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so i thought i found a good guy...he kept sayin i wanna see you...i wishu live closer blah blah blah...well we havent seen eachother we havent hung out...we havent done shit...why why why...i feel like i shouldnt even b around anymore...i feel like everyone is talkin shit behind my back n really dont like me..i dont kno what to do...i wanna get away n start fresh as the new Dianna...not the thick girl that can dance well, or the one who allows everyone to talk all over her. I am confident in some ways but some im not..i feel as if im not need nor wanted anymore...

I clicked the add over their---->

well like I was saying today was a good day�

and� things are getting better

and I have to go to get a mother's day present too

... I'm so glad I'm starting to feel better

but grading does make me nervous

so far I've run three miles and walked up hill for 30 minutes. machine said I burned 500 calories. I was going to go to boxing, the easy girl workout, but it was closed today. I guess I'll try to due 40 min eliptical in the basement while I watch biggest loser. My calorie count is at 990 and I'm made a great healthy cinco de mayo dinner with edamamin guac and chicken quesodias, I've even got a low cal pomaganit margarita, hope it all turns out good and I don't eat too much.

we have our so called animal rights, yet we have no qualms at slaughtering cows, pigs and chicken for their meat......any contrary argument would only mean discrimination between animals

Ugg Amanda is soo erritating !!!

all she talks about is herself and i am soo tired of it ! she dosen't care about me at all she says i am her best friend and i jut roll my eyes bc to be a best friend you have to be there for the other person , I am always there for her and she says i m overreactin and acting like a bitch wen i say anything to her or she justs finds a way to talk about herself again ! i swear she has a real gift . I could be talking about how i feel realy deprssed and she finds a way to talk about howone time 3 years ago she found a lost dog and she got yelled at for bringing it into the house !. I feel bad bc she thinks i am her best friend and i could care less about her silly little problems . I probably sound realy mean right now but it is soooo true "OMG my sister stole my sweater and i got grounded bc i yelled at her " is ussually what she complains about . I am realy glad i have friends who actually care about me . I can't even talk about my getting accepted to duke summer camp bc she starts crying saying that i shouldn't go and support her bc she isn't as smart and they should take away programs like that bc it hurts her feelings . !!!!!�� Ok i am done venting for now ....

xoxoxo