For a long time I tried to pretend, to turn nonsense and tragedy into some form of devotion, a spiritual lesson maybe. But with (deaths, things happening in family), no spirituality I have learned or even recited can justify, make sense, redeem, or offer wisdom.
The size of a woman determines her true beauty; the bigger the heart the sharper the mind the purer the soul; for she carries paradise in her eyes, sun in her elequant smile, and elegantly walks with heaven in her step, bathed in exquisite beauty surrounded by an ethereal glow; forged of iron will she is proud, strong, brilliant, flawless, timeless, immortal, immaculate, transcendent, magical to breakable, goddess and wise, she is all this and more for she is plus size.
A women is often measured by the things she cannot control. She is measured by the way her body curves or doesn't curve, by where she is flat or straight or round. She is measured by 36-24-36 and inches & ages and numbers, by all the outside things that don't ever add up to who she is on the inside. And so if a women is to be measured, let her be measured by the things she can control; by who she is & who she is trying to become. Because as every women knows, measurements are only statistics & statistics lie.
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NOMOREEEE SCHOOL!!!!!! omfg i am so happy. All this year i was waiting for this day...I didnt hug John he was hugging his "friend" thats name always flies away from my mind. I am going to the Public pool tomorrow and swim. Chris was flirting with me
Lets see.aaron ocana rodriguez junior.well i love you.i honestly truely love you.im sorry for all those timess i started the argumentsss.im sorry for gettn mad and beingg a smartt ass for no reasonnn.but what i love,is that in the end we laugh and act stupid.thatss why i love u.i kno sometimesss i mite not look or act like the best girlfriend.but your honestly the BEST thing that has happend to me.i was lost and confused before i met you.and ever since you came into my life,i figurd out who i'am and why i'am here. im here because of you!im here for you.and all the other people i love and care about.you've changed me more than you know..you kno how to make me cheessyy and make me laugh.and everytime i talk to you,everythingg just feelss so rite.and all the problemss in the world dont matterr.cuz in those momentss all i wana do is be with you.when u hug me close to you,i feel soo warm and happy..i never wana let go.i can talk to you on and on and never stop..but then you kno OUR momss get pissed.Lol.but that dont stop uss.sometimesss i cant look at yur face cuz i get soo cheesy and happy just lookingg at you.yourr soo pure and beautifull,and you dont even know it.i can see the good in you that you dont even know you have.you can do sooo good in yur life,and you will.i'll be there to help you out and cheer you on.i dont need money and stuff,idont need a big house or nice clothes.i told u,as long as iam with you and we're both happy than thatss all that matters.alll i want is for you to be happy and smiling..if your happy than im happy.. everynight i lay awake thinking about you.i think about your smile,how it can brighten my day.i think about your laugh which i treasure with everything. i might not say the rite things or do the rite things but,the rite thing i know how to do is love you! there are so many things i can write about you.but i would write on and on...lets just say your the one.your one,that makes my day.your the one that makes me smile all the time. your the one thats always on my mind.your the one im crazy about. baby i love you...im sorry im not perfect.im sorry if i say the wrong things.im sorry if i bring your day down.im sorry im a little messed up. but youre the reason im here.man,if you werent my everything,id be nothing. before you i was lost and confused.now,i know whats wrong and whats rite. the rite thing,is to be with you always and forever. and the wrong thing,is to hurt you or get you mad. but i promise you!i will not hurt you.you mean tooo much to me to get you hurt. and mad.baby ima try,im trying soooo hard not to get you mad.when youre mad im mad.and having you mad hurts me. always and forever babe.im sorry for everything ive done. but im not sorry for loving you! because your the best thing thats happend to me,im so thankful for you being in my life.thank you for accepting who i'am.we mite be different and weird in our own way.but youre also,everything im not.you're my other half,without you im not whole..you're soooo fckn awesome!i kno you think u make mistakes and always screw things up.well,that goes both wayss.but you kno,at the end,we always fix it and learn from those mistakess.i dont knoww HOW! im goingg to go cali and not talk and see you like i do now.these past few dayss we havent been talkingg as much.and itss killlingg me! i misss you soooo much!and imagine in cali.omg, rite now,all i wana do is hear yur voice and smile..but when im in cali,ima gona be strong not just for me but for us.im not gona give up on uss..i wont.you may waay too much to me to just give up and walk away from.you told me always and forever and i told u until the end.and bby,im keepingg that promisse..no matterr what..remember that song obsesion by aventura. you said was for me.well yep thatss how i feeel..beingg up at 5 in da morningg just thinkingg about yur beautiful face..i can runaway with you and be happpy foreverr.but NOOO,i have ta concentrate on schoool!Lol..but wait!bby,i graduated! ;) hehe,damn yur the one for meee.i love you sooo much,you dont kno how much i care for you.ill love you if u were poor or some hobo.Lol.or if you weighd 300 poundss..but yur ass is getn ta the gym (hehe inside joke).i kno theres ppl out there who tell me ta be careful and watchout,but from who? i know im safe and warm as long as im in your armss...me.you.us,this isnt gona end!i wont let it happen..i didnt choose you over ____,(u kno who) i chose happy over lie.she said she would always be there for me..& what?where is she?best friendss,can forgive no matter what.i guesss she was just to selfish to do that.i KNOW being with you isnt a mistake,if this was a mistake than you wouldnt be on my mind 24/7.you wouldnt be the reason im soo happy and in love..march 28,2008.not only the day we got together,but the day i knew i want to be with you A&F UTD.your 17 im 14.and? your my viejo untill we're viejitoss.Lol..remember i said.sometimess people write the thingss they cant say..well here,bby thiss is how much you mean to me! believe me,i can write soooo much more.like,when im havingg a bad day just talkingg to you makes me so happy.or how i love when u say youre so proud of me,when my own mother doesnt.how u get jeolouss over something thats so stupid.i love how much you care..yess it does get annoyingg,but yess you do care.and how betsy "my lover" helpss you have fun and laugh..bby,ican write on and on..but im sleepy and my fingerss hurt.Lol..bottom line is.i love you.and no matter how far away we are my heart will always be near yourss.i will ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU, a&f utd.i love you,junior.♥3.28.08..finishd on thurs june 5th.at 2:02 a.m
Today is going okay so far...Im setting in my economics class bored to death missing my man. I still have about 34 minutes to kill until class change, and I really wish this day would hurry and end, altho, it sucks because its friday and I wont get to see him for the next two days...I dont usually write journals on here, I have had this for a while but never done anything with it. lol I dont think many poeple will be reading anything on here anyways. but its something to do, I have parents who dont know how to make there own journals to read, so they read mine, so I guess internet journals are really a last resort. Something to do though.Im E-mailing my cuz, and was writing the boyfriend, but time is still going by just as slow. I just cant wait till this class ends. I am really have withdraws from the boyfriend and miss him bad..
�I never thought� I would feel this way about someone like this. This guy has me thinking about him constatly thinking about him, I know he actually likes me back, hes my best friend, and hes my life. I know that he feels the same, and knowing that keeps me smiling thorughout the day. I have never been happyer then I am now. I want to be with this boy forever. I know girls in highschool say that all the time, and when it comes down to it, they can get over the guy in a week- This is diffrent...I have had puppy love before, But this is full blown love. Its diffrent in ever way. I can see myself with him in the futur, and he says the same. I think its going to work out that way. Hes going to be my highschool sweetheart and Im going to be his. Im glad Ive found the person I think that I want to be with at a young age. 16 year olds usually are spaced between who they like, but I know, and I want to keep this one forever. I love him so much and hes the first person that I know actually loves me back. At lest I wont be older and scared that I will never find love, cause I have found it now. I want him more then anything. I would give up everything just to make him smile. His happyness is the reason for my joy
Angel 'Williams'�Loves Michael Williams Forever
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