of Arts in Sociology, Psychology, and HIstory! Why so many degrees you ask? Well do to my screw up as a youngster I have so many credits that it will work to my advance. I am doing it for me and noone else! Course it will look great on my resume:) SOOOOO how does this fall into the seven year plan? I found for my masters that I can combine a Law and a Social Work degree! OKay so I am a little masochistic.. who isn't? I have done some crazy things in my life, and I must say this will be the hardest, accomplishment but the end pay off will be the greatest! Who knows once I graduate I might just follow my fav band around!:)

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    damarisvega  43, Female, Florida, USA - 4 entries
22
Oct 2007
3:48 AM EST
   

God......Ughh. I'm so irritated. Do you even listen to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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    Diane  47, Female, Iowa, USA - 26 entries
19
Oct 2007
10:54 AM CDT
   

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