Some Great Thoughts to live by..... The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt by the heart Hellen Keller
Opening:
One little girl,
One little man,
On top of the world,
Holding hands.
Why didn't it,
turn out like they planned?
CHORUS:
How could you leave her,
dripping in tears?
How could you Tell her,
reality is her worst fear?
How could you say,
that she was you're mistake?
How could you dare begin to break,
her?
VERSE#1:
She's cold and alone,
she's far from home,
she loved him,
he said not forgiven.
How could you leave him,
How could you tell him,
reality is his worst fear?
that he was your mistake?
him?
VERSE�#2:
Backwards he bent,
to show her love,
to make her heart mend,
with his gift from above.
how could you leave me,
how you tell me,
reality is my worst fear?
I was your mistake?
me?
ENDING:
No longer holdin' hands,
on different worlds,
Why hadn't it,
ended like they plan?
Wow, my life seems to be as bad as a soap opera these days. I don't know what to do about it anymore. Everything is so turned upside down these days and messed up. I feel like a single mother, which is SO NOT easy to do! I admire my mom more and more.
I wish I had some sort of futuristic camera that I could watch and see what would happen with my life depending on which choice I made. I've never been in this position and it is so incredibly hard. What do I do? It would be even better if God would just whisper the answer in my ear and I would know everything would be fine! I would know the right way to go.
My brain tells me to go. That things won't change in the long run. That it'll get better temperarily and then it will all go back to the same stuff. Which, I believe. My brain is right. It is!
But my heart can't let it go. It just can't. It breaks everytime I think about stepping out the door. But it's so wrong! My heart is wrong! And I find that to be harder than anything. Knowing what I should do but not having the courage to do it. What do you do in a situation like this? Where would I go? With my mom? I can't stand living in that house. But my name is at my place. What about all the stuff we have? What happens to me? I'm out alone, with nothing, and Alyssa? That doesn't seem right. Not even a car to get back and forth to work! LOVELY!
I really need some advice. This is such a vague journal entry. But maybe someone can give me some insite on what I have down.
Ooohhh this is so hard!