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    swordbearer  69, Male, New York, USA - 21 entries
08
Sep 2011
5:38 AM CST
   

Well, it has been a long while since I have used this but I have a need to write. I just got a book published and it is available in October. I am excited but really don't know how many people will actually buy it and read it. I'm hoping a lot. It is called "Love Believes All Things: A Love Story In Verse" and is a story about a little boy abused by an alcoholic father and despartely in need of love. He is given a porcelain doll that he adopts as his "sister." The story follows Bobbie through his entire life and is told through the eyes of the little boy himself and through those of the doll.
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    SdeC13  51, Male, Nevada, USA - First entry!
03
Sep 2011
7:19 AM
   

Open Bed?

�I'm happily married to a very sexy man, �I hit the husband lotto. He's a catch, and I landed him. I would like to think we are both lucky in love. Being that life together is still new we are learning about what pleases each other, turn on, and turn offs. He found out that I like the smell of him sweaty and I found out he loves porn. Nothing surprising. Nothing I would be ashamed to admit if I had to put my face with this post.�
�I consider myself an open minded woman. I do not judge people by what they choose to do in the privacy of their bedroom as long as everyone is of age and consenting. At 37 years old, i also was no virgin when we met. So, being the sexual woman that I am, our sex talk gets pretty raunch. Many women in the heat of the moment say a whole lotta bs if it spices up the moment and drives her man insane with desire." "Do you think she's sexy?" �escalates to "I wanna kiss her." then before you know it, you're telling him how you're gonna eat pussy. Blah, blah, blah. I'm in the moment. It's all in good fun, right? Yeah right, until someone gets their eye shot out.�
�I didn't blink when my husband told me he's had a 3some. I didn't blink when he said he's done it with 2 women AND I was a cool cucumber when he said he did it with a man and a woman too. No bisexual activity involved. At least he hasn't told me of any. YET,... maybe. Who knows. I'm open minded. That what I said, right? Or I was right up until the moment my ass was in the air and he says, "I'd love to see a cock in your mouth while I'm in your pussy." rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........... HUH? WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT? COME AGAIN. EXSQUEEZE ME.
�"Did you just say you wanna see ANOTHER MAN'S PENIS IN MY MOUTH?" Well, that's what I wanted to say, but he was in the moment. I didn't want to ruin it. I also didn't want him to regret telling me anything and everything. It's like having a teenager, if you want to know it all sometimes you gotta just bite your tongue.I bit my tongue. Time stopped. Visions of our 1st date to the day we were married flashed through my mind. Okay, I'm exaggerating. What did happen was after we made love and he fell asleep I was frozen. Frozen and staring at the pervert next to me. Stiff as a board I stared at the stranger in my bed, and wondered if he ever loved me at all. The next day, all day I was tripping out.When he kissed me on his way out the door I wanted to wipe my lips. I started snooping through his things convinced he was screwing around. He was perverted. Perverts cheat. After a week of this I thought about something my older sister told me when I was 13 years old. All guys look at porn. Every guy. It's not a big deal. Ignore his porn stash, it means nothing. My husband wasn't placing personal ads for an anonymous cock in my mouth. He has dirty thoughts and shared them with me. Making love should be a safe zone. The bedroom should be the one place nothing you say can be held against you. He hasn't even mentioned it since. He loves me. He loves me and he loves the thought of me taking 2 dicks. Whatthefuckever. Is it really that serious? NO. I'm not sinking a wonderful marriage because my husband is a nasty motherf^cker. It's that very reason he is so good in bed. End of story. It's not a big deal. It means nothing. Anything said in the safe zone, during the heat of passion or immediatly pending an orgasm does not count.
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    Asian  27, Female, North Carolina, USA - First entry!
25
Aug 2011
9:26 PM PST
   

My Grandmother, She took me in when no one else would. Somtimes I eould say i have some of her qualities. Others; not so much.
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    PandaIzzi  25, Female, United Kingdom - 9 entries
16
Aug 2011
12:10 PM GMT
   

Dionne Bromfield

Who here loves Dionne Bromfield?�:)�She is an amazing singer!!! :) x
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    vmath2220  66, Male, New York, USA - 87 entries
11
Aug 2011
9:50 PM
   

"Love said, 'Lie still and think of me'. Sleep said, 'Close your eyes till break of day'. But Dreams came by, and smilingly gave both to Love and Sleep their way." Sara Teasdale
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    PurpleStar  34, Female, Michigan, USA - First entry!
11
Aug 2011
1:34 AM CST
   

Nervous for what the new begining has for me, yet scared to remain in the present!
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    SimplyMe  27, Female, Georgia, USA - 5 entries
07
Jul 2011
10:00 PM CST
   

Rapid Life


Today I am more in touch with the poetic side of me. Writing and all is what I love to do, it's who I am.� There is no greater feeling right now, than the feeling I get when someone likes my poetry.
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    cadorine  49, Female, New York, USA - 5 entries
07
Jul 2011
5:13 AM CST
   

Looking for a way out of the Rut

I'm going to get over this hump no matter what. I'm going to find a way to get tougher, stronger and thinner, even if it kills me. This morning, after a whole night of worrying about it, I got up at 5:15 and tackled a 5K. My time left something to be desired -- a measely 10:40, but I did it and proved to myself that I could do it. It was even a new route. I broke out of my old pattern of running around Lakeshore Drive and headed out onto 22 and Wilmont Road. I promise myself that I'm going to tackle this route again -- maybe tomorrow?

It has been two weeks since I started training with Paul. I've given up Dr. Alejandro's clean diet and have moved onto Run Like a Mother. Just hope I can find my groove, break 135, and find some balance.
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    girl002  31, Male, Canada - 23 entries
03
Jul 2011
5:03 AM AST
   

Fast As You Can - Fiona Apple

I let the beast in too soon, I don't know how to live
Without my hand on his throat; I fight him always and still
Oh darling, it's so sweet, you think you know how crazy
How crazy I am
You say you don't spook easy, you won't go, but I know
And I pray that you will
Fast as you can, baby runfree yourself of me
Fast as you can
I may be soft in your palm but I'll soon grow
Hungry for a fight, and I will not let you win
My pretty mouth will frame the phrases that will
Disprove your faith in man
So if you catch me trying to find my way into your
Heart from under your skin
Fast as you can, baby scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can
Fast as you can, baby scratch me out, free yourself
Fast as you can
Sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
But most of the time, it does
And I get to the place where I'm begging for a lift
Or I'll drown in the wonders and the was
And I'll be your girl, if you say it's a gift
And you give me some more of your drugs
Yeah, I'll be your pet, if you just tell me it's a gift
'Cause I'm tired of whys, choking on whys,
Just need a little because, because
I let the beast in and then;
I even tried forgiving him, but it's too soon
So I'll fight again, again, again, again, again.
And for a little while more, I'll soar the
Uneven wind, complain and blame
The sterile land
But if you're getting any bright ideas, quiet dear
I'm blooming within
Fast as you can, baby wait watch me, I'll be out
Fast as I can, maybe late but at least about
Fast as you can leave me, let this thing
Run its route
Fast as you can
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    KittykatMegan  49, Female, United Kingdom - 4 entries
29
Jun 2011
11:08 AM GMT
   

Babeez!!

Around three days ago Dave (Step-dad) found a Hedgehog down the open drain, so he got it out and called my mum and told her about it, �and she said to see how it goes and take him to the Vets the next day......�So�he took the Hedgehog to the Vets and the Vet said to keep it for a couple of weeks soo we have a new Pet � � � � � � � lol aaaww!!!!!


� � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � His name is: � � ��
� � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � � TITCH! sweetie Pieee!!! <3�
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