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Today was ok but cloaked with an aching in all my joints which was kind of distracting. Pissed about all morning but made up for it in the afternoon as the helpline was pretty busy.

Had mince'n'tatties from the counting house (6/10) and saw Let the right ones in at the flicks (7/10). The imagery was amazing at some parts, the bleakness of the snowy swedish countryside.

Came home and watched the apprentice and now in bed. Pretty tired so gonna go soon.

Plan for tomorrow (Thu):

• 9-11 - Maryhill Health Centre
• 11-12.15 - travel to base and do admin
• 12.15-12.45 - lunch
• 1-4.30 - locality meeting
• 4.30-5 - travel home
• evening - fitness class at some point but haven't decided which one yet!
• night - catch up on tv, including Shameless!

i raelly miss him so much do u ever get over the loss of someone u love so much??? i should have never gotten married in the first place before i dealt with the loss of jon i loved him more than anything and we were happy together then all my happiness and joy was stolen from me when jon tragicaly commited suicide. i don't think it ever get's easier although people try to tell u it does i just wish it didn't hurrt sooo bad but hopefully someday i can get over all the pain and the hurt and the feelings� of how he'll never get to see his daughter god please help me i miss him sooooo much he's always in my thoughts and i always wonder what might have been !!! does the pain ever stop??? should i have gotten some kind of grief counceling??? now how do i tell his daughter about him the daughter he wanted more than anything and the daughter he never knew he had because i found out i was pregnant 3 weeks after his funeral i reallly and trully wanted to die from the pain of loosing him and even though it's been since dec 03 since he died it's still not any easier i love jon soooooooooooo much someone help me please im going crazy i should love my husband lke he loves me but i can't why why cant i love him the way he's meant to be loved is it because i can't let go and go on??????????????

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I know, I�haven't written for a while. But not too uch has bee ngoing on. Just everyday drama... yuck. But Ryleys Is made at me and Jacey cause I am "replacing her." I just get so irritated cause she treats Jacey like crap and I always try to be there for her. But Ryley doesn't tell her anything but she expects jacey to tell her every fricken detail that goes on in her life. Jacey doesn't have much drama except for Ryley. But Jacey really likes tis guy and they talked every night for like two months but then he thought it would be best to quit talking becase he lived a while away. (Not at the same scool as Ryley's bf) but He just texted her the other day saying he was sorry and her still really liked her and he didn't forget her. Jacey wanted to tell Ryley but she didn't know. She ended up telling her and Ryley was like "Cool. I�think Mackenzie is talking to him too." Mackenzie is this girl who is really slutty and she "likes" everyguy she talks to. Of course Jacey was upset. Her feelings get urt really easily. I ujt get so frustrated.

I LOVE�YOU

i know you do

you poke me

sit by me instead of your friends or anyone else

your so sweet and caring

when you raise your hand and answer right makes me love you 10% more

i love your courly goregeous hair

your deep brown eyes

your smile, reminds me of theodore the cutist chipmunk in the world

when you look at me i can see the love in your eyes

when you grab my side i know your showing your love

why cant you just tell me?

everyone else says it

and just the opposite for me

we both deny it

but why try to hide the secret by saying never

i wish you wouldnt feel ashamed of saying it

if you told me

id tell you

and never tell another soul

if you happen to stumble upon this

well here you go

dont tell a single soul

if you feel the same

just tell me tomorrow

just to let you know your always on my mind

wish you would know,

love is strong forever

<3