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brichris99 34, Female, Florida, USA - 9 entries

Dec 2006
8:18 AM EDT

Kimmie- ok fist off she is SO FUCKING ANNOYING! everyday shes like are you mad at me?? whats wrong?? are you my best friend? can i be your bestfriend? you should model. ok. you must be kinda retarded if i knew you for like 2 years and you never knew i was a model. OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

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angelswatchoverus 56, Male, Georgia, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
6:14 AM EDT

Lord, have much anger and resentment over my stepson. Help me realize just how imperfect I am, help me realize just how much I disappointed my own father when I was his age and younger. I would take money from my father when I was much older than he and blow it irresponsibly. I would lie and do deplorable things to satisfy my own desires and supress the guilt until the next time. My shame turned to anger and I still to this day drink to numb the pain I have inside. When I see my stepson, I become angry. I feel taken advantage of. I have had my feelings hurt by him so many times. I feel he is rude, disrespectful, greedy, self-centered, and at times hateful. With little or no remorse. Oh how I have emulated in the past these very horrible characteristics...and still do. I pray my heart will change. I pray to Lord that I will stop being a hypocrite. Lord, that when I am angry or upset or overcome with self-centered thoughts, that I would not project that anger to others. Especially my step-son. Jesus, reveal yourself to me today, fill me with goodness from the holy-spirit. Reveal to me the pain in which I caused my father on earth and more importantly, my father in heaven. Lord, help me use this disappointment in a positive way that would glorify your Kingdom. I want to know you, I want you to live inside of me. I want to know your Kingdom. I've made such a mockary of it for years and years. I want to know what it's like to truly be humble. I want to stand before you one day and for you to be proud. I ask you today father to set me free from the bondage I live in. I ask you to set me free from the principalities of this world. I turn all of my thoughts and personal things over to you today and forever. I want to live each day for you going forward. Set me free, oh Lord. Set me free to live in your perpetual peace. I love you Lord, I want to know you. I want to understand the magnitude of your majesty.

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lovesu123 30, Female, Georgia, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
7:38 PM EDT

thanks i took all of ur advice and me and my dad r goint to spend some time together pray for me and hope i have agood day with him and we dont fight write comments

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TheMarketPlace 42, Male, New York, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
3:13 PM EDT

Welcome all To the market place Designed By A Former Ebay powerseller I stopped Selling on eBay in may 2005 because there fees were killing me and I launched www.livemegadeals.com but I have been Researching A way To build an alternative for online trading and thanks to the fpb staff hosting advice and support The Market Place Is Now here now the market place Does not charge any listing fees or final value fees Our Fees are as Follows: Buyers Account Are FREE!!!! But If you want to be a part of our Trusted Buyers Program the FEE Is $10 A Year Seller Account: Normal Sellers Account Fee is $5 A Month Or $55 A Year Gold Sellers Account Fee is $7 A Month or $77 A Year Premium Store Account: have your own Section In Our Premium Stores Section For $10 A Month Or $100 A Year... Our Selling Formats: BUY IT NOW Make Me An Offer I Wanna Trade We have A Feedback System We Call Karma If you Scam Anyone You will be banned!!! Zero Slack On Scammers!!! Allowable Payment Methods For Sellers: Alertpay: http://www.alertpay.com Google Checkout paypal: http://www.paypal.com personal checks[color=darkred][/color]

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rainy1 28, Female, New York, USA - 3 entries

Dec 2006
2:09 PM EDT

I am having an argument with my friend. We're all worked out but we aren't going to hang out for a while.

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antoinettemoses1 36, Female, Colorado, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
6:14 AM MST

So christmas season has came and gone...what is there to say except i HATE IT...with a passion! Wow im 18 ,moved out of my parents house and they think that they still can rule my fucking life! big supprise. Im so sick of them.ii hate family. there the ones who are suppose to be there for you yet there the ones that will fuck you over the most! life is like a endless deatrh trap waiting to be burn. Its funny how people will waste there money on "stonedachoholic" dumbass and get mad when somone in "need" needs it! but thats life for you. sometimes i look at people ask y god wont punish them for all there hatered deeds yet i get punished all the times...trails and tribulations are what always works against me.lately i have nothing to look forward in life except one thing... I take prides in that one thing so much..hoping that it will never come to a end. but theres no such thing as a happy ending. For the most part i hope life goes on. Im thankfull for what i have.

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bouchem 44, Female, California, USA - 2 entries

Dec 2006
6:54 PM EDT

all right finally im home yes..i been at work since 7 am and i rushed home just to jump online check to see if i have an mail on my space and nothing...so i guess ill shower go to bed and do it all over again tomorrow..i had an ok day at work it went by fast i guess thats good tomorrow is going to be a long day im working 12pm intill 9pm plus its going to be my first time closing by my self i dont know if i can do it i hope it goes smooth

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emeimei 43, Female, Malaysia - First entry!

Dec 2006
11:41 AM A

The Wait is Over for Malaysian Onliner We all heard about the ever popular MySpace success story, also successful were, Facebook, Xanga, Yahoo360, BlackPlanet, Bebo, Classmates, Youtube and many more. Each catering for their niche segment, thus making all content, people, clubs becoming more relevant... and thats when where the exponential formula starts boosting. When users goes online, majority of them are looking to meet new friends. They achieve this by participating in clubs, blogs, chat, photos...etc. In general people want to be known and be recognised and it become so much more meaningful when you know your audience i from the same local or origin as you. With this clear indication, we now start to see some prominent and reasonable social networking in Malaysia mushrooming. Am particularly fond with these particular sites like www.friendx.com for english educated, www.emeimei.com for chinese educated and www.ekawan.com for malay educated Malaysian. Thus is a testimony to the importants of relevant and targetted social networking, and their success speaks for themselves. Will share more on my next posting, if you think you know a better Malaysian local communities... do share with us. Also if you are an existing users of the above social network, we would like to know your feedback and comment ;) drop us a line. Till then Cheers

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dancediva10emily 47, Female, California, USA - First entry!

Dec 2006
4:09 PM N

my life is at a certain level. everything is under control and the world no longer revolves around me (thank goodness). I am having a blast keeping in touch with my cousin, Katie by e-mail. she's a great cousin to have and an entertaining friend. MESSAGE TO ALL JOURNALISTS OUT THERE: Be yourself! Don't let anyone stop you from completing your goals and loving life!! Sincerely, M

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MsLadybugHD8 53, Female, Missouri, USA - 7 entries

Dec 2006
12:54 PM CDT

Well, well...so many days that I haven't posted. But only b/c I haven't had access (I've not been at work b/c of the holiday weekend). So, I thought I might post a thought or two for each prompt from the days I missed: "Indifference is the strongest force in the universe. It makes everything it touches meaningless. Love and hate don't stand a chance against it." - Joan Vinge, The Snow Queen ...I'm not sure I quite understand. Or maybe it's just that I have a different view than someone else might have, although I haven't discussed this with anyone as of yet. But I have to agree. It kind of means that same thing to me as the ol' "you have to stand for something, or you'll fall for anything". "Answer your critics with silence and indifference. It works better, I assure you, than anger and argument..." - Gioacchino Rossini I definitely agree with this. Because often what your critics are desiring, is a argumentitive response from you. And it also shows that you don't have to lower yourself to their standards. "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." - Eleanor Roosevelt ...I couldn't have read a better quote today. My friend, Joe, & I got into a heated discussion last night to a somewhat similar type of issue. I believe that no one should settle for less than their goals (unless of course, their goals are completely unattainable...& that's a whole other issue). But Joe said that he believes we should all settle, because none of us deserve the best of anything. All I can say is that we do have a difference of opinions. As for today's: "People often use the excuse that their lives are uneventful and nobody would be interested in what they have done. But I promise you that if you will keep your journals and records, they will indeed be a source of great inspiration to your families, to your children, your grandchildren, and others, on through the generations." - Spencer W. Kimball I have no way really of knowing if this would ring true for me at this moment I don't think. Although I do know that I find it very entertaining to read my ancestors journals, etc. And although I'm not sure the reason, but I've had people read my journals went they weren't invited to, so there was obviously some motive behind it... So, tomorrow I hope to reflect on my weekend. I wouldn't mind doing so now. But I've already posted quite a bit. Not to mention the issues of the weekend are still so fresh, & just maybe whatever happens tonight might change my views on things...or at least I hope...and for the better too. Thank you Lord for my job! I do love it & it provides an escape of sorts from my ordinary daily worries. And thank you Lord for the many other things that I'm failing to mention right now. As it's almost time for me to leave for the day. Hope anyone & everyone who might read this had a wonderful Christmas, or at least they made it through it - maybe next year's will be better. We can only hope!

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