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    Cheyanne  28, Female, Oklahoma, USA - First entry!
19
Nov 2009
4:43 AM CDT
   

Heyy Everyone! Wuz up?? HaHa THe Sky!!! Im talking to myself!!!!
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    mmkara  54, Female, Michigan, USA - 35 entries
17
Nov 2009
8:38 PM EDT
   

Hello

I have decided to� share my thoughts.� I was suppose meet up with a friend for dinner tonight.�

The dinner date did not happen because we became upset with one another.� I am single.

I worked 23hrs of overtime last week.� What kind of social life can one have with working so much over time, especially when I am working like that weekly?

I will be back to share my thoughts on another day.� Purchased Dr.Phils "The Ultimate Weight Solution"...purchased it at second hand store...for $2.00

My first book of Dr. Phil McGraw was much much more and I still didnt finish it..I like the self-help�books.� However, knowing about one self is not enough to fixing oneself. Knowing and applying is essential to self-help.� I�need lots of help. Good night.

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    juzme  47, Female, Nevada, USA - First entry!
17
Nov 2009
2:45 PM EDT
   

Wonderfulness

She is definitely the most wonderful and beautiful woman, and i've spent so much time looking in a direction that was not Hers.� Now, i can see Her for Her.� i saw Her true self continuously for the first time this weekend, i will hold onto that, i will not let it go because of my insecurities about myself.� my insecurities have nothing to do with Her, She is by far more beautiful than i could have ever imagined to be possible.i will attack Her, say bad things about Her, i will await Her time, when it is right for Her to talk to me, i will be patient, and if that means i must wait a month to speak with Her, even though it will hurt, and i will miss that beautiful smile, and voice, i will wait.� She is truly a gift from Heaven, and i will cherish that gift, and love Her in a way that is condusive to Her, if it's only loving Her as a friend, then that's what it must be.�

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    Coleycole21981  43, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - First entry!
17
Nov 2009
7:57 AM EDT
   

"The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one." - Elbert Hubbard
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    ampogue01  43, Female, Florida, USA - 12 entries
16
Nov 2009
6:24 PM EDT
   

& I let him hurt me again

Last Monday Mike text me & asked me if I was seeing anyone. I said no & he asked if I would like to do something. I said I would love to. He came over I made dinner, we played w/ Aleea, watched a movie, & we went to bed. We had sex 4 times that night & he seemed to search for me all night to hold me. He smiled & seemed so happy. I even asked before we did everything if we would be ok after & he said no. The next day we briefly texted each other by Thursday he said he didn't think we would work. I asked lets just date & take out time no preasure he said he didn't think it would work but also said he would think about it. Sunday I asked when I picked up AJ if he still felt the same. He said yes. After I got home I called him to talk & said I truelly believe we could make this work. He said he was more compatible w/ Mindy... The woman 3 days earlier he said was 1/2 the woman I am. Maybe I should move back to Rockford & smoke crack & then I will be more compatable. Our family is worth saving to me but not him. I dont know how to let go..,.. I do know I wont let him close to me again. I wont answer any text that remotely talks about us because it is nothing but a head game. I dont deserve that... I wish I had chosen a man that would put his family before anything to have children w/ He says we fought to much & doesn't thinnk it could have changed enough. Why not try? Better yet why the hell do I care. Why can't I move on &�find someone that loves me unconditionally. Does that only exist between parents &�children? Some much goes though my head. I cant sleep... I was finally getting better & told him I was happy. I guess he just couldn't let that be... I can't wait for the day that he comes back & I can look him in the face &�tell him no NEVER AGAIN!

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    meneketehee  41, Male, Indonesia - First entry!
16
Nov 2009
2:56 PM GMT
   

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    BoyerC  32, Male, Pennsylvania, USA - First entry!
14
Nov 2009
7:40 PM EDT
   

Why A War

We listen to their cries of pain,

As we take the enemy's name in vein.

For they too think alike,

And release their rage with a terrible might.

So why a war, this war we fight,

Does peace not shed its golden light?

Instead we give eachother hell,

And along the way, others as well.

This war must end, some way, some how,

It must end not later, but now.

For in the end no one wins,

In the end it's only sins.

So why a war, this war we fight,

Is their no end in my sight?

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    SEXKITTEN2469  40, Female, Arizona, USA - 5 entries
09
Nov 2009
12:37 PM EDT
   

Monday Monday Monday

On this fine Monday I woke up not feeling well at all. I am tired, my body aches, and my head feels like it might explode. Oh and on top of that my nose is stuffy and my throat hurts. I am at work right now because I cant afford to take any days off even if I am not feeling well. The worst part of all this is that I just want to go home and have someone fix me soup and cuddle under a blanket with me, but nope. I have no one. I just want this day to be over and this illness to subside. Blah......
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    melissakaspszak  56, Female, Arizona, USA - 34 entries
07
Nov 2009
8:08 AM MST
   

My heart has so much pain in it....
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    LovelySorrow  34, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!
05
Nov 2009
4:41 PM CST
   

A Love that cannot be.

Just yesturday I was dreaming of him, how happy he makes me, but today is a different story. It's silly, I know. How can we be together, all I can do is dream, right? I mean a proffesor and a student can never be...

"Hi Marie; hows your day; how was your day?"

"I'm fine, been good. How was your weekend, �Mr. Bennedict."

"Pretty good, just cleaned my home from head to toe."

"You're clean and tidy like always, I see."

"Yea I know, but what can I say thats just me. How was your weekend?"

"Fine, just the usual, studying, I want to do good on today's exam."

"Thats my Marie, I'm glad you study, your my number one student."

"Thank you...I think."

My name is Marie born and raised in New York City on June 1, 1888. I'm not tall, but im not short either. I have long hair, normal color black, curly and long. I'm not dark skinned or light skinned, im not fat or model thin, I'm average I guess. Mr. Eric Bennedict, he is my professor, he is tall, white, beutiful deep blue eyes, a body which words can not even describe. The way he walks, speaks, and teaches is amazing. He is a very profound person the way he thinks, his ideas, and so on, it is amazing, I can not keep my eyes off him. How I love his eyes, but I know nothing will ever happen and can never be whether I want it or not, it has only be 5 years and yet my feelings still havent changed.

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