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    charlax  70, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
01
May 2014
12:02 PM EDT
   

The Dragonfly has a Birthday

The Dragonfly has a Birthday

The Dragonfly has a Birthday

April Twenty Four for NPM poetry

her smile lights in my heart

she calls to �me at times

she flutters her wings in love she makes me sing my love is secret but not disguised

she is a warrior and she is the world

she is unconcerned with petty theft

she makes me happy and never sad

she is my thrift and all my worth

on this day in May the dragonfly will play

and MAY she think of me this April Day

my Indian my love my wings my calling dove

will always answer with love

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    2Dazed  57, Female, Arizona, USA - 2 entries
19
Feb 2014
5:23 PM MST
   

Unauthorized Expectation

On Friday, Valentine's Day, a very dear friend of mine made me face the truth, something that I have been denying or flat out ignoring for over a year now.� First off, this friend and I are not intimate.� We have known each other for quite a few months, but only recently started hanging out.� The truth that he made me face was an arrangement that I currently have with another friend, a room-mate.� Our arrangement has been going on for well over a year and it is something that my new friend wants very much to take the room-mate's place in the intimate department.

The arrangement that we have really does not exist.� Occasionally we have sex and may end up at a club together, but that's all it is.� When we are at a club, he will acknowledge me to a point, and yet do his best to maintain the distance, our secret, I am his dirty little secret.� When his family or friends are around, I am pretty much ignored, in fact there could be someone sitting on the couch that I do not know and he won't even introduce me to them.... that is how much of a dirty little secret I am.� Not worth mentioning.

The new friend said in no uncertain terms that he, the roomie, does not see me as a person, a woman or someone who has feelings.� I am merely seen as an opportunity to have sex when it is needed.

The part that hurts in all this is that I put my desired expectations on the roomie without his knowledge.� I wasn't looking for a relationship, and yet, I wanted to feel acknowledged for something more than just sex.� I didn't think it was that big of an issue if he would personally invite me out somewhere on occasion, sit next to me on the couch to watch a movie without it having a condition of sex, to have sex and wake up next to each other in the same bed, not for him to get up and leave the moment we were done.� In all honesty, it makes me feel somewhat like a slut or prostitute, the only thing missing is money left on a dresser or nightstand.

And yet, knowing that I don't really matter to him, knowing that I am not worth his time and effort, wanting so much to be seen for me, I have allowed him to take a piece of my heart, I am in love with this man and I don't know how to just end it, put a stop to this arrangement.
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    martytx07  36, Male, Texas, USA - 53 entries
11
Feb 2014
10:18 AM CDT
   

Just an update

Wow...I didn't know it had been so long since I last updated! Well I think a lot has happened since my last entry. I am now working at the Mesquite center. I actually like it a lot. I am the CSA...I'm not even sure what my position was during my last entry. Dang I need to start typing in this thing more. I think it's amazing to just go back and read what you wrote before. Well anyways, let's see...I am working in Mesquite as the CSA...I have been the CSA for a while now actually but just transferred to Mesquite on the 27th of January I believe. I like it a lot...it's so much nicer and the employees there are so much more well behaved....well most of them. I'm sure there's going to be a couple that are going to deviate from the proper procedure but we just need to nip it in the butt to be honest. My sister had her baby in August. She's adorable. Little fat thing. Turtle just got a promotion so I'm proud of him for that. It's gonna be good that he makes more money now that he has a daughter he will have to provide for. Well I won't say much more here because I'm starving and need to get ready so I can go great breakfast with my sister and the baby probably.
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    bitter_me  42, Female, Philippines - 4 entries
02
Dec 2013
4:59 PM
   

hello
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    sahuoy  60, Male, Illinois, USA - 44 entries
23
Nov 2013
6:52 PM CDT
   

I Wish...

"Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them?" - Abraham Lincoln
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    janesmith  49, Female, United Kingdom - 25 entries
02
Sep 2013
5:59 AM GMT
   

The ease of utilization and the effortlessness of the language make it the choice of various develop

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With a universal community of developers, PHP is unwrap source item. For businesses this states that with a worldwide network of developers, it can be incessantly improve PHP to make it an enhanced item. The whole idea of creating this unique language was to make exclusive websites as well as web pages, which can be a great means for individuals, societies and companies to represent them to the global audience. To become an expert as PHP developer, students need to enrol them in certified training centers from where they can get quality training on PHP Course.
This training curriculum is intended to prepare professionals highly knowledgeable so as to they can understand the techniques, logical bases and commands of PHP. For administration functionalities, PHP is an established language. Candidates are taught all these methods for implementing PHP in effective processing of HTML forms. It can be customized to work for My SQL which is an open source database. Nowadays, the My SQL language is adopted by most of the companies. The necessity has inspired endless big and medium enterprises who have started hiring PHP professionals as well Webpage designers by offering them lucrative salaries and benefits.

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    winaiko  47, Male, Thailand - First entry!
02
Aug 2013
10:38 PM +07
   

เริมต้นมาเรืยนแล้ว
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    igobox  37, Male, New York, USA - 4 entries
27
Jul 2013
2:40 AM GMT
   

houghts of heroes in tattoo field

We cannot imagine that there would be tattoo heroes twenty years or even ten years ago. The staring up of the Tattoo Hero is suddenly the hottest event in Ottawa, largely due to a TechCrunch who post on the still-in-alpha company, and I couldn’t go anywhere at Startup Fest in Montr�al last week without hearing the company’s name or having some founder pull me over to chat with Tannahill and his cofounders, Waselnuk and Minh Dao.

In its simplest form, Tattoo Hero is about proudly displaying your latest ink. Users upload their photos to the site, where others can like or comment on them. That’s the real magic, of course, as those who are looking for tattoos can find a great design and then message the artist about getting it — or something like it — simply by browsing the Pinterest-y site.

“If you love this tattoo, you can find who did this tattoo, where he’s located, and message him … and book a consultation,” designer Dao told me.

But the Tattoo Hero vision is much bigger than that.

At the same time, Tattoo Hero is yet another startup slashing through old-school business models, taking the magic of social and the scale of the internet to reinvent the somewhat skuzzy image of tattoo parlors with a clean, beautiful design … and to give tattoo artists a whole new place to present themselves and sell their skills.

Tannahill, who got his first tattoo at 18, is not only the CEO but gives the company some visual legitimacy as well with tattoos on his arms and legs. His wife has “cut him off at the neck,” and though his first tattoo has since been covered with something better, he celebrated his marriage with a detailed ball-and-chain tattoo. Waselnuk also has tattoos, he said, but “you wouldn’t want to where they are.”

The company launched just last week, and it’s been a bit of a blur for the founders.

“We just went live with our alpha this weekend,” Tannahill said. “We were featured in TechCrunch yesterday, so that blew up our website and knocked it down … it’s really exciting and our Twitter’s blowing up.”

The artist acquisition strategy has been getting the top artists on board, mostly in the Ottawa area. But the company is looking at taking an angel investment to enable more reach besides the organic pick-up it’s seeing across North America.

“More people have tattoos than iPhone,” Waselnuk told me.

And don’t they deserve the same quality?

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    lilido  41, Male, Oregon, USA - 2 entries
16
Jul 2013
1:49 AM +07
   

บาคาร่าออนไลน์ Premium

การข้อนระฆังไกลลิบออกการแปรของบาคาร่าออนไลน์อาจเปลี่ยนแปลงคือที่แบบในฝรั่งเศสเกมบาคาร่าออนไลน์ตอนแรกกลับกลายคือสิ่งที่เป็นที่รู้จักมักจี่ป้องในปัจจุบันนี้หมายถึงบาคาร่าออนไลน์ทวีปยุโรป แนวของการเล่นอาจจะอย่างต่อกันในบาคาร่าออนไลน์บวกกับทุบระฆังเดอห่างมีเพียงแค่ผิดแผกเกียดกันกระจิริดในอาณัติ ในรวมหมดสองเกมอุปกรณ์คือการให้คะแนนให้ประชิดยิ่งเทียมถึงที่คือไปได้จวบจวน 9 เพราะว่าการเพิ่มคุณค่าหน้าของตั๋วรวมทั้งไม่ไยดีหลักด้านซ้ายมือของวิสัชนา ในบาคาร่าออนไลน์มีระเบียบที่เป็นทางการเหลือเกินขึ้นพร้อมทั้งเกมอาจจะแถเป็นนิตย์เพราะคาสิโนแต่หนังสือสัญญาพ้นจากผู้เล่นกับผู้เล่น ผู้เล่นคงคัดที่จะเล่นกับสิ่งของเล่น, นายแบงก์หรือไม่บนเน็คไทย ตั้งแต่ขังไม่ได้เกิดขึ้นบ่อยครั้งเหลือเกินความเกี่ยวข้องที่อาจจะชนะเลิศที่ค่าต่อนัดต่อแนงอีกรองลงไป
แม้ว่าจะคือที่แบบมาหานมนานกาเลมากมายศตวรรษในทวีปยุโรปบาคาร่าออนไลน์มาหาตราบเท่าคาสิโนอเมริกันในปี 1950 สร้างผ่านทางอเมริกาใต้อเมริกันคราวหมายความว่าการประสมเกียดกันของบาคาร่าออนไลน์ทวีปยุโรปพร้อมกับกระแทกระฆังมากหลายไกลลิบ ผู้ระบุคาสิโนที่รักษาเก็บทัศนีย�าพของผู้ดีของรูปเพราะการก่อตั้งคุณค่าพนันอุจพร้อมกับอาคารบ้านเรือนเกมในอาณาเขต plushest ของคาสิโน ตั้งแต่โควตามากมายก่ายกองของแขนการแปรทรัพย์สินในการเล่นไพ่พวกหนึ่งเพราะพนันขันต่อมากความมั่งมีของคาสิโนมักมีความปั่นป่วนเพราะว่าตรงเป๊ะตามความเสร็จสิ้นหรือว่าความไม่ประสบความสำเร็จของผู้ซื้อของรูปที่เคาน์เตอร์บาคาร่าออนไลน์
ทำไมเปลืองเวลารวมทั้งเงินก้อนไปคาสิโน? เล่นเกมบาคาร่าออนไลน์ในความสบายของบ้านของท่านเอง ไม่มีค่าใช้สอยไม่มีรายจ่ายในการขนส่งไม่คอยท่าเหตุด้วยเรือนจำ เล่นเกมบาคาร่าออนไลน์ด้วยว่าการคัดเลือกของเธอเองพนันขันต่อ - ไม่มีขูดขีด ขีดคั่น ของคุกทัดทาน เล่นเกมบาคาร่าออนไลน์ทุกเวลาของทิวากาลหรือไม่กลับคืน - เมื่อไหร่ก็ตามที่สัญชาตญาณของเธอเปรยท่านว่าบุญวาสนาของท่านอยู่ใน
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    GoodEnough  57, Female, Arizona, USA - 2 entries
06
Jul 2013
6:50 PM MST
   

Dinner Plans

Tonight has finally arrived.� I have taken out the stress of trying to find a lasting relationship for myself and instead just hanging out with friends that I know aren't looking to spend time with me on the basis of whether or not they will get lucky at the end.� It is much nicer to know that I can go out with someone and enjoy myself.

Tonight is dinner with Joe.� His birthday was on the 4th of July and I asked him if he would like to go out to dinner to celebrate.� At the time we both had a few things going on, so we scheduled for tonight instead.

Joe is just a friend and we have a great time when we are together.
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