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    •     veryhotsoup  33, Female, Illinois, USA - 3 entries
    23
    May 2008
    8:37 PM EDT
       

    Well, here i am, my first post. My name is Brogan Danielle.I am Yes i am a cowgirl. At heart, and in mind. I don't really look like one though. I wear whatever i feel like wearing. I'm not into steriotypes. I hate hypocrites. I am an individual whole. You don't know what that means? Ask me. I'll tell ya. Man, life has been really REALLY hard lately. Me and my boyfriend Aj have been fighting. And i'm prolly the one to blame. And he lives far away, so i can't even go over there to talk to him. Thank God hes coming home tuesday.
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        klenkGT  42, Male, Alabama, USA - 8 entries
    23
    May 2008
    8:25 PM EDT
       

    Staying Strong

    I went to my favorite resturant/bar today for lunch which is a usual spot for me...the down side is it's a usual spot for Adrian too. I walked in and saw her today. This is the first time I've seen her in nearly two weeks. We were the only two people in the whole fucking place. As soon as I saw her I stopped (thought about turning and just leaving)but then Terri my fav bartender said "Hey Klenk, what's up?" So I greeted her but not Adrian and then sat behind her and not at the bar as I normally do. It was wierd.�Sat there for a few moments, ordered my food and then she did it: "Hey Klenk, what's up?" My heart sank. I wanted to spill my heart out and be like "I love you and am miserable without you. I want to spend eternity with you." But I didn't. I kept it short and not so sweet. She just got a "Hey" the I resumed drinking my cranberry vodka. She got the hint that I wasn't into�talking to her but I wasn't gonna let her ruin my steak and drinks. A few moments went by and I recieved a few texts and I don't think she could stand not having my attention. She turned and said: "Is your wireless working? Mine's not." Again, I wanted to say something sweet to make her smile or say something that only me and her would find funny. But I didn't. I didn't even look at her. I just said "Yep" and resumed eating.

    I knew that if I gave in I'd be putty in her hands again. As much as I love her and want to be with her I just keep telling myself that she'll never change.

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        beautifuldisaster271  29, Male, Florida, USA - First entry!
    22
    May 2008
    9:11 AM EDT
       

    how lovely

    Damn,wtf people need to get over their shit and mind their own fucking buisness.This group of kids was pissing me off so I slapped the girl (sasha),and then she slapped me back,and her friends are mad and getting everybody else (strangers included)�invlolved because they can't face the music and fucking solve their own issues.DAMN.One of the girls (Andrea) told me she was going to get her older brother to come over to my house and beat me up,shoot me,idk because I called her a whore,lmaoooo.Well what do you think I'm gonna do?She wears friggin cameltoe hip-hugger jeans,jordans or heels,halters or�glittery ghetto text shirts that say a bunch of shit all over it.And sasha is just a little cock eyed bitch who doesn't know how to respect people.And her brother acts like he's high all the time.It may seem like I overreacted to the situation,but I've had too fucking much going on in my life and I was having a shitty day,and this little hoe just comes up to me on the bus showing me a picture of Whitney Houston or somthing and yelling out "HEY EVERYBODY LOOK IT'S CASSANDRA!!!".And she kept on going after I said to stop,so HELL YES I'm gonna slap her.Well,tomarow is going to be hell,but whatever,Sasha is ugly,masculine, and cockeyed and Andrea is HIDEOUS,she's got no personality,she is also cockeyed,and she smells like fish.

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        ladybug8000l  29, Female, Virginia, USA - First entry!
    20
    May 2008
    3:26 PM EDT
       

    hey its lily! most of you probably dont know me so ill start by talking about myself.....i live on the east coast, have lots of brothers and sisters, am a teenager, and this i loooooooove grilled cheese. ya, that was random...but whatever...so a couple weeks ago i got out of the hospital, not for a physical problem, a mental one...ya i went through a rough battle with anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts. but it wasnt my first go at it, i was in the hospital about a month earlier for the same reason. i was then diagnosed with PMDD(Pre Menstrual Dysphoria Dysfunction), it's kind of like PMS but with more serious symptoms, like horrible symptoms! but now they put me on the pill which is supposed to control my hormones a little bit...so we'll see what'll happen. anyways...there's this guy, reid...yeh he's one of my brothers friends, or used to be at least. he has been to my house two or three times and i never really thought much of him...up until now that is. somehow he got my cell phone number and has begun texting me almost obsessivly...no joke! well...first i guess i should tell you a little more about reid, physically...hes pretty tall, 15, blonde hair, really muscular, i forget what color eyes, and not so good teeth. so, i guess he sounds kinda cute, but now lets talk about his emotional problems. he is a really depressed person who has tried to kill himself at least three times(OD'd) but never really succeeded. he gets very attached to his girlfriends...one of his exes is in my class and she was head over heels for him...but he has a really low self esteem and image, but he also brags alot...so it's kinda weird but w/e. anyways...he has confessed his love for me and repeatedly refers to me as hun, babe, babygirl, and beautiful babygirl. i guess you could call it flattering, but honestly it makes me feel like im his granddaughter or something, ya its creepy! so he just keeps on talking to me about how much he wishes he could be with me, and how he wants to bite me on the neck and suffocate me with kisses. you know what i mean, like he's always saying how all he wants is for me to be in his arms. and when i told him i fell down the stairs today at school and hurt my knee(ouch!) he was all like omg i wish i could have been there to catch you, and thats not even the half of it! he says im the only person that makes him somewhat happy and he wont be happy until im in his arms...and that im the only girl he trusts, and i deserve any guy i want and so on...im not mean to him, but i can be cold...i dont want him to think i really like him like that, i dont want to hurt him though...so i just kind of talk to him nonchalontly(no idea how to spell that) but then he tells me that his mom is making him move to new jersey in four months...i was like aww well maybe it will be good...and hes like no im staying, for you, no matter what. i told him he didnt have to do that for me and that once he got there he would forget about our boring little town and all the people in it, including me. he said he would never forget me no matter what. i asked him how he was going to get out of it, and he just insists that he will find a way...i dont see how, but whatever...yeh so then there's this guy we have living with us, he is a foreign exchange student from china...yah well we have a little bit or a romance, to say the least. i mean we make out and hang out and he has touched my boobs! ew i know right! that is a whole other story...well there's only one problem, its illegal for us to date or anything like that, hes an adult legally, and im not...well its kinda too late now. i dont even know what to do, and he wants me to help him decide whether or not to go to oklahoma for the summer for ESL but im like uhm dont ask me...i tried to explain to him that i dot want him to go buti dont want to keep him from something he really wants to do and might regret not doing later, so he flipped a coin and hes going. yah i mean im not happy about it but w/e, i guess if he really didnt want to go, then he wouldnt. so yeh my hands are getting realllllly tired.....
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        clintloner21  34, Female, Texas, USA - 5 entries
    20
    May 2008
    7:04 AM EDT
       

    I'm so excitied this is my last day of school graduation is in a couple of day as well may 28 2008!!!!!!!
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        Catdevil  32, Female, Illinois, USA - 8 entries
    18
    May 2008
    3:51 PM EDT
       

    hey.. well yeah... im almost a junior in high school. counserling is being demanded by ,my teachers n counselor.. wonder who the teachers are...
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        fELiCiAx33  32, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - First entry!
    17
    May 2008
    2:07 PM EDT
       

    Bored...

    blah blah i was just watching sex and the city, and now its over :[

    im so in love with sex and the city, carey is my favorite.

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        ChristineA  49, Female, Texas, USA - 10 entries
    17
    May 2008
    10:25 AM EDT
       

    Things are Looking up

    Lots of bad and sads things have happened over the past month but I think things are looking up for me. I found out yesterday that I got the job at the vet clinic. It is a full time job and after my 90 day probation period I will be eligible for benefits. This is very important to my husband and I since we both have to see the doctor now on a monthly basis. My husband and I have been getting along very well lately and I am so happy for that. With my PMDD I know that when it is my time of month it my or may not be a bit of a challenge. Since I have been on the pill this month I have felt more leveled out and not like I'm on a roller coaster. i hope it stays this way so that I dont have to start taking the Celexa. It is suppose to help me out but I have finally stopped having anxiety attacks because Im taking the pill I dont want to add something else that may bring them on.� Sure some people dont understand how I could have anxiety attacks b/c of the pill but it is true. Not that I am saying its the pill that causes the attack but the fact of me having to take it and the fear of the side effects causes me to have the attacks. Well wish me luck for the rest of the day.

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        lalaland  45, Female, Oregon, USA - First entry!
    16
    May 2008
    10:12 AM EDT
       

    The Ex Life

    �So I have been back "home" now for 11 days and it seems I have already dissapointed my parents just as many times.� Sunny So Cal feels colder than ever to me.�� Which maybe is why I was compelled to seek out a little warmth from the past.� The past to which I still cling SO hard.� So I people searched and googled him to no avail.� But finally, I went on to my space- the virtual down town coffee shop of this decade- and with a few clicks and scrolls THERE HE WAS!�

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        bikingchina  40, Male, Minnesota, USA - 7 entries
    13
    May 2008
    9:15 AM CST
       

    Travel Route

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    Follow Us on Our Journey

    Below you will find our travel itinerary. Barring any unforeseen circumstances, we will be setting off from Beijing on June 13th 2008, and ending in Hong Kong on July 24th 2008. Realistically speaking, however, our dates and destinations will most likely fluctuate. The trip will take us from Northern China to Southern China following the Eastern seaboard. Or, if you are partial to the rooster analogy of China, we’ll be traveling from the Neck to the Gut following the outline of the Belly.


    Trip Breakdown

    Biking Days: 31

    Volunteering Days: 4

    Rest Days: 5

    Total Distance: 3455KM

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