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    lar33  50, Female, Oklahoma, USA - First entry!
22
May 2007
9:42 AM CST
   

For a long time I tried to pretend, to turn nonsense and tragedy into some form of devotion, a spiritual lesson maybe. But with (deaths, things happening in family), no spirituality I have learned or even recited can justify, make sense, redeem, or offer wisdom.

The size of a woman determines her true beauty; the bigger the heart the sharper the mind the purer the soul; for she carries paradise in her eyes, sun in her elequant smile, and elegantly walks with heaven in her step, bathed in exquisite beauty surrounded by an ethereal glow; forged of iron will she is proud, strong, brilliant, flawless, timeless, immortal, immaculate, transcendent, magical to breakable, goddess and wise, she is all this and more for she is plus size.

A women is often measured by the things she cannot control.
She is measured by the way her body curves or doesn't curve, by where she is flat or straight or round.
She is measured by 36-24-36 and inches & ages and numbers, by all the outside things that don't ever add up to who she is on the inside.
And so if a women is to be measured, let her be measured by the things she can control; by who she is & who she is trying to become.
Because as every women knows, measurements are only statistics & statistics lie.

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    me1988  36, Female, Ohio, USA - First entry!
20
May 2007
7:57 PM EDT
   

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1 comment(s) - 02:06 AM - 06/28/2007
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    kimiko6457  32, Male, Florida, USA - First entry!
20
May 2007
12:12 PM EDT
   

I miss my dad so much. Ever since my parents divorce 2 months ago I hardly see him. He's in Japan visiting my grandparents. He also bought me my first Katana sword which I still keep locked away safely so that my little brother can't put his hands on it. H e also gave my twin sis and I kunais which are smaller than i thought they would have been. My mother does not approve of us with such weapons but I don't really care. I just want him 2 return soon so we can spend time together.

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    letstalk  53, Male, Iowa, USA - 25 entries
19
May 2007
2:25 PM EDT
   

Hello everyone! I been little busy lately not working partbut I been confused in the last few weeks and I really hurt a close friend of mine that I did not mean to....I left her out of my life last month....I was not trying to but I just did not ask for her help and she took it wrong the whole relationship part. I am hoping our relationship can get back to where it was or close to where it was....I know she is saying she cares for me and etc. but I am not sure if it is back to where it was before yet or if it will because I did not pay attention to her last month do to the stress I was going through.
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    annie  32, Female, Illinois, USA - 2 entries
18
May 2007
5:57 PM EDT
   

need a boy friend
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    Rei  36, Female, Philippines - 15 entries
18
May 2007
2:21 AM WST
   

el nuevo dia le jour nouveau a new day
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    RsANGEL  36, Female, California, USA - 7 entries
17
May 2007
8:09 PM EDT
   

BABY you aRe my woRld . theRe is something about you that makes my heaRt pound! when i go to sleep i pRay to god to watch oveR you and make suRe that youSAFEaRe from haRm. that his whole aRmy of angels aRe outwatching oveR you at all times! i pRay to him to guide us as humans to live ouR lives to the fullest and enjoy eachotheR as a couple. when i met you i didnt think that i would fall inLOVE with you and want to have a futuRe as a family! in this woRld theRes n Room foR bad choices it is what it is and thats all you can make of it! i am blessed to have you as a peRson i loveand as a best fRiend! you make my day go by alot easieR by just the sound of youR voice ! you aRe HEAVEN SENT
I DEDICATE THIS TO MY BOYFRIEND ROBERT I LOVE YOU
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    mistyhazed  49, Male, Kansas, USA - First entry!
17
May 2007
7:14 PM EDT
   

ok how do you just letan adult just move 1,500 milesaway when its the worst thing you could ever do to yourself or your children she lost cousty of her childrenfour weeks ago and met thid guy on a game site and just up and said im movine away to live with this guy and im not coming back to kansas oi know shes in this deep dark hole and i cant seem to reahed any more or maybe she dosent want any help i just hope she dont do any thing stupid like kill her self
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    krystalbarmstrong  41, Female, Louisiana, USA - First entry!
17
May 2007
2:04 PM CDT
   

Today was a regular day. I went to work, messed around, watched the clock and finally got off. My husband picked meup today. I like it when he does...don't know why but I do. Well, we went to his mom's job together for the first time. That is an issue because his ex works there and she always makes slick comments to him when I am not there but nothing was said today just as I suspected. I have nothing against her though...I kinda like her a little. Just a little, don't knwo her enough to like her a lot. Plus, all his exes try to mess up my marriage so they all are not trusted. Those particular ones are hoes in my eyes. Anywhoo, now I am at his mother's house waiting to put the tint on his stepfather's shed like he was been supposed to do. And of course, he left to play the game so I am sitting here waiting on him to come back. Ah well, that is all for today.
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    Brittany  39, Female, Kentucky, USA - 6 entries
17
May 2007
1:21 PM EDT
   

"All the best work is done the way the ants do things- by tiny but untiring and regular additions." - Lafcadio Hearn

I downloaded I song I haven't heard in forever, since I was in high school. It's called "Wonderful" by Everclear. It's a really good song, I also downloaded "Runaway Train" by Soul Asylumn, my favorite song of all time.

I had another interview again, I HATE interviews. I haven't slept from working last night.I hate sleeping during the day, it's a waste of time to me. But that's when I start freaking out again, when I don't sleep. Although, I think I'm on enough meds, I could never get mad at anyone for anything. I'm in such a good mood all the time, most of the time, although I still didn't like that interview today! My headaches have finally stopped since they straightened a few things out, thats a huge plus. I ran a stop light today, how clever of me!!!!! Luckily no one got hurt, the way I drive sometimes, it scares me. I always scare the passenger(s). Except when I have my babies, then I'm like an old grandma!! Greg and I got into an argunment over Emma riding the bus next year. Ha! She's not ! What if some little kid picks on her? She's not riding the bus, neither of my kids will. EVER! I don't care if they're 25, they're still not riding the bus!!!!!!!!!!!!!When Greg has to go through child birth, then he can pick whether they ride the bus or not! Makes sense to me! He gets so mad now, because I don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THREE DAYS GRACE "PAIN"
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