Boredom
That's what this is but what is boredom
its that feeling you get when you have absolutely nothing to do
but all you can think of is the things you'd rather be doing and the places you'd rather be
its sitting there with the tv in front of you and nothing's on so you turn on the radio
but there's nothing on the radio either none of your friends are available so all you really can do
is think and the thoughts you think you don't want to be thinking because they torture you
yup that's boredom and that's exactly what this is!!!!