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19
Jan 2010
2:14 PM EDT
   

I have been doing so well but have taken a major step backward yesterday. Caylen came over last minute to have a "sleep over". Chad asked Jeremy if it was ok and I think I was so mad for many selfish judgmental reasons. First of all- Heather did not ask me... second Jeremy was invited to the avalanche game not me...third they never take Austin. I feel like it is not a give and take relationship at times and that makes me mad.....silly I know. I have noticed that I get really mad when friends ask us to watch their kids... I have my own and resent taking care of someone else's. Is that soooo horrible??
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09
Dec 2008
7:20 PM EDT
   

we are back from mexico and i feel so good- refreshed physically emotionally etc... I am ready for new begninings. I think I am preggors again... bianka is engaged.
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15
Jul 2008
2:48 PM EDT
   

"He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away." - Raymond Hull boy that is the perfect quote for someone who is trying so hard to please so many people- can we say codependent!
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24
Jun 2008
1:17 PM EDT
   

what a funk I feel like I am in! I am not quite sure why but my head feels clouded and I am slightly bored with life.. how could i possibly so bored with life which is constantly changing and evolving? My life which is filled with so mnay blessings and beautiful things. In a way it is sacriligious that i feel this way. should be a sin!!
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11
Jan 2008
2:18 PM EDT
   

I have been making changes darnit it is a new year and I am improving my life. I have been eating better- although I am starving:) I am totally enjoying my little one- he is the best thing ever!! i am worried about bianka but have enough to do just living my own life today. I had an awful review and if perceptions dont change then i am moving on. I am better than that.
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  • Username: antheamartin
  • Gender / Age: Male, 45
  • Location: USA - Colorado
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