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Mar 2007
3:33 PM EDT

ok so its fucking nice as fuck outside!! I left work at 5 and missed the express so I took the next bus which drops me off about 20 min down from my apartment and since it was nice I didnt mind the walk other than the fact i had a bookbag with a book that weighs 35lbs. Anyways got home and roomate who is jobless but seems to be ok with it cooked meatballs and spegetti and it was really good. I am a freak when it comes to meatballs since i come from an italian family and my moms meatballs are the best and i can def. say that roomate did an awsome job. Anyways i got stuck into the american idol show this year since everyone and there mother watches it. Gonna go pick up some beer across the street and cigs and then watch tv and relax till I hit my nice sexy bed.' Anyways allmost 8.. gonna smokey and then jet. *all the windows in the apartment are open and i got shorts and a wife beater on. it doesnt get much better than that.

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Mar 2007
12:49 PM EDT

Its friday and I have about 45 min left at work. Tonight I am going home and relaxing. Roomate is gone for the weekend and since i am pretty new up this way I dont have many people to hang out with. My friends all live well over 2hrs away and the past few weekends everyone has been driving up here so it looks like a quiet weekend and working. Tomorrow I have to work but the good deal is i am getting paid overtime.. I seriously cant remember the last time I ever worked on a weekend. I think it was when me and megan tried to get jobs at some hardware store and our first day we were both late to training. I think i got so drunk the night before that I woke up 2 hrs past my alarm and I think I only kept that job for about a week because it was a 2nd job and working on weekends is not somthing i want to do. But this weekend is an exception only because I really love this job and working on weekends and getting paid is ok with me. Just as long as its not an every weekend thing and plus sunday I have some training thing going on for work also so for once in a long time I wont be doing anything that involves drinking this weekend. And i am kinda happy about that.

Dont know why but i have been having dreeams of my x and this past week ive been looking at his journal online. He has livejournal and I would of started one on there but I wanted somthing nobody knew of so I could write without many people reading. Anyways its weird to read his journal and even going back a whiles like 2 to 3 yrs back when we were actually dating. Just weird to read that kinda stuff but good at the same time just brings back crazzy memories.

Well its allmost time for me to leave and my boss is freaking out. Write more later.

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Mar 2007
9:31 AM EDT

ahhhh. its kinda like weight has been lifted off my back when the weather is this nice. Tonight I have to go buy a spring/summer jacket because i was sweating my ass off walking down to get lunch. NYC is a crazzy city and everyone and there mother is outside today. My roomate who has no job and has no idea what shes doing is in the park and enjoying her time off. (( just alittle jealous))

Anyways had china for lunch and can't wait to get out of here today. Hopefully I can catch the express bus get home and eat dinner. Shower and then head out to the bars with megan. Have a few drinks and then head home. Kinda excited about the weekend since my borther is comming down friday night with his girlfriend and then saturday we are sopose to hit up nyc and go to some club/bar where one of my brothers friends knows the band playing that night so we can get in free or discounted or somthing. Should be a good time!

Anyways this is my lunch break and im about done. Its time to cover the clock on my computer so I can see the time. It allways seems to go faster that way!

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Mar 2007
10:18 AM EDT

Here goes another atempt to try and keep up with a journal. I was thinking back when I was younger and I would keep a journal either online or in a book and I think it did me good to get stuff out. Right now when I need to let out stuff I have an old email address that I write to alot and just send myself emails with my thoughts. Hopefully this will change that.

Well the temp. is up to 60 today and its a big change from the past few months of the temp being around 12 degrees. Today I jumped on yahoo messenger and kurt was on. We got talking for a good 45 and it was nice. I miss that kid alot and really was thinking how I wish I would of meet him now im ny life rather then back when i did meet him because I was pretty messed up in the head from everything that happend with joey. I guess as its been said before " everything happens for a reason" hes currently dating someone and it could be serious so im happy for him.

This weekend was jenns bday and brian came up late friday nite and stayed until sunday. Its nice to have him around and even though we both agreed that we wouldnt mess around, things happend anyways but I am ok with that. The kid is sweet but I would never have sex with him. Kissing is the farthest ill go and since hes not to bad of a kisser I dont mind at all. Anyways friday night we got drunk and i passed out early.. ha well around 3 in the morning which is kinda late for me but to megan it was super early. Saturday me and brian got up early and took off to the post office but got lost and then got pulled over by the police because i wasnt wearing my seatbelt. But really I think it was just because i didnt let the cop go at a green light when he was making a left turn at the intersection. All I have to say is screw him. I dont care who the hell his is, doesnt mean i have to give him the right of way. Lucky for me I only got a warning. Never got around to getting my passport info done and then went back home and megan made breakfast for everyone except brian. He doesnt do breakfast foods. After the food we got ready and took off to go see the statue of liberty. Once again we got lost and ended up driving around like fools. I sawl a parking garage and it said there were trains to the path train so I parked the car and we found our way to NYC and then got on the ferries to ellis island and the statue of liberty. It was fun. We got home around 8 and got some food and started to party it up again. I got completly trashed and so did everyone else. There are lots of pictures to show!

Anyways last night before i went to sleep I kept having vivid thoughts of joey. It was like he was trying to say somthing because i wasnt even trying, his face just came into my brain and certain specific moments in our time together were shooting through my brain. It was weird but good but strange. I thought i was gonna have some crazzy dreams because of that but I didnt. Lately i cant really remember my dreams at all. Maybe thats a good thing.

Tonight jay might stop over but hes been sayin this for over a week now. I doubt ill be so lucky.

Anyways its time to get back to work. Today is going slow. Maybe the next few hours will fly! I can only hope!

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