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angelswatchoverus 56, Male, Georgia, USA - 2,442 views

29

Dec 2006
6:14 AM EDT

Lord, have much anger and resentment over my stepson. Help me realize just how imperfect I am, help me realize just how much I disappointed my own father when I was his age and younger. I would take money from my father when I was much older than he and blow it irresponsibly. I would lie and do deplorable things to satisfy my own desires and supress the guilt until the next time. My shame turned to anger and I still to this day drink to numb the pain I have inside. When I see my stepson, I become angry. I feel taken advantage of. I have had my feelings hurt by him so many times. I feel he is rude, disrespectful, greedy, self-centered, and at times hateful. With little or no remorse. Oh how I have emulated in the past these very horrible characteristics...and still do. I pray my heart will change. I pray to Lord that I will stop being a hypocrite. Lord, that when I am angry or upset or overcome with self-centered thoughts, that I would not project that anger to others. Especially my step-son. Jesus, reveal yourself to me today, fill me with goodness from the holy-spirit. Reveal to me the pain in which I caused my father on earth and more importantly, my father in heaven. Lord, help me use this disappointment in a positive way that would glorify your Kingdom. I want to know you, I want you to live inside of me. I want to know your Kingdom. I've made such a mockary of it for years and years. I want to know what it's like to truly be humble. I want to stand before you one day and for you to be proud. I ask you today father to set me free from the bondage I live in. I ask you to set me free from the principalities of this world. I turn all of my thoughts and personal things over to you today and forever. I want to live each day for you going forward. Set me free, oh Lord. Set me free to live in your perpetual peace. I love you Lord, I want to know you. I want to understand the magnitude of your majesty.

nodeadends 18, Female, New York, USA - 32,592 views

30

Aug 2007
2:04 PM EDT

I finally got the keys to the apartment. I feel a little relieved, I can breathe a little easier. this is the shortest entry will write more in a few days.

1 comment(s) - 08:13 PM - 07/29/2008

zeffirra 42, Female, India - 1,633 views

20

Aug 2008
9:28 PM A

hello, i ams o damn busy with this dissertation.. ut happy no complaints....i love this phase of my life.... I wish i had learnt to love the present without worrying abt the future...my entire life would have been beautifull...but im getting there.. seriously the best part of your life is always the present...and it gets even better if you realize this...we spend so much time worrying abt the future and brooding over the past that the presebnt looses its essence... it truly is a PRESENT...a gift from God...sorry abt the spelling mistakess...

Aidah2906 44, Female, Singapore - 2,572 views

27

Jun 2008
4:54 AM EDT

birthday celebration by p3eucalyptus

Today, some of my students gave me presents as my birthday is coming. I m so touched! Hong Wei ( one of my naughtiest students) together with some other boys stayed in class to decorate the board. They hoped to surprise me the moment I stepped into class. They did not attend assembly. So happen that on today, there were a few changes in the teachers' schedule so, they had Chinese first instead of my English lesson. Hence, when the Chinese teacher went into class and saw Hong Wei and his other friends in class, they were scolded. When I went into the room, I saw Hong Wei crying. I asked him why. He refused to tell me but after I heard the story from the other students, I was so touched. I went over to him and smiled at him. I think, this was the first time he saw me smiled sweetly at him. All this while, he was always the one making me angry, with his shouting and rude manner. I realised that he did all this to get my attention. He stayed back during recess to make a birthday card for me. My student from previous years gave me cards and gifts too. I was surprised that they remembered my birthday. I was so touched. I guess, this is the joy of being a teacher. Although I put in lots of hard work, its all worth the trouble seeing how appreciative they are. I really love my students now. They just need lots of attention and love from me.

ciancasaje 33, Male, Canada - 2,932 views

19

Feb 2007
11:02 AM EDT

Here I go again... After months of recovery, I am again hurt... Why? Why does this always happen to me? Is it because I'm a love addict? Is it because I look at things differently? Why is it so wrong for me to love? I give myself into it... I give my heart, my soul... I am sincere... Honest.... Loyal... But what do I get in return? .... Rejection! Oh I hate myself... I know it's not their fault... It's mine... I'm the one who kills myself piece by piece... Every little time I spent for myself gives me nothing but pain... Am I selfish? ... Why would I be? I give everything I could and do all my best for my love....And still I'm the one who's selfish? That's insane! This world is so messed up... Wait... No... I mean I am the one who's messed up! I can't get a hold out of myself... I feel I'm going crazy... I just need someone... Someone who will stay with me... Who will love me the same way I do... But heck! Shame on me... I always screw up!

4 comment(s) - 10:19 AM - 09/18/2008

Heart Broke Teenage Girl 35, Male, Indiana, USA - 2,602 views

05

Sep 2007
8:22 AM EDT

So hey everyone me again. So i have like this HUGE fricking Government test today that's going to kill me! But ive had my face in the book like in every class today1 So hopefully! Ummm ill talk more later i have to finish a English report:( <3, Hailey

1 comment(s) - 10:52 PM - 03/28/2008

babygiggles892 32, Female, California, USA - 2,369 views

12

Jan 2007
10:25 AM EDT

iM S0RRy L0UiS!! ='[[

william27 34, Male, California, USA - 5,248 views

23

Dec 2006
7:23 PM PDT

20.yall kno i g ridin so yall knock yall self out 21.I cant stop want stop lil will dont get down nope i dont get down 22.so i want stop cant stop yall faggit niggaz get down mang yall niggaz get down 23.since that day u said that stuff they said u got me good but i didnt say nothang then 24.now iam back n i got 120 lines of that true stuff 25.iam on tha block greg cum around wanted sum one to drop sumthang but naw nigga that anit happen no gayness ova herre 26.mang iam fresh out tha house n iam not gay but greg iz so i luv it 27.greg y dont u respond nigga stop hidin 28.greg a fag but i dont give a damn hey 29.fuck u greg put a stick in yo mouth 30.i saw greg at skool and said oh my god fag in tha parkin lot 31.bitch nigga ill rock yo dome 32.you a fag i not i kno that fact make u madd 33.yall fags got it twistedhuh yall need to hook up cause yall still gon be tha same way tomorrow 34.see ur face in my watch go put it on somethang 35.fags iz not by business greg n business is good 36.dont ever talk bout me be hind my back r i put my in yo azz 37.you ever met greg he iz tha biggest fag in tha world 38.mang put yall on blast on this in box journal stuff 39.now who got who on herre now 40.i kno u got to get bacc at me on thiz i kno u anit gon let this slide ha ha now wat greg i got u dumm

MIKA 32, Female, California, USA - 1,865 views

21

Dec 2006
10:24 AM EDT

TODAY SHABRE GOT SOMETHIN TO SAY TO ALL THESE B**** A** F***EN HATERS YALL KAN KISS MAH A** BUY

DOOM 32, Male, California, USA - 2,670 views

21

Dec 2006
11:26 AM EDT

who has experienced a death of a family member i have it was my grandfather he died of a liver disease and when i saw him in the hospital like that i started to get sad

Jboy 33, Male, California, USA - 3,608 views

21

Dec 2006
3:23 AM PST

fat people eat alot just like me friend alex... i love him and his tummy..hahahahaha

1 comment(s) - 01:26 PM - 12/21/2006

AngelBabe91 33, Female, California, USA - 1,895 views

21

Dec 2006
3:19 AM PST

Hay every body! wuz up??? sum 1 coment me & i'll do the same! i promiz!

1 comment(s) - 01:20 PM - 12/21/2006

Mwilson425 35, Male, California, USA - 1,714 views

21

Dec 2006
12:23 PM EDT

I haven't wrote in this for a long time, you could say a lot is going on in my life right now. A lot of family problems, 3 close family members have died in the past 3 months, the worst being my uncle Matt. Id rather not talk about how he died, but there hasn't been one night where i haven't cried. I grew up with him until I was 5 and he left to the military, but the night before he left, I remember me waking up and seeing him watching a movie. He picked me up and we watched it together. I even remember what the movie was, it was Full Metal Jacket. I'v always been close with my uncle, because im the first everything, like the first nephew, cousin, grandson, all that. My sister is the second and shes only 12, so he couldn't really hang out with her like he did with me, and he would always say I was his favorite. were out of time.

1 comment(s) - 04:05 PM - 07/11/2007

mommy 35, Female, New York, USA - 27,471 views

29

Jan 2010
3:08 PM EDT

My Son

On the 26th of January my Son Hayden Got his 1st tooth. By Coincidence it was Also hid Daddy's Birthday & he turned 24. On the 27th of January he rolled over from his back to his belly so Now he can roll over both ways. He is Doing Great. Ever since he was born on July 12th 2009 with Spinal Bifidia he has been doing better then what everyone hasd thought.

Tags: born, Life, Milestones, Son

writingtester2007 35, Female, California, USA - 1,733 views

21

Dec 2006
1:56 PM EDT

I feel very happy right now. Since it's getting very close to christmas break, I not only feel that everything right now is in place but I know that everything is in the right place. People always get freaked out at the since that it's all going to end eventually. I know this, there is a heaven and if there wasn't, I think this. Everything will always fall into it's place. This Universe went though a history of distructive forces that were in all instances, unimaginable. But dispite the fact that we went through the violence of the big bang (maybe) and the crazed eruptions of the volcanic earth, at least we have a chance to live life even though it can be only once. But I believe that there is something much more than this quite and lonely earth.

lovealways 34, Female, California, USA - 6,646 views

05

Sep 2007
6:12 AM PST

hello i have been busy i'm tired. i started working its nice i get to help my boyfriend out. well i'll try to write more later.

1 comment(s) - 05:31 PM - 09/05/2007

godumbplease 49, Male, California, USA - 3,223 views

13

Feb 2007
3:48 PM EDT

Where is the wind, Is it in my soul? No, it's just the devil messin' with my bones. Or is it the Holy Spirit tinglin' me

starrosepetl 40, Female, Colorado, USA - 1,572 views

01

Oct 2008
5:18 PM MDT

Love

Love makes you do some crazy things. Love makes you feel crazy, act crazy and just plane be crazy. I know that when I finally let myself be in love I let myself be vulernable to all the things that it comes with. Like I was never a jelous person until I was truely in love. I am so afraid of loosing the one person that I have ever really loved. I mean I have been in relationships but nothing to compared to will. Will is so different than anybody that I have ever met. I love him so much and I know that he loves me to

antoinettemoses1 36, Female, Colorado, USA - 2,378 views

28

Dec 2006
6:14 AM MST

So christmas season has came and gone...what is there to say except i HATE IT...with a passion! Wow im 18 ,moved out of my parents house and they think that they still can rule my fucking life! big supprise. Im so sick of them.ii hate family. there the ones who are suppose to be there for you yet there the ones that will fuck you over the most! life is like a endless deatrh trap waiting to be burn. Its funny how people will waste there money on "stonedachoholic" dumbass and get mad when somone in "need" needs it! but thats life for you. sometimes i look at people ask y god wont punish them for all there hatered deeds yet i get punished all the times...trails and tribulations are what always works against me.lately i have nothing to look forward in life except one thing... I take prides in that one thing so much..hoping that it will never come to a end. but theres no such thing as a happy ending. For the most part i hope life goes on. Im thankfull for what i have.

Adelaide 28, Female, Austria - 2,628 views

21

Dec 2006
11:41 PM EDT

hey all u bloggers theresnothin' much going on around here, my 2 grade 6 friends left 4 high school and i cryed twice about it. next year im not in the same grade as my crush but i think i in a grade with Teiren, anyways talk later xx lol Adelaide

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