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    foreverlove85  39, Female, Canada - First entry!
18
Sep 2008
1:13 AM EDT
   

first entry

So i've signed up for another journal/blog/diary thing. I could've used my old account in livejournal but i feel that it's time for something new. Welcome to inboxjournal.. lol.

Right now, i'm looking for employment again. It frustrates me now how I can't seem to stay in any job. Ever since I've moved to toronto about 4 months ago, i've worked these stupid jobs such as telemarketing, telephone surveying (at 3 different places), customer service at a photograhy establishment, and inbound call centre. since i'm such a picky little twit, none of these jobs ever worked out for me because i'm always finding something wrong with every job. what the hell can i do now?? i'm not getting any luck so far. I'm still waiting to really find the perfect job.

I've been staying up really late recently. i shouldn't keep doing this. Must... get... back... to............. normal.

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    smb  49, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries
16
Sep 2008
12:48 PM MST
   

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!� Another year,� THANK YOU GOD, for this year.� I can't believe I have� lived 3 years longer than my first husband.� He died when he was 30.� Sometimes I miss him so much still, which is wierd becaues I am remarried.�

Cory is gone, out of town working,,, weeks of no husband SUCKS!� So, thankfully I have a great mom, who lives close enough to surprise me.,, She brought me starbucks, flowers and donuts to my at work, and then took us out to supper,,,and even brought a lil' carrot cake to supper.� I love my mommy!�

THANK YOU LORD!

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    puaalaesiva  41, Female, Michigan, USA - First entry!
14
Sep 2008
2:42 PM EDT
   

Welcome to the world of Kiri!! Muahahaha! I just really need to see if this darn thing will work.
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    Starlight  46, Female, Brunei - 2 entries
10
Sep 2008
5:34 PM GMT
   

Smile is the best solution
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    zerolocked  34, Male, Michigan, USA - 4 entries
09
Sep 2008
10:02 PM EDT
   

"I act so strong, still something's apart I always care for others, am i a softy at heart? I'm one of the most poplar kids, I always get the girl I always acted as tough as i could, just to show the world I study from my book ; I go to all my classes I go to all the parties, In track i run the fastest My hommies say i change the rules, I never know what it means I always just ignore it, Because I'm trying to win for my team I beat up the guy that keeps messing with me I go volunteer to help clean up the streets Our football team lost so we raided their school I mentor a kid, trying to teach him the rules I have a agenda of what i do everyday I wouldn't do what you do because i have my own way It doesn't matter what i do, I get sent back to the start Well i guess its true, I'm a softy at heart"
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    sharingmysongs  33, Male, Oregon, USA - 9 entries
08
Sep 2008
12:44 AM EDT
   

theres so many things that i'dd say if i werent afraid

if i werent afraid

theres so many times that i'vve missed my chance to explain

my chance to explain

all of the feelings i have kept

under the rug and table set

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    Nelly  32, Female, Russia - 8 entries
07
Sep 2008
9:36 PM EEDT
   

My summer

That's all! This summer had ended, but I can't say, that I'm upset about it. It was maby the best time in my life...but now...more meeting with friends, more work for me

My love...I don't understand anything about him and about me. I's very hard for me? but I can't sat, that I've dissapointed in him.I want to see him,hug and kiss, but...another question:what wants he.

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    julia  56, Female, Michigan, USA - 4 entries
06
Sep 2008
11:16 AM EDT
   

Mother of the Bride

Keri Welsh got married last night.� That was interesting seeing as though it's the first time one of my friends' kids got married.� I saw my good friend as "mother of the bride".� Wasn't it just yesterday that MY mother was "mother of the bride"?� I sat there and waited for Holly's grand stand.� I waited for her to lead all of us to our feet.� As ritual would have it, she stood first to see her baby entering the sanctuary in sparkling white satin, the same type of dress Holly and I had drempt about for years before we took�our own�monumental stride down the aisle.� The bride was beautiful, exhuberant, stunning.� That was me...just yesterday.� That was Holly...just before me.� It was a deep realization for me as I scanned the bridesmaids, their hair, the dresses;� I�am no longer a part of that crowd.� I am someone else now.� That part of my life is over...the part where you wear the uncomfortable, take a loan out for dress that is disposable.� I, however, have put those crumpled things to use in my girls' dress-up box.� I critiqued the bridesmaids' hair knowing they had paid a good sum of money for the updo that no one really noticed except their significant others and matronly women who had once or several times been in the same position.� I thought about how I made my own bridesmaids wear a red taffeta, tea length in the front, long in the back gown that I KNOW they never wore again.� It made me cringe.� But then my thoughts drifted back to Holly.� I watched her smile as the bride giggled when she placed the groom's ring on his�wrong finger.� I watched Holly delicately light Keri's candle.� I think that's an odd ritual seeing as though it represents Holly as the one who gave Keri her light at birth and that act of childbirth is so much more than a simple lighting of a candle.� Only a mother can know what I mean.� I watched Holly as she watched the scene unfold before her.� A mother guides, directs, loves, leads, weeps, labours, frets,�teaches for years and years, from the lighting of the candle until the day she dies and here was my friend watching, just watching.� Once an active participant in Keri's life, once the one everyone turned to when dealing with Keri.� And now Holly sits and watches her baby�leave her side and cleave to�a man who will provide and guide and take Keri under his wing.� I couldn't help but think of me and my own babies.� I couldn't help but think about my mother and how she sat and watched.� I spied Holly's mom take an even lesser role in the whole affair.� Yesterday she moved from "mother of the bride" to .......� Is there a title for her?� Her role was one I have yet to relate to.� I am years away from that.� I could see myself through Holly, but not her mother.� And then it hit me.� Soon, very soon, in the blink of an eye, I will move to that role.� Beautifully, though, years of the past feel like they transpired yesterday but the years of the future never feel like they will transpire tomorrow.� I can bask in the delight of believing those years are actual years away.� And I am reminded of my role, my current role where I am still guiding, directing, loving, leading, weeping, labouring, fretting and teaching.� I am reminded that my role is no�easy task.� I am reminded of the work set before me.� I am reminded that what I do and have done will one day�be represented by the simple lighting of a candle but by no means can that small act even begin to signify all that has transpired.

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    cheerleda99  26, Female, New Zealand - 5 entries
03
Sep 2008
9:21 PM NFT
   

I think that www.stardoll.com is a so cool website
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    DancingButterfly  47, Female, New York, USA - 13 entries
02
Sep 2008
1:02 PM EDT
   

What I regret the most last year...

is that I didn't apply for B-school. I went as far as finishing GMAT and celebrated the test result, but nothing further. That set me back an entire year. Labor Day just passed yesterday, which means I again have 3 months to figure out why I need an MBA, where I want to apply, and complete the applications. Fun stuff...
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