"Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to.I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out.Everything I do and everything I try never turns out".
suspended. hahah tipped a bin full of leaves on someone.
gt kicked out of childcare class.
missing ki & felix.
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lol. stay home and clean up, :
holidays this weeek yewwwwww. :)
party friday ?
�Lately I've been really down and depressed. I haven't been able to find good things to take interesting pictures of. I've been kind of discouraged in the whole "photography" part of my life. There's other people on dA who have much better art and pictures than me. Why can't I be as good?
hmm, today, today.
i dont quite recall what happened today xD
hey, hi, hello.
im christie, im from mission texas.
um, nice too meet youu :)
keep posted; be my friend.
:Detc etc
.welcome too my life. ;)
������ I am so fuckin tired of not having money. First we don't have enough to pay for the house, which I have come to terms with and accepted that we're gonna have to move. Now we have to cancel everything cause my mom broke her foot and her doctor is charging the maximum permited by law. So pretty much everytime she goes to the doctor (once every two weeks) she has to pay $200 plus the cost of x-rays. So it may sound selfish but I'm mostly upset about loosing my cell phone. And I'll explain that. I'm in cyber school so I don't get to see people every day and she wants to turn the home phone off too. The only reason we have internet is because I'm in cyber school and they pay for it. On top of that I can't go on most public sites because they are blocked. So it's not like I could talk to my friends on Myspace or somethin like that and my mom has yelled at my best friend enough that she won't just stop over here and I don't feel right just stopping over there because not only is that weird and kinda stalkerish but they're not there most of the time. She normally goes to school, goes home changes, goes to work, and then goes home and goes to bed. So for us to hang out there has to be communication and that can't happen if I don't have a phone. But my mom said that she's gonna keep my phone. She has her own phone but she said shes just gonna keep mine. You know I knew that I wouldn't have friends for long but I just wish the deciding factor wasn't money. Whatever it's over.
i will read book at 07:00am-18:30pm
i�making�will� good teat for tmr "22 Sep 09"
But i have�mum�and dad�live to� me everyday
and everytime
i will not give they�sad
Bcez i love them very much
Buy have a good dream
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I can't seem to figure out how to sign back into here but�I have realized that inbox journal gives me a way to update without having to sign in.� For some reason the password I use for everything is not working.
I don't think I'll be using this any more for that reason.
It's such a perfect day that i dont want to stay at home :) But it's too late (: