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aaaaaa 35, Male, Nevada, USA - 4 entries

Dec 2006
7:55 PM EDT

If you are what you eat i could be you by morning From the grim asventures of billy and mandy

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Cloudphantom 31, Male, Georgia, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
6:37 PM EDT

you know love is a very complicated thing. its not just a simple thing. you have to be commited to it or what is it for then? just do me a favor and dont let me find out you hurt someone over your not being ready for an agreement you made

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Destini 33, Female, Finland - First entry!

Dec 2006
9:08 AM EDT

Honestly, i wanted somebody to read my thoughts etc. I love english, so like to write 2. But i got many mistakes, yep! But about my day ~ I was so drunk at Saturday - night. But it wasn't useless! I almost got in a fight. One girl almost hit me. But luckily nothing happened. She was trying to attack me or something. She was so weird! I didn't do nothing to her. And then me and my friend went to some car (We recognized the driver later) But then he tried something. He's got venereal disease! Gross! But luckily (again) nothing happened! I was lucky in that night.. I lost the control for a while. But i think that i'm always okay. What happens, i'll get through it. But i haven't felt death close yet. That's gonna be rough for me! And when comes the day i'll also know what that feels. I'm sometimes very out-of-control when i'm drunk! But i guess i still got something in my mind. And i know what i'm doing. Not everytime.. ;> But i think i know what i do even if i'm drunk. My life has been very messy. This fall has been chaotic! Feelings go up and down. Usually down. But there are some high tops too! But it's not enough. I have biology-test tomorrow! I gotta go reading. Right now i'm listenin Nelly Furtado! She rox. 'Say it right' and 'All good things (come to and end)' So this was my first entry. See ya! Leave me comments ;>>

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emma 33, Female, Kansas, USA - 12 entries

Dec 2006
6:08 AM EDT

hey bitches. i'm at school. just chillin in the writing lab. i'm high...ish. hella fucking cool going to school "high" you should try it. gotta go write a paper, even though i can barely see the screen.

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llarson 58, Female, Arizona, USA - 6 entries

Dec 2006
4:52 PM MDT

SO here is the scoop. Guess what gang..I have issues. Not much of a surprise I am sure. For the first time in my life I am on the complete and straight and narrow path. I figure if I do this then God will let me have the family and happiness that I have longed for. Tried to go there before but you need a willing and giving partner to travel that road along with you. I now have that. Dave is amazing. Everything I have ever wanted, longed for and prayed for I have at this moment. Money? Yeah not so much, but never had it to begin with so why want it now. I am happy. This is my issue(one of my issues)I have problems, and the sad thing is they are jealousy issues. I am aware that when you have kids and get divorced that you must talk, you must communicate. My problem is that in the past, Dave would call just to find out what she was doing, where she was, just needing to know all. Now he calls to talk about the kids and check on them and I still am feeling like he NEEDS to talk to her everyday. Its heartwrenching. I dont know how to move on from this feeling. I dont know how to trust in that. I feel stupid, I feel little. I feel like I must compete with someone who treats him like dirt every single day. I know deep in my heart I dont have to, but on the surface it stings.

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kevinkoppel 35, Male, California, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
12:21 PM EDT

a glimpse of light shines hope through the cracks in the pavement. from below the surface i embrace the rays of happiness and warmth but i reside here...where the cold damp walls of decomposing earth is home. i will stay here until the opportune moment in time where the stars in the sky match the number of days my life has endured. at that moment the clouds will flee and the sky will open up in all the brilliant shades of light. eternal sunshine will light the path that will be layed before me. at that moment i will become one with myself. my mind will be able to exress its thoughts of wisdom through something other than the written hand. when that time comes i will be ready for it. when that time comes i will be ready. til then i wait patiently in this makeshift costume that hides my ntirety.

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twistedwings 36, Female, Ohio, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
6:30 AM EDT

have u ever noticed that no matter how bad u might want something chances are your not ever going to get it

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AmbBam 41, Female, Texas, USA - 5 entries

Dec 2006
5:07 PM EST

I dont believe that we pretend to be something we are not but we pick and choose what part of us we want to let out.For example if im at work i become a little more wacky. Why its because i like them to know that im a little more eccentric than the "average" person. For example when we are around our family memebers we become more relaxed. Around our friends, some of us become more outrageous, spontaneous, random, reckless,sexy ,and sometimes downright destructive. These ways are part of us and sometimes it may not be part of our everyday functioning. Its still part of us. We as humans fail to realize that. Its a new age, its not like it use to be that everyone knew who you are and your family. Nowadays we are more private, diverse friends, and of course enemies. So we have to pick and choose what part of our self we want to let out.

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Lostletters 35, Female, Canada - First entry!

Dec 2006
10:54 AM EDT

"dear diary...i fucking hate you..." Have you ever had such an experiance that overwhelmed you and you couldnt control feelings that were enraging your body... Words changing your moods. Infecting your body contagiously. You feel like breaking out and no one to help , feeling lost and rejected afriad to go anywhere, afraid of the ungoing rejection that you face from day to day. abandon by the people who gave you their word of support and sercurity. words mean nothing, melt away like the clear liquid on the earth floors. no on knows what love is. everything is a trend, some fashion statement that people must follow to fit in and be in the light of things. go back to the darkness, you were fine now your fake and wasting away from your life. find the true you. get better, flee from this sickness devour the postive and rid yourself of the negative. let the music talk for you if it must.

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BloodRedRoses 32, Female, Connecticut, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
2:05 AM EDT

I am afraid of heights... Why? I guess I don't really know.. I just don't like being up so high. It makes me feel dizzy

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