shes distracted...yup...no doubts about that!!

Feb 2010
9:18 AM PDT

every time i think of you i find myself at odds.. not with you or those we know.. but for certain with the gods.. the ones that watch over you .. and tell me not to speak..when i look at you they dont like what i think.. how is it so easy for me to understand..everything that happens.. yet i still manage to be sad.. at the moments when you find that my attention is still needed.. how i know these problems are about to be repeated..everybody wonders..and everybody knows.. but when it comes to us .. its nothing like what shows.. in the wee hours of the morning ..ar the late hours of the night.. i can still sit waiting .. knowing everything's alright..but when you come barreling in.. with that look upon your face..its a guilty look for sure.. and its a very common place.. whether its new or old .. whether weak or strong.. its something you havent lost..all these years weve carried on..so sleep well my burning angel.. let the dreams dry your eyes.. for im not even concerned with your need to be disguised.. you can have all the secrets.. you can keep then to your self.. but just remember this..its no better then this hell.. if it were you would not be here.. pretending nothings wrong..in the middle of a promise.. that keeps you holding on..

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Gender / Age: Female, 51

Location: USA - California

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About Me: im nut for bmx....i love to build them i love to ride freestyle i love to collect them...im aq tomboy in lipstick wear a tool belt with my dress while i work on a bike or put in new sky lights, or fixing the neighbors electrical nightmare...im a tweaker, a phreaker, and a prankster...i love my dog, my friends, and video games...i'll flirt with anyone until i think that they are serious then i disappear...i like trashy jokes minus the trashy ppl...i dont like ppl who come on to me... ive never been married (im too demanding when it comes to honesty) i wear wedding rings to avoid being hit on... i have no kids but luckily some of my friends do, im happy everytime i get named as godmother...(fools) ..I LIKE TO TEACH PPLS KIDS HOW TO HARRASS THEIR PARENTS..lol...i am a friend who always shows up when the rest disappear...im honest thought the truth is not always popular...when someone is sick its usually me that they call and im happy to spend nights nursing them back to health or sleeping ing the chair next the hospital bed..i never surrender i never back down.. but i am not inclined to be competitive...i have a graffiti habit that likes tagging squad cars but not on the bedroom wall...i think that if everybody shut up for 5 seconds they might forget whatever they where bitching about and accidentally have a nice day....

Interests: bmx freestyle, dogs, lizards(savannah monitors are my fave) snakes(gopher snakes and california king snakes are my fave) my looks, video games , herbal medicine, phenomena, world religion, magick,electricity....electro-magnetics..

Favorite Music: thats so hard...i like so much old jazz,like helen humes,big band , mahalia jackson...then theres..punk rock i love D.I., .D.R.I.,GBH.TSOL.king missle..violent femmes...voodoo glow skulls(i went to school with george in riverside)skeletones(school with jonas)face to face...dickies..angry samoans..suicidal tendancies....minor threat...other stuff like MC 900 FT Jesus.D12, beastie boys, eminem , sublime,exies, pixies,rob zombie..break face, slipknot, motorhead, helmet,korn,porn,fuck-ups,speed racer,up yours,,maroon 5..against me, saddle up..malibu barbie, gnarcotica, state of unrest...special hate, the killers, the lovers, stone sour..cypress hill..too short..umar bin hassan, lyrics born, harry connick jr, dave mathews..new young american primitives, lights in a fat city..haqnk william sr. and junior...johnny cash older preferably, bethoven gershwin..the staple singers , mava staples, etta james , you get the idea....

Favorite Movies: saw 1,2,3- (havent seen 4 yet)hostel, the nanny with betty davis, the devils with vanessa redgrave, conspiracy theory, fur, clockwork orange , nasferatu, wuthering heights, anything john waters did except lust in the dust wwas lame...man bites dog, repo man, suberbia, sid and nancy, closetland, faces of death, am i my brothers keeper, drugswtore cowboy..freeway...kalifornia....barfly, napoleon dynamite...breakfast club...realm of the senses, tie me up tie me down., sacred sangria..caligula, witchcraft 69.

Favorite Television: south park, teletubbies, two stupid dogs, discovery channel...but really i dont even own a T.V. except the one for my video games and thats ALL its for...

Favorite Books: HardTimes by charles dickens(aqnything by dickens really)catcher in the rye, where the sidewalk ends...rapacini's daughter, anything on serial killers, herbal medicine, or magic, strange history, bizarre facts, celestine prophecy,think on these things by J.Krisnamurti(anything by him)mayan, history, indiginous culture and knowledge, i dont really read any fiction unless its very old, or i know the person who wrote it...amnesia, by douglas cooper, i like comic books like tank girl, horney biker sluts, beautiful stories for ugly children, psycho killer comix,mia, freaks, alot of underground, and dark horse....the rip off press, and a bunch of stuff from loompanics....

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