So i've signed up for another journal/blog/diary thing. I could've used my old account in livejournal but i feel that it's time for something new. Welcome to inboxjournal.. lol.
Right now, i'm looking for employment again. It frustrates me now how I can't seem to stay in any job. Ever since I've moved to toronto about 4 months ago, i've worked these stupid jobs such as telemarketing, telephone surveying (at 3 different places), customer service at a photograhy establishment, and inbound call centre. since i'm such a picky little twit, none of these jobs ever worked out for me because i'm always finding something wrong with every job. what the hell can i do now?? i'm not getting any luck so far. I'm still waiting to really find the perfect job.
I've been staying up really late recently. i shouldn't keep doing this. Must... get... back... to............. normal.
Dear Journal;;
Im wondering if jesse is the one for mee i meani know he is but i wonder if he doeslkeme in that way??? i always wonder that but idk if he does... i like him alot really alot like im willing to give him 100 to him bc he needs it right nowww like seriously like wtf he wont accept m money like i knoe he needs it i know that he does so likejus tak itt. But w.e/ my dad is in jail for woman abuse like wow he finally wentt to jail for that shit it was about time FUUUCCCKKK,,,,, SO YEAH anyways im thinking of having sex with jesse but heres the question do i really wanna do that or wat??? i guess well see that until then. I started skool on monday YAY!!!!!!!!! Not really tho it sucked anyways yeahh....
Taxi 300 din, dorucak 150 din, Dijani za taxi 200 din.
Ukupno 650 din.
������� Entire�day, I was gloomy and depressed, because of my overwhelming homeworks and assignements. I was worrying for my homeworks rather than doing actial homework. So it took time , finally, in the spur of the moment, I had to done it. Yeah, I'm bad student. However, right after I met with my writing professor, plus I got an inspiring email from my best friend whom I have been friend for ten years. She attached a nice French song and�it's lyrics�in her email which made my day.�Eventually, now, I'm delighted and everything seems easy to me. After all,there is always sunshine after the raining.
�������� Late afternoon it was raining hard. After my class, I met with my professor and we talked about the my article's name. Because I did not come up with a good idea, so she helped me to narrow down my subject and be more concrete. I had a random, borad and not clear subjects in mind for long time that I could not reach the point. Thank God ,my professor gave me concrete subject that I can write. Thank you my professor for your insightful thoughts and encouragement. I hope everyone agree with me If I say that the most of the professors are so caring and patient. That's what make them professor.
�������������I did not do exercise for a while, and I eat intenionally a lot of junk foods in cafeteria which is bad even it conforts me forwhile. I'm thinkig to go gym tonight right after my assignment research and keep my diary as usual. I have just found that I tend to be more passive both in physically and intellectually if there is something wrong or I am unsatisfied. However, I have to kick out this bad habits and be more active and strong woman.
���������� That's why I am writing this diary in this site and change myself. I'm gonna be alright afterall even I have still some pain inside. I can do my homework on time, I can be friendly with my roommates, I can restore my friendships with my old buddies. I will be in balanced life.
Because they told me that they are about to close the store. Then I accepted their behaviour and decided to seek another store in the same area. Outside was rainy at the moment and I didnt have my umbrella with me. So you think that I got wet? No, surprisingly enough the rain couldnt catch me and make me wet.After too much search I finally found another store and got into it.So the story goes like this.I have� a lot to tell you but now not much space for it on this paper.My computer is running out of space.
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