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26
May 2009
1:38 AM GMT
   

My life right now!!

f*uck this for a lark..
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28
Sep 2008
10:51 AM GMT
   

hi

Back in college hectic as hell.. but oh well would i want it any other way! expect to hear less from me but ill pop my head in from tiime to time

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24
Aug 2008
12:24 AM GMT
   

plans

right. ive been thinking, again. what do i want from my life..

what are the things that if i died now, i would regret i never got to do or achieve. i might go all my name is earl style on it and cross things off my list!!

i want to play music, properly!.. i do want ot travel see a few things. i want to be confident, be a real part of the group for once in my life! i want to do something that im not embarrassed about 2 days later for once.. i wanna be a doctor. i want to be someone who can discuss "issues" like they really care.. i want to shed my awkwardness hell ya.. i want to live my life to a soundtrack.. �i want to write a kick ass book and turn it into a kick ass film.. hmm i want kids that surely has to be a great thing. i really dont want to worry about this kinda crap

and you guessed it scrap all that, i just want to be in love.

ughhhh i just need something to inspire me badly.. something to be excited about

im such a sad ridiculous romantic bastard..

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09
Jul 2008
11:46 PM GMT
   

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hello.. im so bored.. i just spent half an hour searching for "feeling lost" on google. ive always been a dreamer, always thinking that 6 months down the line when id go back to school or college i wouldnt make the same mistakes.. but i always do. ive always seen a future, i always thought id meet the right girl and find the career i knew was right for me. but just now im kinda realising that maybe lifes not so black and white. maybe its not so perfect. maybe both choices could be right, or wrong, or maybe we are not all destined to be happy.. i know people who died sad and lonely, made mistakes and all that. i know people whove lived good lives, have been in love and been happy. i always thought id end up happy for whatever reason.. i guess because when its in the future you look at it with hope, that one way or another youl be so much smarter, braver, the life and youl be more confident. but i feel so far away from that right now.. im flipping coins to try and pick a career.. it doesnt really matter that much to me.. i almost wish someone would stop me in the sttreet and tell me... this is what your meant to do. end of story! i want something to excite me.. im drifting right now and thats not good. I can ramble on when i get into it! yawn big wide world
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24
Jun 2008
12:06 AM GMT
   

Wide eyed and mystified..

Hello world.. i wonder how many peoples first journal entry began with that.!

But it does a job..

well.. i could give you some kind of idea about how i came to be sitting infront of my computer at half 12 on an irish summers night with a closed diary and a another new online account sitting infront of me.. but ill be vauge�mysterious for now.. anything you need to know will fill out as i go along..

i dont think ive got anything amazing to write about really. i dont think i mind that either.. im sure its all been done before.. but im here and if this journal makes it past 1 post.. you never do�know!!

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