Ray's Journal

kill me now...
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my heart is burning.
my mind is truning.

tear drops form in my eyes.

your love for me start to die.

you ripe me up

and break me down.

just kill me now...

just leave me here on the ground...

i stare out my open window
catching the rain in my hands.
every drop of tear i get.
i shead them with regret.

i should have never loved.
i should have walked away.
i should have missed the day.
but instead i close my eyes and cry.

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you left me here to feel the pain.

why did you want me to�die of pain?

just leave me here.

here in the�snow of a winter's day.

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kill me now with your gentle words.

ripe me apart.

tare out my heart.

kill me now with your beauty and grace.

how much will i cry? when will i die?
if iblock the path, and walk away.
will my shadow find me again?
will my bleak, black, world stay?

in the darkest place on earth,
light and peace give birth.
in the ugliest time in history
beauty and grace solve your mystery.

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some how, somewhere.

i know you'll hear me

some day sometime.

i know you'll see.

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i won't be there always.

we�need to go�our own ways.

i am what i am.

open your eyes to see.

i am who i am.

let me go just let me be.

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kill me now with your kindness

strike me down

drop me to the ground

kill me now with your pride and love.

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my heart is burning

my mind is turning.....

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