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    tricia  64, Female, New York, USA - First entry!
19
Nov 2007
6:15 AM EDT
   

This home is a happy home.This home is a blessing,this family a joy.Im happy to be reminded to write thoughts each day.The little splendors of daily life can be overshadowed by events that lead to photo ops.Par example......this kitten will consistently find this hard metal ball that makes more noise then a truck when played with.Nizar and I get a good laugh at his clevernessHe thinks hes a fish with the amount of time he keeps his head at a faucet or tongue in the bowl! Im looking forward to a fabulous day.thank you up there!
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    AcousticWinter  33, Female, Arizona, USA - 23 entries
18
Nov 2007
6:42 PM EDT
   

My mom always said to people, "Have some respect for the dying!"

She said this when she'd go outside to smoke... or when she'd reach for her shot of ta-kill-ya... and now I realize that the one thing I never wanted, I've become.

Her quote makes me realize that I'm slowly killing myself and there's nothing I can do about it. Maybe if I quit now, I could give myself another chance... but I've tried this already, have I not?

Rays death proved it. I care more for myself than for anyone else and it's literally killing me. My own death draws near and I don't do a god damned thing about it.

I don't even know who I am anymore.
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    lilyoda95  36, Male, Michigan, USA - 2 entries
18
Nov 2007
9:18 AM EDT
   

My Life

Life can be hard, but you just have to hang in there. Bad times come and go. If you trust in God to lead your life, everything will work out. I have learned to trust in Him. I felt like my life was horrible, but now its ok. I try to read the Bible and listen to its message, and sometimes it really helps me out.

Thats all I can think of now.
Talk to ya later!
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    Br0kinHeart12  33, Female, Ohio, USA - 2 entries
13
Nov 2007
8:45 PM EDT
   

Have you ever felt like your world is spinning out of control? Like you can't control your life anymore? That is exactly how I feel. There is something wrong with me latley. I can't sleep at all. I will lay in my ben all night crying for no reason at all. Everytime I do end up sleeping, I have the worst dream ever. It's like I am afraid to sleep anymore because I don't know what's going to happen in my dream. I hate it. I feel like I can't take much of this anymore, like one day I am going to fully lose control and everything is going to be gone. Who knows what I might do that day? I feel like a fucking crazy person! I hate this shit so much. I think that I really really need professional help ....
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    zap  63, Female, Maine, USA - 2 entries
13
Nov 2007
8:24 PM EDT
   

Yes indeed I do pretend to be serval things, it just depends on the job.. for most women, Our resumes go on forever. I put my mask on and take it off only with trust, and love. At times I wish I was 6yrs old, time never mattered, and belived in Santa.Pretending was such a adventure. Then I grew up.
1 comment(s) - 02:09 PM - 12/09/2007
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    iluvdogs741  28, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - First entry!
12
Nov 2007
2:56 PM EDT
   

My Best Friend In The Whole World

Courtney Marie Moore-that is her name. She loves cats,the show Hannah Montana (i love that show too!)and mst of all me!! lol I love her to death like a sis!!
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    heatherrenee46992  39, Female, Indiana, USA - 4 entries
11
Nov 2007
7:54 AM EDT
   

Chili

I am enjoying my last day off. 3rd day. I guess I'm trying to enjoy it. I've been pretty sick lately. Couldn't have worked out better though because I did have those days off. I'm getting me and my son ready to go to the grocery store to pick up ingredients for Chili. It's freezing outside, might as well enjoy a big pot of chili! Well i'm off, i'll probably get on later and type another entry.

L8R

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    numbers  29, Male, Australia - First entry!
10
Nov 2007
8:17 PM EDT
   

Girl Living Her Life. . .

hey all you bloggers, it's me Girl living her life, here's a big shick i finally got my blog working. Keep reading about a life of a 12 year old gypsy...
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    stabri  59, Female, Wisconsin, USA - 3 entries
09
Nov 2007
7:35 PM CST
   

know when to fold em

This is day 4 and it is hell. I have made the decision to go into a detox center for however long it takes to get this poison out of me. It is way too painful to do cold turkey. I am not sure what they will give me to help, but it has to be better than this. My whole body is in trauma, needing the drug that it is so used to. I am exhausted, yet can't sleep; starving, but can't eat; wanting more than anything to think of something other than the drug that got me here, but that is all that I can see. This is evil personified. I have absolutely no control right now. I just want to be normal, happy, alive. I want to enjoy a sunny day, want to take walks with my husband, want to read a book again. I cannot do anything because I am always consumed with either getting drugs or I am nodding out because I am high. I hate it. I hate the places I find myself in, the people I find myself dealing with just to feed the animal. I am not that person. I am better than that, have more to offer than that. I go in tomorrow. Scared, but ready to start my life. If anybody reads this, please keep me in your prayers. I'll be back.
3 comment(s) - 12:48 PM - 12/02/2007
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    EvilChibi  36, Male, Iowa, USA - First entry!
07
Nov 2007
9:27 AM EDT
   

My First Day Here

I was told by one of my friends that this was a very place to go to let off some steam after a long day of work or school. I created my character, did some shopping and even organized my first house. My cousin has a gaia account and while I was visiting her it occured to me that just maybe this would be a good idea.
Well I can say with great pride that this was a very good idea! I love this place! When you do something good you get candy or gold and I love that! So If someone out there happens to read this and thinks me amusing enough to talk to at length then feel free to message and we can go from there.

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