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    Ranilyn  29, Female, Canada - 26 entries
12
Jul 2015
2:49 AM MST
   

Addiction

Drunk on stories
Drunk on the lives of the characters - their bravery, their joy, their struggle, their pain, their persistence and resiliency
Drunk�
on the unconditional and awe-inspiring love shown and felt by these people
even in face of unexpected betray from someone so close that they trusted
- like a dull carving knife into one's heart
And yet, through the pain, through the agony, they bear a vicious grin with blood pouring out of their mouths, standing tall to fight.
Or they reach out and continue to love, love, and love and save
the one who had coldly pierced their exposed hearts
even if it meant taking the knife out of their murderer's hands
and further impaling themselves on it
(for all those characters who still chose to save those who hurt them, even if it meant giving up their lives)

I am drunk on their courage
their dammed unwavering loyalty�
(Oh Stefan my heart broke for you and I am in awe at your faithfulness to Marsilia)
I am drunk on their ability to find what they firmly believe
And stand for it in the face of unshakeable odds
And they come out battered, bruised, damaged, and perhaps even weaker than before
But before you stands a man who you can only look upon with great respect
and admire for making the tough choices of doing what they think is right
- though sadly enough, as we all know intimately, that sometimes that doesn't mean it is
(Thank you Harry Dresden, for teaching us that it's okay that sometimes our very best is not enough. We must always pick ourselves up and keep going, even through the face of our mistakes)
I am drunk on the lives they have lived
The decisions they have made
The adventures they have embarked upon
The loves that they had
The enemies and temptations they fought
The things they learned

The lessons they taught

I cry as they have cried through heartbreak, pain, and death

I wept among their family and mourners in their funerals

I laugh at their comical antics or the absurd situations they found themselves in

I felt the fierce swell of triumph when the underdog stands straight once again,
from the beaten pile of limbs,grinning with blood in our teeth and conviction of our victory in our eyes

- or at least our damned determination to see it through at the very least

I drink and drink and drink

of these stories spun masterfully by skilled writers

I drink until I cannot tell if I am drinking ambrosia or poison,

until I cannot tell if it inspires life in me when I am weary of the struggles and monotony of life

�or if it leaves me drugged for a fantastical substitute�

numb to real life

unable to cope with facing my own trials,
always longing and desperate for the next hit

Like a drug addict who despises his sorry situation

but makes no move to confront and make a change in his lifestyle

choosing instead to escape by injecting another wonderous shot of ecstasy

that slide through your veins like the sweetest bad decision you've ever made

I drink until I only know that I fear sobrierty

And then I drink some more so that even that fear is gone and I can live through

someone else's pain and someone else's joy

so I do not have to face my own.
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    PastorPat  69, Male, South Dakota, USA - First entry!
11
Jul 2015
12:20 PM CST
   

Hello Journal

I came across this site, it just what I was looking for. Hope all is well. Im a retired pastor. I love to discuse the Bible. If you have and bible or church questions Id love to talk about it with you. I live in Rapid City SD. Love it here. Hope to hear from someone soon.
PastrPat
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    amandaluu  32, Female, California, USA - First entry!
08
Jul 2015
1:41 AM EST
   

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    jeffreyhudson  36, Male, Montana, USA - First entry!
07
Jul 2015
2:23 AM PST
   

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    joelyeleanor  36, Male, New York, USA - 3 entries
03
Jul 2015
12:51 AM IST
   

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    bettyrose  36, Male, New York, USA - First entry!
02
Jul 2015
4:48 AM IST
   

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    lostdog  48, Male, Illinois, USA - 4 entries
15
Jun 2015
9:22 PM CST
   

06/15/15

Well i woke up my back hurt, hip hurt, leg and knee hurt. Went to physycal therepy and still bothered me all day. but in senx still a good day spent it hanging with the kids and not much drama because if it. i like it.
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    moveourstuff  50, Male, New York, USA - First entry!
26
May 2015
1:23 AM EST
   

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    arjonline  50, Male, Illinois, USA - First entry!
24
Mar 2015
6:16 AM IST
   

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    Raneem  26, Female, United Arab Emirates - First entry!
12
Mar 2015
9:53 AM PST
   

Me

So this is the first time i try this. i dont know wether i should be excited that im sharing my feelings with everyone or feel desperate and in need for attention both ways im not happy and i know that one day when everything is alright i wanna go back to this exact first entry and smile knowing everything is better now. i hope this day comes soon because this is unbearable.
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