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Dear Journal;;

Im wondering if jesse is the one for mee i meani know he is but i wonder if he doeslkeme in that way??? i always wonder that but idk if he does... i like him alot really alot like im willing to give him 100 to him bc he needs it right nowww like seriously like wtf he wont accept m money like i knoe he needs it i know that he does so likejus tak itt. But w.e/ my dad is in jail for woman abuse like wow he finally wentt to jail for that shit it was about time FUUUCCCKKK,,,,, SO YEAH anyways im thinking of having sex with jesse but heres the question do i really wanna do that or wat??? i guess well see that until then. I started skool on monday YAY!!!!!!!!! Not really tho it sucked anyways yeahh....

i have a email wahoo!

Today is going okay so far...Im setting in my economics class bored to death missing my man. I still have about 34 minutes to kill until class change, and I really wish this day would hurry and end, altho, it sucks because its friday and I wont get to see him for the next two days...I dont usually write journals on here, I have had this for a while but never done anything with it. lol I dont think many poeple will be reading anything on here anyways. but its something to do, I have parents who dont know how to make there own journals to read, so they read mine, so I guess internet journals are really a last resort. Something to do though.Im E-mailing my cuz, and was writing the boyfriend, but time is still going by just as slow. I just cant wait till this class ends. I am really have withdraws from the boyfriend and miss him bad..

�I never thought� I would feel this way about someone like this. This guy has me thinking about him constatly thinking about him, I know he actually likes me back, hes my best friend, and hes my life. I know that he feels the same, and knowing that keeps me smiling thorughout the day. I have never been happyer then I am now. I want to be with this boy forever. I know girls in highschool say that all the time, and when it comes down to it, they can get over the guy in a week- This is diffrent...I have had puppy love before, But this is full blown love. Its diffrent in ever way. I can see myself with him in the futur, and he says the same. I think its going to work out that way. Hes going to be my highschool sweetheart and Im going to be his. Im glad Ive found the person I think that I want to be with at a young age. 16 year olds usually are spaced between who they like, but I know, and I want to keep this one forever. I love him so much and hes the first person that I know actually loves me back. At lest I wont be older and scared that I will never find love, cause I have found it now. I want him more then anything. I would give up everything just to make him smile. His happyness is the reason for my joy

Angel 'Williams'�Loves Michael Williams Forever

im so sick of this shit.

of it always being about you instead of me

�a truth from you never being a gurantee

since the day that i met you i could never understand

why that girl with the brown eyes was your kind of brand

she was the one you denied me for, the one you cried for

and i was just that other girl that you seemed to ignore

but i gave you my heart and i gave my word

when that bitch fucked you over for some other dude she preferred

yet you still ran back to her after i gave you my heart

i knew you would do all this right there from the start

Its like one day you loved me, the next day you cared less

and i sit there stressing and feeling a mess

so now im stranded, lost and feeling alone

and i still cry and feel butterflies when i smell your cologne

so when that day comes around when you realize im the one

you can give me a call so i can say "FUCK YOU IM DONE"