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DepressGirl015 35, Female, California, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
4:53 PM EDT

My life has never been good.Things has happen to me with out notice.I'm 17 years old,am a 12gd.I had my worst luck in my 11th year.Many things i regret an remember.I lost many thing and got hurt like no other.I am not a good child ,but i do what is right.I met people then lost.Sometimes i feel like not getting to now anyone .They leave to fast.I just want to be happy and get permenet things ,but who am i kidding.I don't see what is happening .I get blind and get crush.Guys ask me why am i Lesbian?"I tell them because i give up on guys.They get confse.Many ask to give a try.I refuse i did it once and completely got hurt and afterwards rumors.My friends tell me i should give a try.I'm just scare and still will refuse.Eventhough they happen to be so kind.This guy told me if i wanted to now why i get hurt?"I ask why?""He told me it is just because you happen to not let anyone close to you enough to love you."I cry and walk away .Then i realize he was right.I felt bad.Now i have this guy who is strange ,but can be so sweet.He ask me out somanytimes.I turned him down somanythins as well.He deserves better than me a girl who would love every part of him.An would not wanna missed a sec with him.So I wluld go out ,but will make him understand to me he will be in my heart ,but we will be friends only.........I feel bad but at the same time is the right thing to do.....

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taylorxox 32, Female, Canada - First entry!

Dec 2006
12:12 PM EDT

hey people how are you i am just hanging out waiting for something to happen:P I am so bored anyone got something for me to do? Well I better go:D xxTaylorxx

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samana 38, Female, Mississippi, USA - First entry!

Nov 2006
8:43 PM EDT

If only I were a wiggly tadpole, I would have change to look foward to...

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madi1472 30, Female, Indiana, USA - 4 entries

Nov 2006
6:09 PM EDT

Hey everybody out there.I just wanted to mention how much I hate gym. We've been doing vollyball. I'm the best. So me and my boyfriend almost broke up because of a stupid litle fight. It was horrible. I cryied so freaken hard. But we were back together the next day. My week has been aful because Our team at school has been on lockdown. So this was madi and now I'm saying bye.

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liza123 35, Female, United Kingdom - First entry!

Nov 2006
3:52 PM GMT

ADOPTION PLEASE READ I NEED HELP!! 29/11/2006 MAN OH MAN ALL MY NORMAL ONES ON HERE ARE SAD OR NEEDING HELP BUT THIS ONES THE MOST IMPORTANT TO ME. IVE BEEN OFF WORK THE LAST TWO WEEKS AND HAVE BEEN THINKING A LOT LATELY. TODAY I WANTED TO FIND MY REAL FAMILY RIGHT LETS START FROM THE BEGINNING TWELVE YRS AGO WHEN I WAS JUST TURNING 6 I WAS PUT INTO FOSTER CARE AS MY PARENTS COULDN'T LOOK AFTER ME. MY DAD WAS SENT TO JAIL FOR CHILD ABUSE AND MY MUM JUST COULDN'T COPE SO THEY DIVORCED THEN MY OTHER DAD CAME ALONG JOE. THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 4 BUT STILL THEY COULDNT LOOK AFTER US ALL. FOR THE NEXT 2 YRS I WAS IN FOSTER CARE TIL I WAS JUST TURNING 7. THOSE TWO YEARS I CAME UP LEAPS AND BOUNDS I LEARNT TO TRUST PEOPLE AGAIN AND I LEARNT HOW TO SPEAK. THATS A STRANGE AGE TO LEARN TO TALK YOU WILL PROBERLY THINK BUT I WAS NEVER SPOKEN TO APART FROM ABUSED DURING MY EARLIER YEARS. WELL TOWARDS ME TURNING 7 I WS ADOPTED. THAT WAS 10 YRS AGO AND IVE ALWAYS REGRETTED BEING ADOPTED. BUT THEY WERE MAINLY GOOD YRS. THAT WAS UNTIL LAST OCTOBER WHEN WE MOVED. MY SISTER JIONED THE NAVY AND THEN EVERYTHING BAD THAT HAPPENED WAS BLAMED ON ME. THE SOCIAL SERVICES WANTED NOUT TO DO WITH IT ALL. LAST NOVEMBER I MET THE MOST AMZING GUY I HAVE EVER MET. DECEMBER WE WERE GOING OUT. BUT THE ONLY THING WAS IT HAD TO BE DONE ALL IN SECRET AS HE WASNT A CHRISTIAN AND MY PARENTS REFUSED 100 PER CENT TO LET ME GO OUT WITH A NON CHRISTIAN. EVERYTHING WAS FINE UNTIL TWO MONTHS AGO WHEN WE WERE GOING TO TELL THEM EVRYTHING BUT SOME IDIOT WROTE MY MUM A LETTER TO WHERE SHE WORKS AND TOLD HER ALL. SHE WENT MENTAL CALLED ME A WHORE AND A SLUT THE INSULTS DIDNT STOP. WE WORKED IN A SCHOOL TOGETHER ME AND MUM. I WORKED THERE DURING THE MORNINGS AND AT THE COOP IN THE AFTERNOONS THATS WHERE I MET SIMON LAST NOVEMBER. I DECIDED TO RUN AWAY THAT NIGHT SO I PACKED A FEW THINGS WROTE A LETTER TO MY MUM EXPLAINING EVERYTHING ABOUT HOW I FELT AND ALL THAT. AND LEFT... I WENT TO LANCASTER FOR A WEEK THEN I MOVED IN WITH MY SIMON AND MY PARENTS WERE STRAIGHT ROUND HERE SAYING I HAD TO GO HOME BUT IM STILL HERE AND PROUD THAT I STOOD UP TO THEM THEY'VE BULLIED ME ENOUGH SO I HAD ENOUGH. THEY ARE FINDING IT HAD TO DEAL WITH BUT IM STILL IN CONTACT WITH THEM. ANYWAYS BACK TO NOW I HAVE BEEN OFF WORK FOR THREE WEEKS THIS BEING MY THIRD WEEK. I DECIDED TO LOOK FOR MY REAL PARENTS SO I SEARCHED ON VARIOUS WEBSITES AND FOUND THEM AND DETAILS AND ADDRESSES THE THING THAT I WANT HELP WITH ARE THESE: 1) SHOULD I CONTACT THEM? 2)SHOULD I VISIT THEM FIRST OR WRITE TO THEM? 3) SHOULD I JUST LEAVE IT ALL OR WHAT? PLEASE HAVE A READ AND PLEASE LEAVE YOUR VIEWS I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE THE HELP.

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babymexgirl 35, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries

Nov 2006
6:47 AM EDT

on the 17th at like one in the morning garret came back to me and i took him i love him so much and he just kept apologizing to me i think he might be the one. if there is such thing i really love him but i dont see him everyday and that bothers me oh well

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LovesSuicide 35, Female, Montana, USA - First entry!

Nov 2006
11:12 PM EDT

The Person I admire the most is God! I definately don't see many qualities belonging to Jesus in myself. I could never amount to Jesus Christ. Its physically not even possible. I am a die hard Christian. Walking this is deffinatly difficault! But those of you out there that arent really sure what who you are nd what your purpos is in life... i highly suggest dutig off our old bible! Life is such an amazing journey... Why not want to share it walking with the Lord and Savior! I Have really grown to find myself even since i have found Jesus Christ. Im a better person, i dont as many mistaks anymore, and i really know who i am. I have discovered inner confidence that i didnt eve know i owned! Really pick up the Bible... I promise it will scare the hell out of you!

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aithuypham 33, Male, Florida, USA - 2 entries

Nov 2006
5:15 PM EDT

hey people i'm ________.Give your self a hint try to fingure out the _______(blanks).Hi my name is ___.And my last name is____.And I love Dogs.

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norma 32, Male, California, USA - 7 entries

Nov 2006
4:07 PM EDT

the greatness is really bad because their is otheir people that dont Belief in the greatness.

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girlwithdrama 31, Female, New Hampshire, USA - First entry!

Nov 2006
2:58 PM EDT

i have a girl in my school and she is the most annoying BRAT i have ever met

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