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Wow. I can't believe it's already been 6 months since that last post. A lot has happened since then..

1. I started to see a Psychologist. I actually went once in late April; I went to my school's Counseling Center and set up an appointment. After that initial visit, I think I was more angry than ever. All the lady did was say "mmhmm", "okay", "that must have been terrible", etc, all in the most cheesy fake voice ever. I was so frustrated with her!�After that, our schedules weren't quite in synch so I didn't see her again.. my school only allows students to seek help while they're enrolled, so once summer started and I wasn't taking any classes, I couldn't see her.

2. I went back on Monday the 19th. Mostly because I found out from a relative two-and-a-half weeks ago that my mom had an abnormal pap smear, and was going to have to have a biopsy done to see if it was cancer. Well, to make a long story short, my mom actually called me after I found out, and we cried on the phone a lot, but I told her I was worried about her. It really made me realize that even though I hate my parents for some of the things they've done/the way they've treated me, I still would care if something bad happened to them. That fact really confused the hell out of me, so I made an appointment with Dr. F (the psychologist I saw in April).

3. Mom's fine. She texted me that her results came back "precancerous" which means she just has to go back every 6 months for 3 years, and she'll pretty much be fine. Can you believe she TEXTED me that?! I at least expected a phone call.. the nerve of her!

4. I've been pretty mellow lately, with only a few (one or two) bitchy outbursts since April. However... R (my boyfriend) has been really really rude.. like when I don't understand something within seconds after he says it and I ask him a question, he gets SO�angry and tells me I'm an idiot. I have been reacting really slowly lately, especially to things I should be quick with (i.e. I've always been good at math, but for some reason can't add correctly lately??)

That's it for now.. I'll write again soon (Dr. F is "requiring" me to start journaling on a more frequent basis to get my feelings out)

Christina

Hi! I am Winifer (real name is Winnie, but I like Winifer more) I live in HK. I am glad to talk to everybody about my happiness and troubleness. But everyone be careful, I am a very talkitive person (HAHA). Hope you enjoy my journal!

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Hey, I'm Jennilee but you can call me Jenni.Even though your not a person I'm going to talk to you like you are.But before i start telling you things here are some things you need to know about me, I'm 12� I'm almost 13 (in another year on September 25, 2010 but it's not that far maybe), I'm a girl,female,chick whatever but you get the point I'm a girl.My best friends are Kimberly, Bianka, Dawn, and Dolores.They are the best (sometimes), we get in fights,what friends don't? I've had boyfriends 2 but I'll tell you about that next time but for now this is all you need to know about ME!!!

Scincerly yours,

Jenni

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Damn wtf am I doing..My life is so unbelieveable no1 has a life like me no1..I lose family friends lovers and just everything..Why am O dha only one goin thru dis shyt..Im just not meant to be happy I guess..Damn bitchez tryna take my man..Bitches gon make me hit dha fan bitches juss wanna get me mad but ima be dha last bitch standin wit ya man..Hahaha juss a liddle poem of mines..

I maybe left some pertinent info out last time,he has done time for that rape,I mentioned. And I recently found out, he is a PEDOPHILE. And in his PAROLE, it stipulates, he is not to� be�around schools,playgrounds or the likes.