Tigruten27's Journal

Here goes another atempt to try and keep up with a journal. I was thinking back when I was younger and I would keep a journal either online or in a book and I think it did me good to get stuff out. Right now when I need to let out stuff I have an old email address that I write to alot and just send myself emails with my thoughts. Hopefully this will change that.

Well the temp. is up to 60 today and its a big change from the past few months of the temp being around 12 degrees. Today I jumped on yahoo messenger and kurt was on. We got talking for a good 45 and it was nice. I miss that kid alot and really was thinking how I wish I would of meet him now im ny life rather then back when i did meet him because I was pretty messed up in the head from everything that happend with joey. I guess as its been said before " everything happens for a reason" hes currently dating someone and it could be serious so im happy for him.

This weekend was jenns bday and brian came up late friday nite and stayed until sunday. Its nice to have him around and even though we both agreed that we wouldnt mess around, things happend anyways but I am ok with that. The kid is sweet but I would never have sex with him. Kissing is the farthest ill go and since hes not to bad of a kisser I dont mind at all. Anyways friday night we got drunk and i passed out early.. ha well around 3 in the morning which is kinda late for me but to megan it was super early. Saturday me and brian got up early and took off to the post office but got lost and then got pulled over by the police because i wasnt wearing my seatbelt. But really I think it was just because i didnt let the cop go at a green light when he was making a left turn at the intersection. All I have to say is screw him. I dont care who the hell his is, doesnt mean i have to give him the right of way. Lucky for me I only got a warning. Never got around to getting my passport info done and then went back home and megan made breakfast for everyone except brian. He doesnt do breakfast foods. After the food we got ready and took off to go see the statue of liberty. Once again we got lost and ended up driving around like fools. I sawl a parking garage and it said there were trains to the path train so I parked the car and we found our way to NYC and then got on the ferries to ellis island and the statue of liberty. It was fun. We got home around 8 and got some food and started to party it up again. I got completly trashed and so did everyone else. There are lots of pictures to show!

Anyways last night before i went to sleep I kept having vivid thoughts of joey. It was like he was trying to say somthing because i wasnt even trying, his face just came into my brain and certain specific moments in our time together were shooting through my brain. It was weird but good but strange. I thought i was gonna have some crazzy dreams because of that but I didnt. Lately i cant really remember my dreams at all. Maybe thats a good thing.

Tonight jay might stop over but hes been sayin this for over a week now. I doubt ill be so lucky.

Anyways its time to get back to work. Today is going slow. Maybe the next few hours will fly! I can only hope!