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January 16, 2009

JUST ABOUT THE DAY

�� Well today was an okay day. We had people come to our school and talk about what engineering was. And I think I could really benefit from that. I think I would like chemical engineering. I'm really going to think about pursuing this as a career. I've been running after school so I canbe read for track, but I just couldn't today. I was way to sore.

�� It was pretty cold today. Around 20 degrees. That is really cold for Alabama. I HATE the winter time. I'm already cold all the time, and the winter just makes me colder. I just wish I was on the beach soaking up the sun. Man I can't wait until summer-time. I love going to my friends house down the street and just jumping in the pool with her. With all of our clothes on. It makes me feel worry-free.

Well, it is Friday night and I'm stuck at home once again. Nights like this make me regret the choices I've made. Maybe if I wouldn't have lied and snuck around behind their back, I could actually be somewhere right now. I just wish I could go back in time, and stayed at her house like I was supposed to. Like my parents thought we were doing. I never did any drugs, drank any alcohol, or had sex that night. I just wasn't where I was supposed to�be.�� *sigh*� "If Only, If Only" I told myself to stop thinking about what could be or could've been. I really wish I could though.

� Well this entry turned into something a little to personal... But I won't delete anything. It doesn't seem right...

-Karmen

As everyone is geting ready for skool i caint help but dread going back and seeing my crushes and my enamies but as much as dreading that im afraid that when i go back everything will change like my friends my feelings my heart my songs my personality i dont want that i wanna be thee girl i want 2 be and as much and as easy as that sounds some how every year i seem too follow some group insdead of my heart.As much as i wanna GO BACK TO SEE MY FRIENDS� i think going back is gonna hurt me more than anything cuz the guy i like will breaK my heart.

but mabey mabey this year wil be diffrent just mabey

we have our so called animal rights, yet we have no qualms at slaughtering cows, pigs and chicken for their meat......any contrary argument would only mean discrimination between animals

Kisa bir gun, tren yolculugu, kodlar ve insanlar dolusu insan... cogu yasli, trenler gibi... ben de genc sayilmam pek hem hangimiz genciz ki...sonunda istanbul ankara raylari ve ankara, ev... iyi geceler...

UGhh I cant take it anymore. She's been trying to steal my bf!! I swear Im going to kill her

In the meantime the number one thing that's on my mind right now is that we FINALLY have an African American President. I'm so proud & happy that a lot of our country has looked past their selfish ways and did what is best for this country. Man...I know that if McCain had won the Presidency, I would have definitely moved out of this country! The U.S. would have been S.O.L.!!! Aside from the fact that I believe Obama is going to be an excellent President, I think Obama as a man & as a person is an exceptional example for our young men, especially African American men. His wife Michelle and his children, Sasha and Malia are just beautiful and I am so happy to have them as family to represent for the people of this country!!

So, I spent the night at Jenna's house and we were talking about Alex. =/ And so she made me realize how unlikely it is that I will have a class with him. I have AP�US�History instead of normal US History so he won't be in that class. Then I'm a year ahead in math so he won't be in that class either. Science and English he could be in but WHATEVER. French he won't be doing again I don't think. And even if he was he would be taking French 1 again and I'm now on French 2. He could be in my psychology class. I�don't think he will be taking Art 2. And he might be taking photography. But he won't be looping science I don't think so I don't have to worry about that.�And so I am going to optimistic and hope he won't be in any of my classes.

On another way happier note. I�went to the football game last night and Lowell kicked ass of course. (: I�had a ton of fun hanging with people I haven't talked to in FOREVER. Then after Jenna and I had a sleepover like I mentioned before. We snuck out and walked to meijer and I got carmels. And a frozen coke. Oh and because the big 24 ounce or whatever they are were on sale I got a 6 pack for like $2.50. hahaha. It was great.

And we talked Allen into have a sleepover sometime next week. And I'm fucking pumped.

Sorry for the harsh wordssss. Ahahaha.

Oh yeah and I apologize for all the swearing in the last post. I was just pissed and freaking out. But I'm good now. (:

Imma go now.

AU�REVOIR

I like xxsmall, its fun.

So here I am again, posting, day two.

Im sitting at my computer, writing in my journal, and facebooking. Probably should be doing homework... Will probably go do that next, at least some of it...

Also, class at 6... Dont really want to go, but definitely don't have a choice. I missed last week's class because I was sick. Yck, stomach flu.

Well, I should go. I'll be back again later. Bye bye now loves. <3