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    Kwagga  47, Female, South Africa - 2 entries
18
Oct 2016
3:50 AM SAST
   

Memoirs of a broken heart....

"stop it, no..." I would cry. �the bigs giants from next door, came over to bully me agan. �5 years old and scared, scared that if i venture out today in my garden, the giants may come and find me again, and bully me and hit me. why, i dont know why. �cause i look like a girl that needs to be beaten up i suppose. where mom was, i dont know. the feeling, the fear i felt, i can still feel it now. i can feel the pain and rejection then already. �evening would dawn, and dad would be home. �shouting pierces the air and runs through the passage of our house. one minute sitting on dads lap, the next minute running through the house, hearing shouts, banging and running....
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    MickeyMouse202  56, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 112 entries
25
Sep 2016
9:26 PM
   

Must have to read. Must have to be possible to get a new one. Must have to go to sleep. Must have to go out for me and country.
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    bookunread  26, Female, California, USA - 2 entries
28
Aug 2016
11:17 AM PST
   

Hurting

I really wish someone could just know the feeling i'm having nd tell me what to do. My heart feels like it is actually �breaking, but i could never tell him that. There's so much i want to get off my chest and tell him, but i dont. I feel like if i do say something, i'll look weak. Like i have nothing better to do than to sit around and dwell on everything. Like i am ulitmately on giant burden in his life. I also don't want to start a fight, i mean it's bad enough i feel this way, he should either. part of me even feels like even if i do tell him, that he won't change anything. I sit up at nnight trying to fall asleep wondering if he's thinking about me while he's out til 6 in the morning drinking, which he has found to be his favorite hobby apparently.
I don't even want to say the words 'Break Up' out loud... �but boy have i thought them. I really am hoping he's just doing this for the first week and will soon settle down... that's what i'm praying for atleast... But how can you put a person through so much pain and not even seem to notice.... how can you go hours without �calling or texting and just assume that i get it or i don't mind. How can a boy who means so much to you treat you likr you mean so little... how to you fix a hurting heart?

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    Rosie  34, Female, United Kingdom - 2 entries
10
Aug 2016
4:00 PM GMT
   

New beginnings cont......

So over the last couple of weeks I have been twoing and throwing of what to do. I think I knew deep down what I had to do, but just didn't want to hurt Charlie. He is one of the good guys. So we sat down and decided we would end it. We wouldn't shut each other out either as we both deeply care for one another. That clich� I love you but not in love with you. It really does happen :(�
So that was about a week and a half ago. How am I feeling? Mixed I'm sad that it couldn't work. I generally think if it was later in life it might have. I'm also happy, I'm excited to see what's going to happen in the future! im not in any rush.�
On that note my friends went out at the weekend, we stood in our spot and we danced. Ben the dj was there again. Still staring, still grinning and still giving me butterflies. That excitement feeling of being single, I hadn't had that in ages, I was actually enjoying his attention without the worry of hurting someone else or cheating.�
Nicola and Katie have been great. Constantly listening to me. I suppose that's another reason I started writing on here too. I feel like I'm bombarding them sometimes and I don't want to annoy them. I've been in that situation before your there for your friend but �you sorta want them to shut up sometimes. Anyway they have been fab. Katie decided I needed to pull someone to say that I am totally single! I've haven't had a disco winch in years! I didn't know it's something that people still done! But you know what I thought it made sort of sence a bit of girls fun! �Ÿ˜�
I felt felt awkward though I'm not one to start chatting up folk. I don't know where I plucked the courage from( maybe the shots and vodka had a bit to do with it). So in the club there is 2djs together, they switch about every few hours. Ben was standing there in the dj box while his friend was on decks. Katie egging me on 'go say hi' and that what I did�Ÿ™ˆ I walked up next to him. I was so nervous good nervous though. We chatted, I couldn't even tell you what we talked about! I did tell him I had something important to tell him... Jokingly he said 'your single?' �That was it I was single. Was I turning into one of the girls who he could just click his fingers and go running? It's not the same if it's just for fun is it? We have switched numbers and have been texting for the last few days.�
That excited feeling when you open a text or wait for a reply, or wait to reply because your trying to play cool? I've not had that in so long and I'm enjoying it.�
Apart of me feels bad, am I moving on to quickly? Nicola and Katie have been saying no, as I have been with Charlie but knew it was over but also what's the harm in a bit of attention. I'm going to go with them on that one. Although if I bump into Charlie I think I'll keep it quiet for the time being I don't want to hurt him more than I have too.�





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    BGocher  53, Female, Louisiana, USA - 4 entries
06
Aug 2016
9:13 AM EST
   

Questions To Ask While Choosing Electrical Contractors

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When you are following these steps you will have to keep too many things in mind. Mentioned is a list of questions which you always have to remember and get answers before hiring an electrician.


What are your needs?

Are you planning to renovate your house or office? Or is that you want to change the complete layout of your house or office? Or then it is just some minor repairs which demand professional assistance? Irrespective of the reason that you are hiring electrical contractors, it is important that you look for professionals only. You can only hire one who is good once you know about your needs well. Even if it is a small repair make sure you get in touch with the one who is a professional and can guarantee up to date repairs. Only with a clear task in mind, you will be able to search for the right contractor to complete the job.


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Remember that good communication will be very important. Only when the contractor is well versed with your requirements they can provide you with proper solutions also. Only if they come and inspect the problem you can be sure of competitive quotes and good help from their side.

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    edharris  68, Male, California, USA - First entry!
06
Jun 2016
4:29 AM PST
   

Feelings

sometims your feeling can betray you
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    victoriacox  36, Female, West Virginia, USA - First entry!
12
Apr 2016
7:21 AM CST
   

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    raymond  42, Male, Florida, USA - First entry!
30
Mar 2016
7:02 AM EST
   

How local entrepreneurs can benefit from South Florida social media marketing

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    marycummins  32, Male, Hawaii, USA - First entry!
22
Mar 2016
2:31 AM EST
   

Pest control New Rochelle NY: Clearing the myths!

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    kerrylemieux  55, Female, New York, USA - First entry!
10
Mar 2016
1:05 AM EST
   

All you need to know about nuez de la India weight loss!

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