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IAmTheKidYourMomWarnedYouAbout 29, Female, New York, USA - 2 entries

Feb 2011
7:02 PM CDT

I Hate You.

That Money you found in my closet?
That wasn't me saving up for college.
As soon as I'm eighteen,
I'm getting out of this hell hole.

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pjgirl 27, Female, United Kingdom - 4 entries

Feb 2011
2:45 PM

Argument with henry hate him. Toms being boring and good and ebonys ill! Woohoo!D: :(

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lex 42, Female, California, USA - 137 entries

Jan 2011
10:38 PM CDT

it's really been two months YIKES!

Man I've been putting this off for some time now but finally found a nice Sunday night to write. Where do I start??

The holidays where fantastic lots of eating and drinking and days off from work presents and pictures of snow from back east. Laura came to visit which was amazing amazing she is now living in San Diego for the next year. I really love her love friends that just get it and just know. Will be seeing her in two weeks in LA for some warm sunny parent hang out time.

New family addition yesterday baby Oliver Henry Brill! Soooo cute and so happy to have more little cousins who call me Aunt Lex! love it up! Makes me sad not to be closer during times like these but I will visit soon in the spring.

Job is good it's been a year which is amazing. Got into Lexilou mode have checking set up email marketing down and cocentrating on finishing our rates package. moving forward. moving forward.

Been doing a little online dating and had a date this week with Mike from like a year and a half ago he just called me up out of the blue and asked to have drinks. It was really great to see him but don't think much has changedï¿½ in the I'm into Alexis front still seems to be on the same level and I haven't heard from him which is blah blah blah but damn is he cute :) Just going to leave it no messaging him late night or drunk I'm just in a different place now where I don't need that attention negative or positive just have a lot more going on and I kind of feel like you are in or you are out so pick one and lets move on for reaaaals.

Had a good day today grocery shopping, yoga, fantastic fish tacos i made now going to dive into dan browns latest book. sounds lame but i love days like these a little alone time i love it. just me time is really good for me. so relaxing and wonderful sunday nights are some of the best.

not going to get into all the other stuff running through my brain but also a note that this week is my three year mark of writting this journal!! woo hoo! who would have imagined this is the wonderful place i would have found myself in as when i started i feel like i was just a different person in a way different place. man how time really makes a difference.

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baileyc01302000 25, Female, Massachusetts, USA - 2 entries

Jan 2011
12:04 PM EDT

Perfect love means to love the one through whom one became unhappy.

Tags: Ã¢â‚¬Å“Ã§Â¾Å½Ã¥â€ºÂ½Ã¦â€”Â¶Ã¤Â»Â£, Love Your Enemys

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DarkPrincessaMiranda 35, Female, Arizona, USA - 4 entries

Jan 2011
2:45 AM

Jealousy

It courses through me. Unstoppable. How can I contain an entity which permeates my very being? It turns me into a monster, green skinned and horrific. The slightest provocation can set me off, turn me into the beast. Let me find beauty. let me find love. I needs the forgiveness. The cleansing.

Tags: beast, forgiveness , green, jealous, love, poetic

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allinclusiveholidays 50, Male, California, USA - First entry!

Jan 2011
4:30 AM

Hello

does this work? www.google.com

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lovelymonster 29, Female, Virginia, USA - 5 entries

Jan 2011
6:29 PM CDT

I light a match and set my self on fire,
With bruised wings, my life has expired.

Suffocating smoke chokes my breathing,
My body goes numb but Iâ€™m still screaming.

I want to burn the remains of my dying soul,
And watch the rising flames take full control.

The flames are burning underneath my skin,
Breathe in and breathe out my lethal sin.

I want to feel my heart rip out of my chest,
My thoughts about death are confessed.

Feel my soul wither and die,
Whisper me softly a lullaby.
Drain my body of my blood,
Kill me slowly and do it good.
Squeeze my heart with your hands,
Tear it apart in little strands.
Kiss my lips and say goodbye,
Hold me in your arms and let me die.

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1 comment(s) - 03:11 PM - 04/15/2011