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    prd  75, Male, Argentina - 2 entries
17
Apr 2010
2:09 PM GMT
   

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    fox  23, Male, North Carolina, USA - 3 entries
09
Apr 2010
11:37 AM EDT
   

Today at school was game day.Dhe only games were old games.Plus today I left my a.r books there. I am so dead on Mon.20
Tags: worst day

    marty  67, Male, New York, USA - 6 entries
08
Apr 2010
3:55 PM EDT
   

4/8/10 Another day of Joan Guzzardo sleeping and eating in my back bedroom with her mom. Its amzing how this fat hoarding person does not do anything making my wife , her sister to do all the work. She is a gossip monigerer
1 comment(s) - 08:54 PM - 04/09/2010

    Letiot  61, Male, Massachusetts, USA - First entry!
31
Mar 2010
5:14 PM EDT
   

Creey

people stalk me

    cupcake5999  22, Female, Canada - 4 entries
27
Mar 2010
1:14 PM EDT
   

Kelly is coming over today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




2 comment(s) - 02:50 PM - 04/06/2010

    alf  29, Female, Iowa, USA - 2 entries
22
Mar 2010
8:05 AM EDT
   

Love can make the strongest man fall to the ground with tears flooding down his face.

    falmanosdown  49, Male, Ohio, USA - First entry!
19
Mar 2010
2:19 PM MSK
   

Pishem tTut

    Spiritual One  57, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries
17
Mar 2010
6:41 AM EDT
   

I believe

    athiera  29, Female, Malaysia - 9 entries
13
Mar 2010
4:40 AM EDT
   

long time

Hi
Tags: Hi there
1 comment(s) - 02:43 PM - 03/19/2010

    Imperfection  30, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries
11
Mar 2010
2:49 PM EDT
   

Nothing.

Dear Journal,

� It's been 2 days since mike died..The pain has worn out a little bit but, now�all i feel is emptyness and nothing. The hurt has gone away and now transformed into nothing. My body feels numb and i feel so weird. I know i shouldnt be mad at him but, i am so upset. I may not feel it now, but i know that inside im hurt and angry at him for causing me this much pain. Knowing hes gone is just so hard to put into my head i feel as if hes somehow here with us but, i know hes not. Today, was absolutely horrible. As i walked into school i realized i would never see him again. I kept looking back in the hallways to see if he was there but that was just be being insane. I walked into my fourth period class and my friend came in hysterical and my other friend was crying too. I wondered why i didnt cry? I guess i dont feel the pain anymore. I would rather feel nothing then pain. I've always been emotionless, but this has triggered me to become more emotionless. I was looking at his screename last night and the last away message i saw was 'getting my jewberry, i love my twinsieeeeeee' God, how i remember him so well. My friend found a video of him and i on her phone and she showed me and i had to look away, i need to forget everything. Im afraid but i dont know why? I guess that things like this always happen. Know i feel as if im afraid to get close to someone to avoid the pain of when theyre gone forever. Not being able to hug someone you care about deeply is just..horrible. The pain is seeping into my chest but i need to stop. The world will change one day, but not in my lifetime. I know that for a fact.

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