HELP ! I'm addicted to EDWARD (Robert Pattinson) xx
This is the 1st day live without u....u fly yesterday.....to a place tat i have never been to......
For the whole night......tears drops n thoughts r full on my mind......
when the morning i wake up, i saw ur message in msn......i am really regret tat i wake up late.......
This day is holiday, i no nid to work.......but wat can i do?
without u.......i just dunno wat can i do......just thinking about u.......
i see all te photos u took with me, ever faces of urs r stuck in my mind......
i read all the jounals u wrote to me n every journal i wrote when i knew u......
feeling time flew, one years just pass tat easily.......
the time we having bad feelings, arguement.......everything...............
i just cant stop thinking about u........
i should be strong........stop staring ur photos without doing anything.........
baby, tonight i will go out yam cha with my kor n my kor new girlfriend.......this is the 1st step i try to be strong......to start a world without u........no......not without u..........is to start the world of being "独立"
不再依赖你在身边的日子。我会活得好好的，也会很小心。
吾爱。心
couldnt get to sleep for anything last night. i dont know where this insomnia is coming from. im on a new med from my doctor for it.
how are you
well i havent wrote in here in like a centry...theres so much i gotta talk about...well u knoe that boy i talked about in al mi other entryss well thats was the love of mi life. and i got moved 4rm him :[
im in georgia now and it suxss i miss em soo much..well while i was here i fell 4 this boy chriis and he is so amazing after the hurting of moveing away 4rm walter and loosin em to this other gurl i thought id never love somebody again well i did i fell 4 chirss words dont even describe him he just wowed me the day i met him, so i me and walter had ended up becuming bestfriends again and we started tellin eah other bout erthing and i told em bout chris well i didnt kno hed take that as permission to get anew gurlfriend well he did and now hes wit sum gurh that i think he loves more then me and shes soo much prettier then me thats the sad partt.n me n em promised each other wed end up togehter and wat if he stays with her,,then i lost him :[ i hate the thought of that but i mean i kinda did it. so bak to chris in me we broke upp ok so i had got caught skippen skewl and i was gunna get in trouble so i asked chriz to leave skool wit me and walk me half way sumwhere and now we got in trouble 4 skippin and mi principle is tryin to get em 4 sagatory rape cuz hes 19 soo we had to break up to prevent it ..so here i am hurt and lonely again missen walter and chriss.i mean i realli think im hopeless with boysss. so i stoped worrien bout them now im just focusenen on skool and graduatingg.so georgia aint soo bad now that ive been here.besides that mi dads around godd i dont even wanan start that topic. so im not even gunna well mi hands hurtt lol so ima get offf here
The good: The little feller is clipping like a champ. He anticipates what foot I am going to look at and picks it up before I ask and he holds it up for me. Awesome! He will walk away from the mare now. Getting a bit more independant and sticking up for himself against the other gelding. Funny kid...he will climb up and stand on the ice in the 4' water trough. A bit of a billy goat! Leads better, but still needs lots of "suppling".
The bad: His left rear foot is turning out pretty bad. The farrier says it may be a symptom of a sloppy clip that is making him stand funny. He started clipping it back into shape...it will take a couple of clips to get it straight again. Leveling his foot didn't make him lame, so it really does seem like just a bad clip and not a bent foot. He is getting skinny! Too much really cold weather...I am putting him on sweet feed on top of his hay and mixing in canola oil for some extra calories.
Today we had a minumum day at school I saw Aidan do his GrandParent Loved Ones Day play skit thing at the end this new boy named Noah he haas a mental disease well he was like Mr. Murrey what if you had stage fright we all thought it was part of the play so we laughed then he freaked out on us and was like screaming DONT LAUGH AT ME to the audience then he knocked the things off the tabel they had set up for decoration then he stompped around and threw a big tamtrum and his parents and grandparents did not even care it was sad but then my BFF Alexa came over and she fixed her myspace we went on the trampoline.� It was an awesome day and I am going to sleep but before I do I am going to start writing in my spiritual journal again so I will write in that and then go to bed!!! Love You All- Peace- Fo Sure- Homies...
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Miley858 30, Female, Nevada, USA - 10 entries
