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journalist 31, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!

28

Oct 2007
3:13 PM EDT

dear sweety, baby its not your fault nore is it mine.god said lets go and you went! baby girl momma will always love you never forget.i know i put the leach on ,but you ran toward the light.iam so glad your in a better place. where you have a better family and are safer.i know you love me too.oh ,yeah dont fight with boots!!!

tiredofthisplace 38, Female, Massachusetts, USA - 4 entries

29

Nov 2007
7:36 AM EDT

...Today, I woke up younger than I've been in years...

amandaonfire69 35, Female, Georgia, USA - First entry!

29

Oct 2007
10:50 PM EDT

Hey everyone, Whats up? Well anyways, my name is Amanda and I am from Athens, GA. I am 18 years old and i grew up in jackson county! I live with my mother! my parents have been seperated since I was 15 years old! my best friend Ashley lives with me and come 2008 were gonna get are own place to live! I am in the process of getting my ged at lanier tech! I dropped out of high school a gew weeks before graduation bc of a guy and plus I was a credit short from walking! I have been in love twice but my actually first real love was Josh Holbrook. He is from Athens, GA and is 22 years old! We dated for a year on and off! I thought he was my world but i guess not! he use to beat me and put me down and make me feel like I am nothing worth loving in this world! But I have moved on and got a new life now and I am loving life to the fullest! I live day by day through whatever I choose to do! I party on weekends! and to school go to school on weekdays! weekends are mine and my friends time at the club! I love to go tocountry rock and level one thirtyone... I am pretty much a all around chick who is down to earth, determined, outspoken, and very opinionated, and blunt! I really don't care if I hurt ur feelings or not! I also can be the sweetest person u have ever met! but then again I can be the biggest bitch ever! I love to hang with my girls mostly and sometimes my guys! I drive a honda with a sound system! my dream truck is a 2007 z71 king cab all crome! well if there is anything else u would like to know about me let me know or jsut hit me up in my email acount at fussyloveangle17@hotmail.com

HeartAttackGirl 35, Male, Arizona, USA - First entry!

30

Oct 2007
5:21 PM EDT

Relationships- there are those that open you up to something new and exotic. Those that are old and familiar. Those that bring up lots of questions. Those that bring you somewhere unexpected. Those that bring you far from where you started. And those that bring you back.And even when you'relooking for love(like me);Ridiculous, Inconvenient, Consuming, Can't-Live-With-Out-Each-Other Love. You have to realize many things:

You can never get to your future, if the past is present.And the best relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. If you can find someone to love the you, You love. Well then that's just Fabulous.

You need to realize what true love REALLY is:
Those butterflies. That feeling that is incomprehensible. The knowing in your heart that your flaws are suddenly beautiful. The abrupt friendship, trust, respect and integrity you have for someone.And the urge to better yourself, not only for that person, but for your own good.As well as MANYother stupendous feelings.

You also have to realize that your mistakes and bad decisions in life are what make your destiny. Perhaps if you never veered off course, you wouldn't fall in love or have babies, or be who you are. After all, season's change, so do cities. People come and people go in and out of your life. But it's comforting knowing the one's you love are always in your heart-and if you're lucky, just a plane ride away.

There are times in our lives when we meet the 'perfect guy'. Some one tall, dark and handsome. Someone who meets all your needs. Someone who financially secures your. Someone who is perfect on paper;all your friends and family love him. But you have to realize that there is no such thing of ANYTHING perfect. There is only close to perfect.And when you meet the guy who fufills all your needs, burns your desires, is funny, has goals, stands up for you, fights to make it work and has a million flaws that you can't help, but love. That's when you've truely found 'the one' who completes you. Because in the end; you just want to be with the one who makes you laugh.

When you've found that guy-dont let him go. The best things in life, fall into your lap, but it's YOUR job to fight to keep it there. Don't let him know everyday that you love him(it's not the most important thing). Because EVERY guy would give up, knowing their girl loved them, just to feel adequet and respected. So tell him every day how proud you are of him. How much you respect him, appreciate him,how he is everything you need, and how he is your hero.Let him know 'You are my friend, my family, my insides. You will be fine.You will be famous.You will have everything because that's how important you are to me'.

It will be hard to hold onto 'the one'. When you are faced with something you have been waiting for your entire life. You tend to react erratically. Because you notice all these changes occuring in your lifethat make you want to cry tears of joy. And the thought and chanceof you losing that, is atrocious.Though that person is supposed to be your best friend, how you act around them sometimes differ's from how you would act around your other friends. The reason for this is simple: 'the one' completes you. So OBVIOUSLY things about you will change. And that's ok. It's all for the best. But don't get caught up in those facts just be yourself;who you are with 'the one'.

If for some reason you lose 'the one'. Move on. Throw yourself into the other parts of your life. Though you will be incomplete without them. Realize and be realistic in knowing that you have spent your whole life, before them, and been just fine. And don't dwell on what you did wrong in the relationship because in the end, be happy for the memories you get to carry with you FOREVER, with that person. Cause' memories are better than never having anything with 'the one'.

And last, but not least, remember:
A smart girl listens,but doesn't belive.Kisses, but doesnt fall in love.And leaves before she is left.

(...I guess im just a big dumby.)

Tags: One Big Dumby Head

irishbaby 32, Female, Indiana, USA - First entry!

30

Oct 2007
5:16 PM EDT

Today i talked to my friends, at lunch, and one of my friends was being mean to me, i didn't know what to say, i was like omg! why is he doing this to me, does he know that i like him as a boyfriend? does he know that i really want to kiss him? what else does he know??? I wish that someday that he can be nice to me, i just don't understand, i just don't! i wish that i love him more then anything in the world, but god is first! I love god, but i love my friend sooo much. I just can't do this alone... i mean i just want to talk to him abt what going on with him... I just wanted to! but MAYBE he likes me? :$.. i'm just worried that he might not like me back. i like alot of ppl. but hes the right 1. because we have alot in commons! i'm serious! i swear! thx to all to my friend!

Ashley C. 10/30/07

Tags: dont read this!!

1 comment(s) - 05:30 PM - 11/04/2007

deuce8301 41, Male, California, USA - First entry!

30

Oct 2007
11:51 AM PST

So, this is my first entry. Truly, this is my first time ever writing or typing anything about my day. Which is wierd in a sense but I never really thought that it could be interesting until now. When I was just browsing around and thought to myself, hmmmm, maybe I should write something and put it up in a public blog or something so someone can here the daily life of a Marine Sergeant who is instructing at the School Of Infantry on Camp Pendleton in sunny southern California.

It October 30, 2007 and the fires are finally out and the smoke has finally lifted. Along with the smoke going away so did my headaches and soar throat. I have been with my students pretty much everyday for the last 10 days feeding, bedding and training them for combat. I woke up at 0600 this morning took a shower, got dressed, cleaned up my room which consist of straightening up and making my bed. You know, those things your mother taught you to do when you were just a weeeeeee little tike.I put on my "flight" suit and headed down toward the ramp(where we keep the vehicles). When I finally arrived to work at 0700 I gave my vehicle keys to my young Marines to unlock my vehicle and start prepping. So, one of them checks the oil and comes running to me to tell me that it is low. I go check it and its right at the full mark and he swears that it was low. It was pretty funny to see him go from crew member to crew memeber asking if they saw it and ofcourse none of them did.

Once we were all prepped we left and headed out to the training areas and started driving threw the hills. I'm on my 11th class and this crew I have now is the best crew I've ever had. However, there is always 1. Sadly this one happens to be a Sergeant who is going threw my school and is the biggest idiot I've ever met. He is supposed ot lead in combat. I'm not going to let it happen. He isn't capable of leading a fly into a pile of $h#tif you catch my drift. Or should I say his. Anywho, they each got 1 hour of drive time in for the day portion and when we put the thermal site in they each get 30 minutes. This Sergeant doesn't understand what go left or right meens nor speed up or slow down. He brake checks me at the rapid rate and one day is going to roll me off of a cliff. We traverse some rough terrain and he just doesn't have a clue.

After standing in the turret for roughly 8 hours today without missing a beat and dilling with my pet rock my 18 and 19 year old Marines cheered me up. They were packing the dummy man(fake person) back into the Lagistics vehicle and I told them to pack in such way that we could fit everything in it. When I go look back there they had propped this fake person up and put goggles on his head, crossed its legs and put a MRE in its lap. Was hilarious. That pretty much concluded the day but its 2100 now and I just got off of work. Easy day.

Tags: My day. Sgt D

findingme 43, Female, California, USA - 4 entries

06

Jan 2010
2:04 AM PST

off the point of being scared and alone. seems like my mother always left me when i needed her the most which made me afraid. Why would she do such a thing i could understand if there was no way she could of been there but it wasn't like that. Another reason why i can just say fuck it im not doing it any more is because when i was small we(me mom and dad) would be going somewhere and i really wanted to go didn't matter where to i just wanted to be with them both and every time we'd be driving and all of a sudden they started to argue and ugh! i hated that sooo much especially since it happened so much. and it never failed everytime it ended the same way, turning around and going back home. sad and disappointed once again.

1 comment(s) - 01:57 AM - 01/14/2010

chick123 26, Male, Washington, USA - 2 entries

01

Nov 2007
1:22 AM EDT

Dear Friernds,

how are you?
tonight didn't go se well it was terrible and i hated it my mum foind out everything tonight so that was geart..

From Sarah

Tatiana 32, Female, Belgium - 8 entries

08

Jun 2008
8:26 PM WEDT

Internaat

Ik vroeg na het avondeten (die nu ergens een reisje door de riool maakt) aan ma of ik naar een internaat mag volgend schooljaar. Hetzelfde waar Lot naartoe zal gaan. Het is een internaat waar er psychiaters nzo voor je klaar staan en van die dingen en ma zei verrassend snel dat het mocht. Ze vroeg wel of ik niet het 'thuis zijn' ontvluchtte en ik heb gezegd dat het gewoon veel beter zou zijn. Voor mijn huisgenoten en voor mezelf. En ik zei erbij dat het ook was omdat ik de sfeer in huis niet meer kan verdragen. Alleen een beetje subtieler. Ze vraagt zo'n dingen de laatste week constant. Hoe ik me voel en wat er mis is enzo. Vorige week zondag flipte ik echt helemaal en ze is echt ongerust. Ik sloeg een raam in, viel John aan en maakte een deur kapot. Ma moest me opsluiten zodat ik niemand pijn meer kon doen. Het is een beetje wazig nu. De laatste tijd lijkt alles vrij wazig. Ik weet niet hoe ik aan maaltijden zou kunnen ontsnappen in het internaat. Ik kan zeggen dat ik 's morgens nooit eet (dat doen zo veel mensen) en in de middag "eet"�ik op school. Hopelijk zijn het daar boterhammen als avondmaal, die kan ik makkelijk wegsteken of er heel weinig van eten. Ik zie wel.

Gisteren kocht ik nog 'Digital versatile doom', de live dvd en cd van HIM. Het is echt fantastisch. Het interview met Ville deed me heel diep nadenken over dingen. Het hield mijn hersenen tot diep in de nacht bezig. Maar ik moet me op de examens concentreren. Niet dat het echt lukt. Hopelijk buis ik niet.

Doei x

distracted 51, Female, California, USA - 5 entries

24

Feb 2010
9:18 AM PDT

every time i think of you i find myself at odds.. not with you or those we know.. but for certain with the gods.. the ones that watch over you .. and tell me not to speak..when i look at you they dont like what i think.. how is it so easy for me to understand..everything that happens.. yet i still manage to be sad.. at the moments when you find that my attention is still needed.. how i know these problems are about to be repeated..everybody wonders..and everybody knows.. but when it comes to us .. its nothing like what shows.. in the wee hours of the morning ..ar the late hours of the night.. i can still sit waiting .. knowing everything's alright..but when you come barreling in.. with that look upon your face..its a guilty look for sure.. and its a very common place.. whether its new or old .. whether weak or strong.. its something you havent lost..all these years weve carried on..so sleep well my burning angel.. let the dreams dry your eyes.. for im not even concerned with your need to be disguised.. you can have all the secrets.. you can keep then to your self.. but just remember this..its no better then this hell.. if it were you would not be here.. pretending nothings wrong..in the middle of a promise.. that keeps you holding on..

ckf14m 48, Female, Texas, USA - First entry!

04

Nov 2007
7:18 PM EDT

Equally yoke

After the sermon today I question my relationship with my boyfriend of nine years. What is it that we have in common. I don't even think that there is a committment on my part any more, because I look at the relationship that my friends have with their husbands and I don't have that with him, because I won't lie to people and stay this is my husband. It is what it is. I am ready to go to the next level with someone so I can feel whole.

mkxXx 49, Female, New Hampshire, USA - First entry!

03

Nov 2007
6:12 AM EDT

today

well to day i had a fun day i went out with ash and we brought some sweets and then came back to hers and had lunch then we started to play a game.
then ash had to go out and i am sitting here being my usual self and i am having fun with my cuz round later i am going to see fireworks then we are going to have a curry..

I NO I AM GOING TO HAVE A GREAT TIME XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Ray 28, Female, Canada - 4 entries

15

Nov 2007
4:38 AM A

kill me now...
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my heart is burning.
my mind is truning.

tear drops form in my eyes.

your love for me start to die.

you ripe me up

and break me down.

just kill me now...

just leave me here on the ground...

i stare out my open window
catching the rain in my hands.
every drop of tear i get.
i shead them with regret.

i should have never loved.
i should have walked away.
i should have missed the day.
but instead i close my eyes and cry.

�

you left me here to feel the pain.

why did you want me to�die of pain?

just leave me here.

here in the�snow of a winter's day.

�

kill me now with your gentle words.

ripe me apart.

tare out my heart.

kill me now with your beauty and grace.

how much will i cry? when will i die?
if iblock the path, and walk away.
will my shadow find me again?
will my bleak, black, world stay?

in the darkest place on earth,
light and peace give birth.
in the ugliest time in history
beauty and grace solve your mystery.

�

some how, somewhere.

i know you'll hear me

some day sometime.

i know you'll see.

�

i won't be there always.

we�need to go�our own ways.

i am what i am.

open your eyes to see.

i am who i am.

let me go just let me be.

�

kill me now with your kindness

strike me down

drop me to the ground

kill me now with your pride and love.

�

my heart is burning

my mind is turning.....

�

�

strongmutha 53, Female, Virginia, USA - First entry!

04

Nov 2007
1:52 PM EDT

hello

exarden 71, Female, New Jersey, USA - 9 entries

30

Nov 2007
6:59 AM EST

Job feelings

Job going well not sure of status.

Worried about job.

Worried about bills.

Have to get the house cleaned up.

Tags: puzzled

heatherrenee46992 39, Female, Indiana, USA - 3 entries

11

Nov 2007
7:54 AM EDT

Chili

I am enjoying my last day off. 3rd day. I guess I'm trying to enjoy it. I've been pretty sick lately. Couldn't have worked out better though because I did have those days off. I'm getting me and my son ready to go to the grocery store to pick up ingredients for Chili. It's freezing outside, might as well enjoy a big pot of chili! Well i'm off, i'll probably get on later and type another entry.

L8R

stabri 59, Female, Wisconsin, USA - 3 entries

09

Nov 2007
7:35 PM CST

know when to fold em

This is day 4 and it is hell. I have made the decision to go into a detox center for however long it takes to get this poison out of me. It is way too painful to do cold turkey. I am not sure what they will give me to help, but it has to be better than this. My whole body is in trauma, needing the drug that it is so used to. I am exhausted, yet can't sleep; starving, but can't eat; wanting more than anything to think of something other than the drug that got me here, but that is all that I can see. This is evil personified. I have absolutely no control right now. I just want to be normal, happy, alive. I want to enjoy a sunny day, want to take walks with my husband, want to read a book again. I cannot do anything because I am always consumed with either getting drugs or I am nodding out because I am high. I hate it. I hate the places I find myself in, the people I find myself dealing with just to feed the animal. I am not that person. I am better than that, have more to offer than that. I go in tomorrow. Scared, but ready to start my life. If anybody reads this, please keep me in your prayers. I'll be back.

3 comment(s) - 12:48 PM - 12/02/2007

EvilChibi 36, Male, Iowa, USA - First entry!

07

Nov 2007
9:27 AM EDT

My First Day Here

I was told by one of my friends that this was a very place to go to let off some steam after a long day of work or school. I created my character, did some shopping and even organized my first house. My cousin has a gaia account and while I was visiting her it occured to me that just maybe this would be a good idea.
Well I can say with great pride that this was a very good idea! I love this place! When you do something good you get candy or gold and I love that! So If someone out there happens to read this and thinks me amusing enough to talk to at length then feel free to message and we can go from there.

rockgick 29, Female, United Kingdom - 2 entries

24

Nov 2007
11:04 AM MEZ

about me?????????/

HI this is one of my first online journal i am writing this so if there are any think that anyone wants to say then tell me. well here it goes, well i live in tilbury and i have two sisters i love pets like dolphins and whales i like doing reaserch and it is really cool i love hanging out with my mate na dif you have red my other one i chnged.

numbers 29, Male, Australia - First entry!

10

Nov 2007
8:17 PM EDT

Girl Living Her Life. . .

hey all you bloggers, it's me Girl living her life, here's a big shick i finally got my blog working. Keep reading about a life of a 12 year old gypsy...

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