What does a woman do when the burden of a secret has grown to a weight�it can no longer be carried? Lay it down, that is the only conclusion I can come to. Lay it all out on the line. Lay it out for the world to see and hope relieving myself of this horrible burden no one pays attention. I hope no one reads this but I will only find a sense of freedom if I vomit up all the words that have been choking me for the last year.� �� I am a newly wed, and since I married a little over a year ago my husband no longer makes love to me. What shouldve been the most romantic year of my life has been the coldest. Like a record breaking winter that no one predicted, my marital bed was�hit like a flash flood. Not only have I been neglected sexually but I've been altogether ignored. I've become more of a buddy, laughing over the funnies with�morning coffee and a slap on the back instead of a kiss. No holding hands, no more burying my face in his hairy chest after multiple orgasms. Yep, there was a time when multiple orgasms was as common as 3 meals a day. I never imagines this would happen. We were in love. We couldn't get enough of eachother, kissing and touching eachother constantly. I felt sexy because I was having so much sex. I laughed a lot because I was giddy and madly in love. Women are not complicated. We are as simple as men, When we are having orgasms on a regular basis we aren't moody nags. I vaguelly remember that woman. I still look the same, but I don't feel the same. I am at a complete loss as to what I do next as I see nothing changing anytime soon. I don't want to have an affair!
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