This is the first time I have ever done any kind of an online journal. There are a few things I wish to do in this journal. 1. I want to write about 3 things that made me happy that day. 2. I want to plan a future for myself, I have so many dreams but no motivation. I am hoping having these dreams down on paper will help to get me there. 3. I want to teach myself to control my temper and my mouth when I get upset. I want my relationship with Drew to be as great as I can make it. I think the only thing that will hold me back from doing these things is actually doing it. I want to be better for so many reasons but mostly for her. I never thought she would do this to me but it is amazing. It has taking so much for us to get here but what can I say....you have to work for something good...and she is definately good.