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    damarisvega  43, Female, Florida, USA - 1,550 views
22
Oct 2007
3:48 AM EST
   

God......Ughh. I'm so irritated. Do you even listen to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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    dontknow  38, Male, Kansas, USA - 3,874 views
16
Oct 2008
6:55 PM EDT
   

not to copy gavin degraw but "i'm in love with a girl" or at least i am falling for her.� i mean if this girl isn't perfect she is damn close to it.� the only thing that i don't like about her is that she likes to drink and party and as for me i don't care for either one.�now i know for she she likes to party but i am not to sure about the drinking.� she is beautiful, fit, and smart.� most of all one of her favorite things to do is to play basketball and i love to play basketball, that is a real plus.� now i have noticed her before this air but never have i talked to her and now this year we are actually co-workers while in school.� and because of that we are talking more to each other.� but we did play basketball togather today and we do get along well.

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    antheamartin  45, Male, Colorado, USA - 4,301 views
19
Jan 2010
2:14 PM EDT
   

I have been doing so well but have taken a major step backward yesterday. Caylen came over last minute to have a "sleep over". Chad asked Jeremy if it was ok and I think I was so mad for many selfish judgmental reasons. First of all- Heather did not ask me... second Jeremy was invited to the avalanche game not me...third they never take Austin. I feel like it is not a give and take relationship at times and that makes me mad.....silly I know. I have noticed that I get really mad when friends ask us to watch their kids... I have my own and resent taking care of someone else's. Is that soooo horrible??
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    xxEbonyxx  33, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 9,309 views
25
Nov 2007
3:18 PM EDT
   

I'm Back!!!!!!!!!!!!;)

well hello to the people that have been reading my journal! im sorry that i havent posted something new in a while but here i am. things in my lfie have benn going pretty well! i am less stressed out than i was when i first started this, being able to let out how i am feeling about things with out really having to say them really helps me, and i hope that in some why i am able to help people that read this a little, well i think that i am going to post more things about my life so you can read and so you can help me if i need any help or advie! well things with my boyfriend are good, we just recently got back together and i couldnt b emore happy, he is the love of my life and i couldnt imagin being without him any longer! he is soo important to me and i love him so much!
well i'll let you khow if anything changes,
Till next time
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    restlesssoul  50, Female, Georgia, USA - 1,505 views
05
Nov 2007
7:49 PM CDT
   

"The worst thing you can try to do is cling to something that is gone, or to recreate it." - Johnette Napolitano
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    becomevolved  83, Male, Illinois, USA - 1,515 views
08
Oct 2007
4:21 PM EDT
   

DO I SEEK ACCEPTANCE OF OTHERS BEFORE MYSELF?
I think this is a very difficult question to answer with any certainty because acceptance is a very natural human tendancy. I would even go as far as saying that it is part of our survival mechanism. Also, I think it's a bit easier to accept yourself if people seem to accept you. The catch though, is most people accept a person for who they are if that person is confident in their actions. Have you ever been around a person who is always changing their style and tastes to match whomever they might be hanging around with during that time.?The person is changing so often to "fit in" that sacrifice their self-identity. Personally I think I've found a nice balance in terms of acceptance. I generally accept who I am and I seek out friends that are naturally excepting. I suppose it would be quite difficult for the person who creates relationships with individuals who are critical of their every move.
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    ilovejesus0312  38, Male, Oregon, USA - 2,633 views
18
Oct 2007
2:44 AM PST
   

Job Corps: The Journey
October 18, 2007

So today is officially my third day at Job Corps. A lot has gone on that I don't have time to explain at this point but will do my best. To sum it all up in one word: confusing. Trying to get situated, figuring out where my dorms were and finding out I'm on somewhat of a different schedule than the normal student or so it seems. The staff are super friendly and professionable. The food isn't as great as good ol' home cooking, but it sure beats popcorn and cookies for lunch and dinner. Just kidding...sorta. Yesterday I got the generic tour of the campus, ate more cafeteria food and basically went around meeting people mass the majority of the day.

I gotta admit, Ihave really been feeling challeneged and struggling a bit since I got here. It's not that I haven't had a great time so far but it also been quite a shock to see everything that I am. I walked off that bus and immediately felt different because I know I am. The top three things I spotted about most kids that are different from me is: 1) They swear. Big time. 2) 75-85% of the kids smoke and 3) Many conversations I am around are plain gross. It's not a diss on anybody up here but these are the three things I noticed right away that are different from who I am. I feel like I'm a small minority of people whose beliefs, values and morals are relatively the same. The atmosphere is totally different from what I am used to.

I know that God has brought me up here for more reasons than just to learn a good trade. I am convinced that somehow I should be doing something for God but just am not sure of what. I will not lose faith nor hope for it brings me comfort to know that there is something greater in life to look forward to than this. One of my roommates last night was asking "Why am I here? What's the point of being miserable here if there's nothing worth living for at all?" I know I'm butchering his question a bit but I had a sudden thought regarding it. I pulled out my bible and I read him Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have in store for you" declares the Lord, "Not to harm you but to prosper you..." and something like that. I need to memorize that verse. That's the basic message I told him was that God already has a plan for him and that we all (my roommates and I) are up here for a reason, whatever that reason may be we don't know. What I do know is that we are called to serve God and bring Him glory in everything we say, think and do. My desire is to serve the purpose that is in store for me up here.

Yes, my emotions have been on a roller coaster ride since I got here but I have not lost sight of my goals and reasons for coming here. Most everything is easier said than done, especially when serving the Lord. I know that as long as I continue to lean on God these obsticals with the kids, the challenges of learning rules that haven't been explained and all else will fall in place. I am told that these next 2-4 weeks will be the hardest. If I could have one prayer request, it would be that no matter what happens in the course the time here that I keep a level head and keep my focus on God and my goals.

I will write more when I have time. For now I must go.

K.R.E.

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    brokenheart07  44, Female, Ohio, USA - 3,558 views
16
Oct 2007
5:07 PM EDT
   

My life is a mess. Going through my second divorce, it's been over a year and still it is not final, getting closer but no cigar. Why do we live in such a world where it's so hard to find a decent man? Why is it that I can't find onenormal, loving, caringman out of the millions of menin this world?
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    TheChaplain  76, Male, Florida, USA - 1,635 views
16
Oct 2007
3:44 PM EDT
   

Would you like some really good news? They next time you pray take an equal amount of time to quietly listen for His answer. the Lord loves to Bless His children.

TheChaplain
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    daniellexo1710  32, Male, Ohio, USA - 1,741 views
13
Oct 2007
11:18 PM EDT
   

im new to this
1 comment(s) - 06:37 PM - 05/20/2008
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    drake107mk  32, Male, United Kingdom - 1,631 views
14
Oct 2007
4:56 PM BST
   

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    pookiegooblebop  51, Female, New York, USA - 1,289 views
28
Mar 2009
8:21 AM EDT
   

A new beginning

I feel a big change happening over the last few days. Last month it was 8 years since my divorce. I realized that it has been 8 long years of really bad stuff. Depression, anxiety, financial ruin, suicidal feelings, lost my apartment, a lot of friends, even the most basic ability to take care of myself and my body is constantly exhausted and i get sick all the time. I even had to spend some time in the hospital for severe depression. I met some really really horrible people, and unfortunately got to see how unbelievable cruel people can be. I spent a few years being scared out of my mind and feeling like a I was constantly fighting a losing battle with life, people, money..and pretty much anything else in my life. I realized recently that I have been fighting very very hard for people's approval. I gave them so much power over me, and pretty much thought of myself in terms of how other people think of me, and that is such a dangerous thing to do. I realized that you come across some extremely hateful people who can sense that about you, and use it to their complete advantage...and I fell into their trap. I'm done. I am done fighting, and I am just walking out of their trap. It has never come to me as that simple, but now it is. I don't need anyone's approval to be who I am. Somehow, I acquired the mentality that I need anyone and everyone's approval for everything I do, and that without their approval, I am a bad person. Not sure if this came from childhood..but really who cares if it did. I grew up in a good home with parents that did the very best they could, and provided a solid environment for me and my sister. Nobody's upbringing is perfect. I realize though, that with that vulnerability, of wanting other people's approval, cruel people will exacerbate it, and use it against me. It's ridiculous. And it ruined my life, and it's not going to anymore. From this day forward, I am vowing to myself that I am going to strive to live in a way that I can live the life I want to live. I understand rules of the world, and I dont' mind following them at all, thank God I have a good heart and I would never seek to harm anyone. Beyond that, I am going to make better choices..for nobody else but me.
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    bballchic34  29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 2,117 views
17
Oct 2007
4:09 PM EDT
   

no more publics
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    angela  56, Female, Wisconsin, USA - 1,545 views
11
Sep 2009
7:03 AM EDT
   

i need a job

go to school online and need a job in management or accouting entry level for now

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    yodolf  37, Female, South Carolina, USA - 1,710 views
22
Oct 2007
5:45 PM EDT
   

This is the first time I have ever done any kind of an online journal. There are a few things I wish to do in this journal.
1. I want to write about 3 things that made me happy that day.
2. I want to plan a future for myself, I have so many dreams but no motivation. I am hoping having these dreams down on paper will help to get me there.
3. I want to teach myself to control my temper and my mouth when I get upset. I want my relationship with Drew to be as great as I can make it.
I think the only thing that will hold me back from doing these things is actually doing it. I want to be better for so many reasons but mostly for her. I never thought she would do this to me but it is amazing. It has taking so much for us to get here but what can I say....you have to work for something good...and she is definately good.

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    missktina  40, Female, Alabama, USA - 1,527 views
22
Oct 2007
6:14 PM EDT
   

i'm 23 years old and I finally realize that it is perfetly fine to live alone fir the rest of my life, I came to tis conclusion after i dated one of my friends He took up all of my space and I got to thinkging do i really want to be in a serious relationship or get marred. Right now I don't think so. I just want to live a nice lif in solitude. When I want company I know how to seek it out. I just can't deal with someonr constantly in my face, it just annots me. While I would love to have my deam wedding, I don't think that I am really ready for what comes afterwards. I think that I wil just live aone and when it comes time for me to reproduce I'll just find someone and there is always the sperm bank. Hey, it is better than being stuck with someone that you can't stand. I really enjoy my single life. I think that we sometimes take life and the things that we have for granted. I just want to enjoy my life and I don;t ever want a divorce so hey why risk it. i'll just date and do things the modern way. I just hate getting lonly but then I think, there are many people who are maried and yet still living alone. I just thank thr Lord for giving me the mind that I have, Hey, all end up alone ayway, Either by death or divorce, Why risk it? From now on I declare that i will live my life freely with no reserve, I realize that I was born alone I will die aloneand I don't need any man to define me, i'm good as a matter of fact I'm great, Why do I need a reationship? Why do I need a man? I've got everything that i need. But right now i eed to pay my bils. So from now on i will not mope and cry about living alone ir not having a boyfriend. Who needs one as a atter of fact i don;t want one.
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    strap  70, Male, Louisiana, USA - 2,061 views
22
Oct 2007
11:29 PM CST
   

Let's get out of the Middle East! I am tired of us losing our young people every day in Iraq, and for what? Let Iraq sort things out themselves. They have surely had enough time by now!
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    justthemom  70, Female, Ohio, USA - 1,315 views
24
Nov 2007
4:51 PM EDT
   

Lord, thank You so much that Betsy no longer has cramps - You are the great healer and You sent us to the healer on earth - a healer who depends on You - I thank You so much - please heal Sugar now, too , Lord - please help me stop spending carelessly - please help Adam get his money soon - Lord, please help Tom desire a relationship with You and us. Lord, thank You for our good health - thank You that You keep my family safe every day - thank You that Betsy is going to have a great BB season - please help her and Travis be ok and grow in You - please help Betsy not hate Tom and be able to forgive him - Lord, please help Tom to want to be ok - Heal him please, Lord - in every way. thank you
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    amenard89  35, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 1,710 views
25
Oct 2007
3:39 PM EDT
   

For four years
For four years I struggled
I wrestled you night after night
And you were always stronger
And every morning
I covered the bruises
And made the best of my muses
I healed best the bones that had broken
For four years
I was alone
But at the same time
I was still alive
But yet feeling destroyed
Ready to self-destruct
The distinction between heaven and hell was know a blur
For four years
There was what you called tough love
I thought it rough
For everyday, for all the years
I tried to try and fell and failed
I tried to write...this is all I got
I tried to sing, but this is how it sounds.
But after all was said and done
You were now in the true place known to hell
With dripping pipes
Solid steel bars
Concrete coffins
And food that will turn your insides out
And one morning
I woke up and for the first time
Noticed the sun
I felt the beat of my heart
It was like a piece of art
I started to cry
Forgetting everything I had tried
Leaving everything behind
Because guess what… I survived
And where are you today?!
Because I'm exactly where I want to be!!!
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    Chest  66, Male, Hong Kong SAR - 4,944 views
04
Jul 2008
8:53 PM H
   

My Blog

  • lConstructive criticism is an essential tool of leadership. Yet it can be challenging to both deliver and receive.建設性的批評都是領導人主要的工具,仍然這都是針對評論者和接受者的挑戰.
  • “A picture is worth a thousand words.” –Anomymous一幅照片勝於千言萬語
  • "The worst thing you can try to do is cling to something that is gone, or to recreate it." - Johnette Napolitano 最差的是對往事念念不忘或重新再來.
  • "There is only one success - to be able to spend your life in your own way." - Christopher Morley
    唯有能夠依照您本人的意願活著,才算真正的成功

    “The man who goes the farthest is generally the one who is willing to do and dare. The sure-thing boat never gets from shore.” – Dale Carnegie

    追求進步的人,不但願意幹事,而且敢作敢為;終歸有日會如願以償.

    "To have a right to do a thing is not at all the same as to be right in doing it." - GK Chesterton� 有權使用者,未必就是正確行使權力者.

    l��������� One of the perks of being your own boss is that you can make your own hours and work WHEREVER you want to.

    l��������� 凡掙扎自立門戶的人,都為了獲得自己的空間.

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