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    luv2dnz  57, Female, Arizona, USA - First entry!
27
Nov 2016
2:47 AM MST
   

The Relationship Title

Lately I have been searching my heart in reference to a relationship that I am in. The problem that I am facing is that we are in a relationship in title only. We have been 'dating' for almost a year and yet I feel single.

When we met I made sure that he understood what I was looking for in a relationship.� I don't necessarily need someone to take care of me, financially I am very capable of taking care of myself.� But I was hoping to find someone to share my life with.� In reality, we see each other every week for approximately 2 hours due to a mutual game that we play, but we are not alone during this time.� As for 'us' time, we see each other maybe every 3 or 4 weeks, sad part�is that we live about 15 minutes apart, when we do it is because I have made the effort to spend time with him and it ends up being sexual in which I am no where near satisfied.� The man can't last more than 25 minutes, seriously!

Everytime that I invite him to my home, there is always a reason why that can't happen.�

So now, I know this relationship is going no where, so why don't I have the guts to just end it?
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    Brownie  36, Female, Hawaii, USA - First entry!
20
Nov 2016
3:55 AM HST
   

The wake of silence

Today was a quiet day, full of lounging around the house, listening to music and browsing the web. But as the night is here and my mind is awake, I am constantly thinking of one thing. Love. It happens when you least expect it and sometimes when you least want it. It's only been 8 months of being single, and I feel like there is a lot happening in my love life that I can't control nor really want. Now is the time for me to focus on my life, my goals, my future. I am the type that would put everything aside to make the people I love feel supported, and encouraged. But I am putting my foot down and standing up for me. I will not degrade myself and I will put myself first for once.�
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    MildredReed  26, Male, California, USA - First entry!
18
Nov 2016
5:39 AM EDT
   

Different types of appareil cellulite to reduce cellulite

At present, most women face cellulite issues. You can be prone to dimpled skin if you have cellulite but now with appareil cellulitye you need to worry much about it. Along with this device, massaging is important to reduce cellulite.

In case you are not able to find time for professional massage daily, then you can even get it done at your home using the cellulite device. Many these days use massage palper-rouler by self to get rid of this dimpled skin. Before buying research is important so that you be sure about your purchase. Just when you opt for the best you can be sure of its benefits for yourself.

Massage is one full proof ways which can help get rid of cellulite. In order to get rid of cellulite, massages can be done in a number of ways at home. When you use the meilleur anti cellulite device, doing different types of massages become simpler.

You have to know the actual reasons of cellulite before you use appareil cellulite. It is mainly seen in areas where there are lots of fat cells. You may be thinking that it is simple to reduce cellulite, but the fact is that it is not as easy as you think. Before you start with it, know that this is not a permanent cure. Doing it at home will just reduce its looks. Cellulite device can help get rid of the dimpled skin just to an extent making the skin look clear.

Did you know that cellulite vacuum is one type of meilleur anti cellulite device? It has a small cup at one end. When you turn it on, you can feel the sensation but it is not painful. Vacuum can offer good results but can not help get rid of it completely. As compared to other massaging techniques and devices these offer better results.

Are you aware of dry brushing? With this technique, you can exfoliate your skin. This technique can be used to before or after you take shower in order to improve the blood circulation. Natural body bush will be one good idea as they are made with natural bristles. It is therefore that they are softer than a normal brush.

In the initial stage, you can even make use of cellulite rollers to reduce cellulite. A lot of them use this type of appareil cellulite at the start. The appareil cellulite improves the blood circulation but in a different manner. It has tiny needles which are not sharp but effective to increase the blood circulation. With the massaging techniques, consuming the nutritious diet will help you reduce the cellulite quickly.

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    Kwagga  47, Female, South Africa - 2 entries
18
Oct 2016
3:50 AM SAST
   

Memoirs of a broken heart....

"stop it, no..." I would cry. �the bigs giants from next door, came over to bully me agan. �5 years old and scared, scared that if i venture out today in my garden, the giants may come and find me again, and bully me and hit me. why, i dont know why. �cause i look like a girl that needs to be beaten up i suppose. where mom was, i dont know. the feeling, the fear i felt, i can still feel it now. i can feel the pain and rejection then already. �evening would dawn, and dad would be home. �shouting pierces the air and runs through the passage of our house. one minute sitting on dads lap, the next minute running through the house, hearing shouts, banging and running....
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    MickeyMouse202  56, Female, Rhode Island, USA - 112 entries
25
Sep 2016
9:26 PM
   

Must have to read. Must have to be possible to get a new one. Must have to go to sleep. Must have to go out for me and country.
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    bookunread  25, Female, California, USA - 2 entries
28
Aug 2016
11:17 AM PDT
   

Hurting

I really wish someone could just know the feeling i'm having nd tell me what to do. My heart feels like it is actually �breaking, but i could never tell him that. There's so much i want to get off my chest and tell him, but i dont. I feel like if i do say something, i'll look weak. Like i have nothing better to do than to sit around and dwell on everything. Like i am ulitmately on giant burden in his life. I also don't want to start a fight, i mean it's bad enough i feel this way, he should either. part of me even feels like even if i do tell him, that he won't change anything. I sit up at nnight trying to fall asleep wondering if he's thinking about me while he's out til 6 in the morning drinking, which he has found to be his favorite hobby apparently.
I don't even want to say the words 'Break Up' out loud... �but boy have i thought them. I really am hoping he's just doing this for the first week and will soon settle down... that's what i'm praying for atleast... But how can you put a person through so much pain and not even seem to notice.... how can you go hours without �calling or texting and just assume that i get it or i don't mind. How can a boy who means so much to you treat you likr you mean so little... how to you fix a hurting heart?

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    Rosie  34, Female, United Kingdom - 2 entries
10
Aug 2016
4:00 PM GMT
   

New beginnings cont......

So over the last couple of weeks I have been twoing and throwing of what to do. I think I knew deep down what I had to do, but just didn't want to hurt Charlie. He is one of the good guys. So we sat down and decided we would end it. We wouldn't shut each other out either as we both deeply care for one another. That clich� I love you but not in love with you. It really does happen :(�
So that was about a week and a half ago. How am I feeling? Mixed I'm sad that it couldn't work. I generally think if it was later in life it might have. I'm also happy, I'm excited to see what's going to happen in the future! im not in any rush.�
On that note my friends went out at the weekend, we stood in our spot and we danced. Ben the dj was there again. Still staring, still grinning and still giving me butterflies. That excitement feeling of being single, I hadn't had that in ages, I was actually enjoying his attention without the worry of hurting someone else or cheating.�
Nicola and Katie have been great. Constantly listening to me. I suppose that's another reason I started writing on here too. I feel like I'm bombarding them sometimes and I don't want to annoy them. I've been in that situation before your there for your friend but �you sorta want them to shut up sometimes. Anyway they have been fab. Katie decided I needed to pull someone to say that I am totally single! I've haven't had a disco winch in years! I didn't know it's something that people still done! But you know what I thought it made sort of sence a bit of girls fun! �Ÿ˜�
I felt felt awkward though I'm not one to start chatting up folk. I don't know where I plucked the courage from( maybe the shots and vodka had a bit to do with it). So in the club there is 2djs together, they switch about every few hours. Ben was standing there in the dj box while his friend was on decks. Katie egging me on 'go say hi' and that what I did�Ÿ™ˆ I walked up next to him. I was so nervous good nervous though. We chatted, I couldn't even tell you what we talked about! I did tell him I had something important to tell him... Jokingly he said 'your single?' �That was it I was single. Was I turning into one of the girls who he could just click his fingers and go running? It's not the same if it's just for fun is it? We have switched numbers and have been texting for the last few days.�
That excited feeling when you open a text or wait for a reply, or wait to reply because your trying to play cool? I've not had that in so long and I'm enjoying it.�
Apart of me feels bad, am I moving on to quickly? Nicola and Katie have been saying no, as I have been with Charlie but knew it was over but also what's the harm in a bit of attention. I'm going to go with them on that one. Although if I bump into Charlie I think I'll keep it quiet for the time being I don't want to hurt him more than I have too.�





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    BGocher  53, Female, Louisiana, USA - 4 entries
06
Aug 2016
9:13 AM EDT
   

Questions To Ask While Choosing Electrical Contractors

If you want all the wiring to be in place and the job to be done perfectly, choosing the best electrical contractors NJ will be essential. Try looking out for a contractor who is not only trustworthy but also offers you services which are as per your expectations. Before choosing one for your needs it is essential for you to first define your needs well. Then you should start with verifying the potential contractors who you think can be helpful. Try looking out for the work performed in past to get a clear idea.

When you are following these steps you will have to keep too many things in mind. Mentioned is a list of questions which you always have to remember and get answers before hiring an electrician.


What are your needs?

Are you planning to renovate your house or office? Or is that you want to change the complete layout of your house or office? Or then it is just some minor repairs which demand professional assistance? Irrespective of the reason that you are hiring electrical contractors, it is important that you look for professionals only. You can only hire one who is good once you know about your needs well. Even if it is a small repair make sure you get in touch with the one who is a professional and can guarantee up to date repairs. Only with a clear task in mind, you will be able to search for the right contractor to complete the job.


How credible are the electrical contractors NJ?

It is very important that the contractors you choose are credible and also have the required license to perform the electrical work in your vicinity. Look for the insurance policy that they have. With this, you can be sure of the reimbursements for all of the losses that occur at your property. You can also inquire about their credibility from their past clients. This will give you a clear picture of the contractors and the kind of work they perform.


What is the estimated rate which is to be paid?

Before hiring you have to check whether the electrical contractors NJ will provide you with a full proof quote or then will just give a verbal estimate for the work to be performed. Though this will depend on the kind of project you have it is essential that you clarify about this beforehand. This will give you an idea about the budget and will help you know about the money that you will have to spend on the repairs.


How good are the electrical contractors at communication?

Remember that good communication will be very important. Only when the contractor is well versed with your requirements they can provide you with proper solutions also. Only if they come and inspect the problem you can be sure of competitive quotes and good help from their side.

Choosing the best electrical contractors NJ is the most important part and therefore getting answers to these and many other questions will be very important.


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    edharris  67, Male, California, USA - First entry!
06
Jun 2016
4:29 AM PDT
   

Feelings

sometims your feeling can betray you
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    victoriacox  36, Female, West Virginia, USA - First entry!
12
Apr 2016
7:21 AM CDT
   

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