Is my loneliness my fault?� I am so tired of being single. I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong. Granted...it hasn't even been a year. But I still think�about Connor all the time. I'm supposed to be this mature, strong, independent college student. And I guess I am...in a lot of ways...but I have a long way to go.
I just don't understand how people can just assume that they will know how they feel in the future about something, someone or anything for that matter. How do we know ? Yor emotions and values can change especially if you are an undecisssive person. Peopl go on beleieve that sometime from now there friends will always be there friends. That one day something might happen and their not your friend or that the one you care about it always going to be that somebody in their heart when sometime down the road it could likely change. For some people this may occure faster some others may take more time on how theri feelings change. Although you may not change your mind frequently if ther people around you change the opinion and impressions change of that person to in alot of cases. This causing you to change how you feel about something or someone. we need to just sit back relize that nothing is for sure and just hope for the best by merely trying our best. Enjoy what we have and appreciate it good things never last !!
Hi no school yes but the thing is i am a little bored i bet all of you are too.� Ok so i ate lunch went on the computer not much i dont know what to do i mean its almost my brothers birthday and i guess i could make hima card , but he didnt make one for me on my birthday and he let my mom wright his name on the card so i shall do the same yet i really have nothing to do i will be home with my brother most of the day today because my parents are going out to a concert and my brother will be hogging the tv or computer but lets hope he outside or exercising if you are wondering my brother is a health fanatic all he does is eat fruits and veggies sometimes junkfood , but only on speical occations and exersises he really needs to learn how to lay low on the health who knows what could happen to you if you are really all about the healthy