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day 30, Female, Ohio, USA - 2,995 views

Jun 2007
5:34 PM EDT

have a good summer

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vjay2 43, Male, India - 2,445 views

Jul 2007
4:24 AM I

Mumbai: Discarded Indian seamer Irfan Pathan says he has regained his bowling rhythm after working with Australian pace legend Dennis Lillee and is confident of a quick recall to the national side.
The 22-year-old left-hander was hailed as a future successor to retired all-rounder Kapil Dev after his impressive debut as a teenager until his bowling form deserted him last year.

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bunnybaby07 35, Female, Arkansas, USA - 1,284 views

Jun 2007
8:23 PM EDT

Today I tried to sleep in.. whatever that is and it didn't work. I got woke up at 7 and got called into work about 3. I needed the hours but I needed the sleep too. Well anywho... I had some fun at work. I need to be asleep right now. I have class tomorrow and don't need to be late. It's the first day of class for me. :P. Well I am going to go now and go to bed.

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andheartsme 33, Female, Hawaii, USA - 14,638 views

Jun 2007
9:10 AM HAST

stupid party. shoyld have been hotdogs and not burgers. wah wah wha.

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nothingleft 43, Female, New York, USA - 2,990 views

Mar 2008
4:32 PM EST

All alone 2

This weekend I had my friend over and thinking that I wouldn't feel like shit and still I do. This really sucks and I don't know how to get me out of this mess. My heart breaks more and more. I cut my wriste to help with some of the pain that is my heart because I admitte it I fucked up. Everything is my fault I try being nice and calem and it just back fires in my face. I want Joshua Noel Martinez from Yonkers, New York. I just want him I don't care how I get him. I can change for him anything I have to do.

I will even kill myself if he doesn't come back since I am about 7 months with his kid and he know.

Tags: all alone

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1 comment(s) - 08:38 PM - 04/06/2008

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AngelinaOpal 64, Female, California, USA - 1,580 views

Jun 2007
10:12 PM PST

I am afraid of losing anyone in my family, as they are the reason for my living, the reason I get up each day, the reason I struggle to survive.

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xcheerfreakx 31, Female, Virginia, USA - 7,719 views

Jun 2007
3:51 PM EDT

Dear journal,

today was very boring and i just couldnt stop shoving my face full of stale food because i dont eat right and depression does it to me because i think im so fat!!! so basically everyone even my dork thinks im anerexic but u kno what idk if i was being anerexic today. Because i usally am anerexic. But w/e!!! Thumper went home today and left me just hanging. I tlkd to my dorks mom linda because i always go over to his house with a couple of friends and she sat me down descussing my anerexic issue and how mad chris is at me for saying im fat when he and everybody else says im not even though i am. So thats proble why he doesnt tlk to me like he used to or look at me. g2g i have to eat dinner and its speggetii!!!!!!!!yyyyyuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYY

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Acrump76 31, Female, Indiana, USA - 3,533 views

Jun 2007
4:18 PM EDT

i have to go journal but ill deffitnly be back tomorow oh yeah and peeps SOMEONE GIVE ME ADVICE

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1 comment(s) - 07:12 PM - 06/21/2007

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joyjournal2 49, Female, Georgia, USA - 1,424 views

Jun 2007
6:37 PM EDT

That I will never have children...

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testing01 42, Male, India - 6,506 views

Nov 2007
8:44 PM I

hello Friends Call me on +91-9970813676 if want to make friendship

Tags: Friendship

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bee 29, Female, Australia - 2,549 views

Jun 2007
4:20 AM EST

Hi its Brianna

I live on a farm

Feel free to email me

i live in kempsey area but ifyou live further away it dosent matter

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1 comment(s) - 11:50 AM - 06/10/2007

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mj 60, Female, Indiana, USA - 2,396 views

Jun 2007
5:28 PM EDT

I am tired but, must go on. I remail strong only for the wonderful gift God has given to me. My daughter... What a beautiful gift. I look forward to home schooling her this next year no matter what the challenges are a head.

More tomorrow

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timi 46, Female, Texas, USA - 1,732 views

Aug 2007
1:31 PM EST

Love is...WOW...in its genuine form...indescribable. It's lowering yourself to elevate someone else. It's hurting and hating but longing and wanting and missing and happy and joy. its all the emotions in one. like white. pure. everything and nothing. that is love.

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testing04 39, Male, India - 2,446 views

Jun 2007
7:42 PM I

this is test entery

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1 comment(s) - 12:15 AM - 06/13/2007

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testing06 42, Male, India - 1,426 views

Jun 2007
3:50 AM I

test entry

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yogionline 37, Female, Korea - 3,024 views

Jun 2007
2:45 PM GMT

love
Love is something that is not easily explained
No one word can express it
And no one person feels the same about it
It's waking up in the morning wanting to be with that one person
And going to bed feeling the same way
It knows that you want to spend the rest of your life with him
And it's a feeling so great that no matter what anyone says will never be taken away
It's crying every night when the one you love doesn't love you back
It's feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person.
But to just hear those three little words come from his mouth
And actually know he means it
That's the best feeling in the world
To know that someone loves you for you
And wants to be with you forever
Love is hard to find, and even harder to keep
It takes time and effort to keep it going
But you don't mind because you would do anything in the world to keep it
It knows that when you come home you'll have someone to share your day with
It's that last conversation of the night before you fall asleep
He's the first one you want when you wake up
The only thing that's on your mind all day, every day
It knows that someone's always there for you to cry on
Someone's always there for you to talk to about anything
And won't judge you for that
It's the person you feel the most comfortable with in the world
And to know that you have that
That you share that special bond with one other person
That's the best feeling in the world.
But when you lose that feeling
When you lose the only thing that ever mattered to you
It seems like life has no purpose, no point at all
You feel like you could just curl up and die
That nothing or no one else matters to you
And the only thing that you've ever wanted is now gone
And you will do anything to get him back,
Because he's worth it
You'll try and try until one day you realize
Those things will never be the same again.
Your love is still there, deep inside of you
So you try your best to just be friends,
And it works for a while
But the feelings are still there
And no matter how hard you try friend will never be good enough
So you want to forget about him, but that's even harder
There are too many memories, to many good times to just forget
And no matter what you do he's always there
Everywhere you look, everything you do, every place you go,
Every song you hear, every guy you see
Reminds you of him
And you hope some day you'll be back together
But until then there's nothing you can do
But sit and cry, to go through that pain when he talks about
Another girl he likes, or how good his life is going
And that pain breaks your heart day after day
Tear after tear, until you have no mores tears to cry
Until you just get used to that hole in your heart that won't go away,
That pain that never leaves you
That lonely feeling that stays with you forever
And you may have other guys, but nothing or no one could ever compare, and you know that.

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testing12 48, Male, India - 1,443 views

Jun 2007
8:57 PM I

test entruy

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frostidew 31, Female, Georgia, USA - 2,918 views

Jun 2007
12:34 PM EDT

Seven Deadly Sins- 1

Avarice or Greed

Definition-Excivive Desire

Do you know anyone with greed?

Are you that person?

Do you want more and more and EVEN MORE?

Do you share what you have?

Do you know anyone like this?

You can never have enough in that wallet of your's. Can you?

Do you really need all of it?

I mean really that money is just paper andthings will perish! It has no REAL value when your dead and gone.

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diary 29, Female, Florida, USA - 1,675 views

Jun 2007
4:20 PM EDT

ilc

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auxilary25 39, Female, California, USA - 33,507 views

Mar 2011
12:52 PM CST

O Dear

I’ve done the unthinkable. I’ve become someone I don’t recognize and I’m scared of what I’m realizing. Perhaps all along the problem was me. Maybe my relationships failed because of me. Maybe I was cheated on because I didn’t appreciate the person I was with. Maybe my hidden commitment phobia pushed the people that love me the most to the edge. All this time I cried tears that I provoked. I expected to be loved by people that maybe I didn’t truly love, just for the sake of being loved. I kept people close so that I wouldn’t be alone, my backups. All the while I was incomplete, but better that then empty. If I think love doesn’t exist it’s not because I’ve never truly been loved but because I’ve only loved one person who is now dead. It’s horrific realizing I’m the monster. I’m the disease that has poisoned the people that loved me. I was the curse. It hurts when it ends because I wasn’t loved, because I wasn’t enough to be fought for, because I was unmasked.
Sex, never understood why women write in articles how once you are done with meaningless sex you want to get out of there, pretend it never happened, cry. Yesterday it happened. While I was kissing him, while we worked our way up to the point of no return, I kept telling myself “No! Stop.” BUT I kept going. I felt alive; it was a rush, a blank state of mind, peace, desire, etc. I didn’t stop him, I didn’t push him away even when deep down inside I knew this was wrong. He wanted to be held, and I did, but it was to help hide the tears that I was desperately trying to hold back. How can this feel so good yet so wrong? I’m single! I wish it wasn’t with him yet I’m glad it was. I wished it was someone that isn’t here. The one my heart belongs to right now. The one that was my best friend but is barely that because I pushed him away. The one that deserves better than me. I wanted to call him but I can’t because he’s in Aghan. So many years, why didn’t I realize how much he meant to be BEFORE he left??? Why didn’t we embrace the opportunity when it was here? Did I really push him away or did he realize he didn’t want me after he said too much? Was it a moment thing and now he regrets it and doesn’t want to break my heart? What do I even feel? I know I miss him, there’s not 1 day that I don’t think about him. I want him to be happy. I want my phone to beep with a message from him. I want him to hold me. I want him to tell me he loves me, that I’m the one for him. I want to be sitting in front of him watching him blush and smile at me while we are having dinner. I want to tell him everything because he’s the one person (Alive) that I can tell anything to without being judged. Is this normal? How can I possibly feel this when we haven’t even kissed? Am I making this up, in love with the idea of love? Or was I in denial all along? I was always jealous when he spoke to girls romantically but I’d get over it because I never in a million years thought we could be together. How could it be? We live far, what if he realizes he doesn’t love me after I’ve fallen madly in love with him? What if karma gets me back? This is why I push him away, because what if the one person I love doesn’t love me back? I wish he’d push down every wall I put up. Just show up at my door, tells me he loves me, take my breath and heart away. That’s my dream. If it’s not him, I’ll eventually find the one that will put an effort to break down my walls and love me. Or the one I won’t put walls with. God I wish he was here, hopefully soon. Hopefully we’ll at least stay friends, hopefully more. 7 more months, less than a year, it’ll fly and he’ll be home. He’ll come back to me, I hope.
�� I can’t undo what I’ve done. I can’t erase what happened yesterday. I’m just saying let it be. Allow life and my heart to guide me. He knows my heart is in Afghan & he thinks he has leverage because he’s in Miami, but he doesn’t. I don’t need “XX” here to think of him, to want him to love him. I will think of him no matter where he is and until I hear the words “we can only be friends” I won’t open my heart to anyone else…or I fall in love without noticing. My heart is saved for him. Always has been. I just wished I would’ve realized earlier. I had from Kindergarten till now but well, this must be the best timing for us. Maybe I think I feel something I don’t. Maybe when he gets back, one kiss will seal the deal to our future.
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