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    trinasaurx  32, Female, Connecticut, USA - 2 entries
22
Jun 2010
3:54 PM EDT
   

I'm mainly using this site for a private diary. Therefore you wont see many, or any public posts.

    Frankly Forty  55, Female, Missouri, USA - First entry!
22
Jun 2010
3:23 AM EDT
   

Bride-le my Tongue

I wanna be married.......Sometimes.� Other times I revel�in my�solo status. I feel like I am at an advantage to those who are locked in for life, Forever due us part, at least according to old school standards. My parents have been married for 48 yrs. Out of their 4 children (3boys and 1 girl), I am the only�one (the tom boyish girl)�who has never walked down the aisle. And that TOTALLY SUCKS!

I just terminated a almost 4 yr relationship.�And AGAIN, I thought he was THE ONE.
I thought I was going to skip to my lou and confess my love for this man in front of all my (relieved) family and friends. I imagined hearing a unanimous sigh of relief when the preacher pronounced us as man and wife.........But it was not to be.

I'm hurt and angry. Frankly on the verge of bitterness! I think about all the time I invested in this relationship.� I'm confident at some point, self reflection in relationship mode will be on his to-do list as well.� I refuse to believe that memories we created together will be dismissed as just fleeting thoughts

In the meantime, this single mother is�seeking a duet partner to sing karaoke (with no long term commitment)!!20


    ybg  43, Female, New York, USA - 23 entries
20
Jun 2010
7:32 PM EDT
   

Five blissful years later and I can't help but sneak little smile that I'm still so in love...
1 comment(s) - 01:56 AM - 06/30/2010

    sethdlindsey  43, Male, Missouri, USA - 5 entries
08
Jun 2010
12:33 PM CST
   

Magnificent Desolation

Magnificent Desolation - Buzz Aldrin

I read this, as ever since I was a kid I've been intrigued by space. It truly is man's final frontier to explore and master.

In this book, Buzz Aldrin touches on nearly every point in his life from childhood to present day goings on. One issue he describes is the difficulty he had re-adjusting to life after returning from the moon. He was still a fairly young guy that had already accomplished all of his goals... how can one top going to the moon? The first 1/3 of this book was fantastic, but the last 2/3 seemed to turn into him rambling about various things and continuing to pat himself on the back for everything he's out there doing now.

    taylor2012ghs  31, Female, South Carolina, USA - 3 entries
06
Jun 2010
7:11 PM EST
   

torn apart

(inhale)

you took me in when i wanted out
you took my heart when it wasn't for sell
you took my mind when i wasn't there
you took my soul when i was bare
you built me up and broke me down

"you had no right" i yelled
you had no right to shelter me with your arms
you had no right to stab me with your words
you had no right to feed me filth with your lies
you had no right to lead me to doom with your smile
you had no right to love me then to hate me with yourself

i had my shelter..of love
i had my heart.......of gold
i had my mind.......of good
i had my soul.........of pure
i had my temple
i had my crash

i have no shelter of trust
����������� no heart of faith
����������� no mind of wonder
����������� no soul of hate

i am torn apart
�
(exhale)


    joyousrobentus  35, Female, Australia - First entry!
04
Jun 2010
10:34 PM AEDT
   

1. Class allocations - I got the classes I needed. Having my academic career sorted is my main priority, so everything that I need to be successful is finally turning into good luck. I changed course for next semester and so i know i'm up for a good start. 2. Dyeing my hair - Because I need a new me for everything new about to happen. Changing my hair always marks a milestone in my life, this one is new. 3. Time to myself - I get to organise my life a bit. That intray is piling up! There's just a lot of sorting out, when you finally have the heart and the motivation.

    Sportychicka92  32, Female, Florida, USA - 2 entries
01
Jun 2010
3:12 PM EDT
   

Wow. I haven't been on this for a GOOD while like freshmen year? I should get back to it :)

    whitneyMM  33, Female, North Carolina, USA - First entry!
31
May 2010
2:46 PM EDT
   

Starting off!

��I am starting off with an online journal because blogging seems way to complicating, and its just not really what i was looking for. The main reason why i wanted to find an online journal was because i wanted to start getting better at writing and expressing myself. my therapist said having a diary would be good for me, but i just dont feel comfortable keeping an actual diary in my room. ive had way to many experiences with my mom, brother, friends, boyfriends, finding them and reading them �and having everything leeked out.
�� I actually like the idea of people reading about my life as if its acutally interesting and relating and commenting me on it, without and relations towards them. I just want to express my emotions and the things that go throught my head on here. Hopefully it was work out the way I am wanting it to.

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    HopeInGod19  32, Female, Michigan, USA - 5 entries
30
May 2010
4:43 PM EDT
   

Ave Maria

So, today was the first Sunday in months I haven't had to sing at 9:30 in the morning. We ended up going to a closer church my Grandma used to go to. I've let the rest of the world basically know what my intentions are and they seem to support me. The advice has been spilling in from wonderful and numerous sources.

    stephenhb70  54, Male, Australia - First entry!
26
May 2010
7:08 PM EST
   

somtimes people do things behind your back,when u confront them they deny it and lie,so they can stay in their comfort zone.so lying to u and denying it gives them some comfort,cause they� beleive that u beleived he lie or u cant prove it so they keep on doing it.well.the day will come when all truth will be revealed and that comfort of the lie that their in will disapear.

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